Yet, I have favorites that are popular, and even though a part of me would be excited to see them get Megas? I would RATHER have less popular Pokémon getting their chance in the spotlight with a Mega.

Seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow

But unfortunately for this year, the bad things have outweighed the good things

The only good things that have happen this year for me is finding a therapist I really connect with and understands how I feel. Another is seeing a dermatologist and getting my eczema diagnosis and getting it under control. Also all the love I’ve gotten on my art, it’s always a confidence boost.

That ocular migraine/migraine aura that happened yesterday made me realized just how anxious and stressed I’ve been, it’s just I’ve been subconsciously putting it in the back of my mind, “I’m fine”. I’ll talk to my therapist about this as well, to try to see how I can pinpoint these feelings sooner.

TW suicide attempt mention
I know this is what’s going on because of what happened to me last year. I didn’t realize how depressed I was and then- I ended up being in the hospital for about two weeks due to a suicide attempt, because of how *sudden* an episode of depression that occurred.

Sometimes with mental health, you don’t realize how bad it’s been until something else happens to you. Then you’re like “oh shit, I have been really *this* and it’s been affecting me more than I thought”.

- see her again to get on a different anxiety medication. Also since last month I had realized I’ve been dealing with an autistic burnout. And I also realized I’m more stressed than I thought lol