They should invent a learning from mistakes that doesn't turn your guilt into an anxiety attack trigger in injection form and innoculate me with it like a vaccine
November 4, 2025 at 5:46 AM
They should invent a learning from mistakes that doesn't turn your guilt into an anxiety attack trigger in injection form and innoculate me with it like a vaccine
Okay cool let's just stuff our heads into a meat grinder
November 2, 2025 at 6:25 AM
Okay cool let's just stuff our heads into a meat grinder
Sent a very scary email about applying to a masters course to the course directors after avoiding it for two months, now here's hoping they come back with a good response T.T
September 30, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Sent a very scary email about applying to a masters course to the course directors after avoiding it for two months, now here's hoping they come back with a good response T.T
One thing i've discovered about freelancing is that i always have to go through at least two hours of free puter time and the full cycle of grief before i can start working, and this happens every single day
September 23, 2025 at 2:52 AM
One thing i've discovered about freelancing is that i always have to go through at least two hours of free puter time and the full cycle of grief before i can start working, and this happens every single day
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Bro you can’t give up. You were born in a world that has onions AND garlic. You gotta hang in there it's worth it
September 21, 2025 at 10:55 PM
Bro you can’t give up. You were born in a world that has onions AND garlic. You gotta hang in there it's worth it
Reading through a wip i bashed out in my phone notes a month ago and i'm floored by how much scorn i injected into the red catboy. positively boiling with jealousy
September 2, 2025 at 4:44 PM
Reading through a wip i bashed out in my phone notes a month ago and i'm floored by how much scorn i injected into the red catboy. positively boiling with jealousy
Rip king i had you for all of 8 months
I'm going. to try and install mare this weekend. it's ok if i can't figure it out but if i don't try everyone throw rocks at me
September 2, 2025 at 4:22 PM
Rip king i had you for all of 8 months
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I've spent the past hour trying to psyche myself into sharing moro lore but brain is just like this. i hate it here
July 2, 2025 at 2:43 AM
I've spent the past hour trying to psyche myself into sharing moro lore but brain is just like this. i hate it here
OGGGGHHHH it's tough trying to make good on my promise not to beat myself up if i don't make something for each rarepair week day...spraying myself with water
June 10, 2025 at 6:40 PM
OGGGGHHHH it's tough trying to make good on my promise not to beat myself up if i don't make something for each rarepair week day...spraying myself with water
Psyched myself up enough to approach several work tasks i'd been procrastinating on for days only to be hit with another new, unanticipated task. this is fine
June 10, 2025 at 7:21 AM
Psyched myself up enough to approach several work tasks i'd been procrastinating on for days only to be hit with another new, unanticipated task. this is fine
Ok i think the sickness no longer has me in a headlock. maybe i'll post chapter 1 on day 7 if i feel like it, it's fairly polished in its current state that it wouldn't feel like death to re-upload it with edits later if i need to. or maybe i won't. it's literally fine
Trying sooooo hard to finish island fic in time for rarepair week. i'm begging my brain. just one long term project i can wrap up and then stop feeling the guilt of another unfinished project hanging over me.
June 3, 2025 at 10:25 AM
Ok i think the sickness no longer has me in a headlock. maybe i'll post chapter 1 on day 7 if i feel like it, it's fairly polished in its current state that it wouldn't feel like death to re-upload it with edits later if i need to. or maybe i won't. it's literally fine
Trying sooooo hard to finish island fic in time for rarepair week. i'm begging my brain. just one long term project i can wrap up and then stop feeling the guilt of another unfinished project hanging over me.
May 22, 2025 at 4:55 PM
Trying sooooo hard to finish island fic in time for rarepair week. i'm begging my brain. just one long term project i can wrap up and then stop feeling the guilt of another unfinished project hanging over me.
Can't express how lonely it is to play ffxiv on main now and only see one friend come online just to mindlessly grind hunts. i couldn't feel connected to my fc friends in the way i would've wanted most, since no one else there plays dolls, but at least we socialised through other means
May 13, 2025 at 6:31 PM
Can't express how lonely it is to play ffxiv on main now and only see one friend come online just to mindlessly grind hunts. i couldn't feel connected to my fc friends in the way i would've wanted most, since no one else there plays dolls, but at least we socialised through other means
Falling to my knees cuz i'm looking through my phone notes from as far back as 2019 and found a da:o fic wip about thomas asking morrigan to teach him shapeshifting magic so that he could have a "less vulnerable body", about a year and a half before i realised it for myself. weh
May 12, 2025 at 6:11 PM
Falling to my knees cuz i'm looking through my phone notes from as far back as 2019 and found a da:o fic wip about thomas asking morrigan to teach him shapeshifting magic so that he could have a "less vulnerable body", about a year and a half before i realised it for myself. weh
Dentist: oh actually we don't need you to cover for this sunday anymore, so sorry about that :(
Me (agreed to it because i need money but was dreading going in to a new practice): oh okay that's fine!
Me (agreed to it because i need money but was dreading going in to a new practice): oh okay that's fine!
May 7, 2025 at 2:21 AM
Dentist: oh actually we don't need you to cover for this sunday anymore, so sorry about that :(
Me (agreed to it because i need money but was dreading going in to a new practice): oh okay that's fine!
Me (agreed to it because i need money but was dreading going in to a new practice): oh okay that's fine!
Was gonna rant about smth but then my blocked ear cleared and i can hear shrimp colours again so you know what nvm. i'm gonna take a nap
April 9, 2025 at 1:42 AM
Was gonna rant about smth but then my blocked ear cleared and i can hear shrimp colours again so you know what nvm. i'm gonna take a nap
They announced a locally-hosted version of ffxiv for taiwan about 4 hours ago which supposedly includes singapore and malaysia, which is...eh??? (we don't even use trad chinese)
Then an fc friend said "imagine if they region blocked us from the global version" 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
Then an fc friend said "imagine if they region blocked us from the global version" 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
February 27, 2025 at 8:09 AM
They announced a locally-hosted version of ffxiv for taiwan about 4 hours ago which supposedly includes singapore and malaysia, which is...eh??? (we don't even use trad chinese)
Then an fc friend said "imagine if they region blocked us from the global version" 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
Then an fc friend said "imagine if they region blocked us from the global version" 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
Getting real tired of seeing email notifs for ao3 comments only for it to be yet another fucking bot!!!!!!
February 26, 2025 at 5:18 PM
Getting real tired of seeing email notifs for ao3 comments only for it to be yet another fucking bot!!!!!!
I do wonder how many of the readers who left kudos on my one singular p5 fic went to my profile hoping there was more only to be like "oh hell this guy is knees deep arms weak in FFXIV, nvm"
February 25, 2025 at 7:50 AM
I do wonder how many of the readers who left kudos on my one singular p5 fic went to my profile hoping there was more only to be like "oh hell this guy is knees deep arms weak in FFXIV, nvm"
Obsessed with a reply to a haurchefant gpose i just saw that said "BELOVED HORSE"
February 19, 2025 at 9:29 AM
Obsessed with a reply to a haurchefant gpose i just saw that said "BELOVED HORSE"
Mmmmkay i might've figured out why gposing/the thought of trying to make good gposes has been stressing me out lately and it's bc i'd rather just draw my ideas 💀 perchance it is time to pick up the pencil again
February 16, 2025 at 9:36 AM
Mmmmkay i might've figured out why gposing/the thought of trying to make good gposes has been stressing me out lately and it's bc i'd rather just draw my ideas 💀 perchance it is time to pick up the pencil again