Silky
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Silky
@silkyyyyy.bsky.social
this page is a yapping page for my chaotic mind. no info is “tmi” on here. Filter: OFF.

Based in Belgium

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my Fetlife account got put in time-out for 3 days. Time to go touch some grass 😆😅
December 23, 2025 at 7:36 AM
I've told so many people I don't like my own name. I remember when my name started to get a bad stain.
So now whenever somebody uses my name, I feel like they use it against me.
December 22, 2025 at 10:14 PM
I've been having crushes... I've never had this before. Definitely not multiple at the same time. I think it has something to do with my medication...
But also with me starting to accept that I could be poly?
December 22, 2025 at 10:08 PM
I want to feel loved too sometimes. I need to feel loved sometimes.
I think feeling loved would help me during my luteal.
December 22, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I don't know how I can handle my luteal phase... I hate how it bends and almost breaks me every time.
December 22, 2025 at 10:00 PM
*crying into the void*
December 22, 2025 at 9:59 PM
I've got so much love to give. And I love my friends, I love the people around me, I love me sometimes too. But it sometimes feels too much. I'm scared my love is too much. I'm scared I'm too much...
December 22, 2025 at 9:52 PM
how many times do I have to tattoo "no" on my body before men start realising that they actually have to ask for consent.
Maybe I should get a new tattoo "did you get consent?"
December 8, 2025 at 7:12 PM
*screaming into the void*
December 8, 2025 at 7:09 PM
*shouting into the void*
December 8, 2025 at 6:59 PM
watching Hamilton for the first time. I've heard a lot about it, the good and bad things, the art of the music, the cast, so much. But wtf nothing prepared me, for the actual experience of watching it. For the actual art, and experiencing it.
November 25, 2025 at 9:07 PM
my mom has cancer. she's struggling. we're struggling. I don't wanna lose my mom, I'm not even 25 yet.
September 6, 2025 at 6:48 PM
anyone knows how Bo Burnham is doing? I sometimes wonder ...
September 6, 2025 at 6:45 PM
he died even before they moved away... I found him, hit by a car. We burried him in my garden in one of his favourite spots
my neighbours are moving away, and I'm gonna miss their cat. He spends so much time in my garden and with me 🥺
June 17, 2025 at 8:31 PM
I can't turn my sadness into art, I can barely care for my body, let alone take all my paints out and move my hands to create something... I wish I could channel my sadness into art.
But I'm feeling way too empty...
June 17, 2025 at 8:30 PM
my neighbours are moving away, and I'm gonna miss their cat. He spends so much time in my garden and with me 🥺
April 17, 2025 at 12:26 PM
but still I doubt... Will I ever get over myself? when? how? ...
I'm just trying to listen to my body and soul...
April 11, 2025 at 7:51 PM
first time someone told me to "just get over myself". and it makes me doubt
what if I do just need to get over myself.
but what the fuck does he know?
I could "get over myself" in a safe space. I just won't ask him anything anymore.
he is not a safe person.
April 11, 2025 at 7:49 PM
ughhh I wanted to make buttons & do more crafts for this weekend Facts. But i'm tired. so I give up. And that's alright xx
April 4, 2025 at 9:22 PM
I just finished listening to the Phantom of the Opera audiobook.
Damn that was good, will probably listen to it again sometime 🥰
April 1, 2025 at 10:23 AM
I buy pink. They send red. I contact. They say, keep red, we send pink for free. Red arrives again.
I don’t think they actually have pink…
So now I have 2x red. Am not contacting again.
Am not complaining. Too bad for the pink tho.
April 1, 2025 at 8:19 AM
Anybody interested in buying a Samsung Flip6? Perfect condition (just got a new screen and new battery) only 6 month old.
Nobody? Alright, I’ll keep on searching
April 1, 2025 at 8:13 AM
My cat has been coughing since yesterday… So I’m returning to the vet tomorrow 🙄😫
Last week she had a surgery, they removed all her teeth. That shit cost me 825 euro…
Now it’s going to be even more 😫 She’s really putting my savings into the ground 😣
But I love her, she’s worth it 💜
March 31, 2025 at 5:23 PM
Today I finished listening to “fix the system, not the women” audiobook
And I started and finished the book that helped start the 4B movement “Kim Jiyoung, born 1982”
Honestly the last chapter got to me heavily. It matched so well with “fix the system…”
I love feminist books!!!
March 30, 2025 at 5:53 PM
About half of this batch failed (I already threw some in the trash)
Because the slicing went wrong… I guess…
I’m happy with the new colour of resin tho ^-^
March 30, 2025 at 5:44 PM