Combine rejection sensitivity with catholic guilt to create an all new special hell # myhell

SO TORN between typing a fifty page essay on this versus changing my descriptor to "audhd" from now on and just never commenting on it 😭

Guy who's been coming to terms with the idea that he's probably also autistic, and has just been masking it like crazy throughout adulthood

Is it a canon compliant interpretation? i have no idea, i snapped the end of 5.3 into two and threw it over a cliff's edge

Urge to walk into the woods and vanish at an all time high this month boys

Jabbing a finger at my reflection in the fogged up bathroom mirror as i mutter "you are more than the sum of your grief" to myself over and over again

Hhgghhfhgh this is so stupid and i feel like complete ass. ilu guys, thank you for the encouragement. today might just not be that day _(: 」∠)_ well. maybe it will be after a hot shower and lunch

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The thin line separating me from going fuck it and buying msq + job skips and a name change for moro frays by another thread

My brain is a five year old child with 20 years' experience in anxiety when it comes to New and Important tasks. why would you do this to me

I think it's also high time i found a way to hide like/repost numbers on this site. i haaaaate that i've become someone who looks at those too much but i blame a big portion of it on how twt and bsky are designed to put those front and center and not let me ignore them