and then theres the side of me that completely unbothered by this whole thing. no i dont love her like that and i wish she would stop talking to her ex and obsessing over them but in a concerned friend way bc they have very bad emotional regulation and are real self centered and shes too giving

like shes completely hung up on her ex and i know i dont deserve to date anyone but theres a part of me that thinks of her as mine and the burning ember of jealousy has never gone away. youre mine and i can never make it true

LOL i just miss cohost so much and this was the pfp i used my entire time there :)

so real