Shadow
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I'm a functioning adult with a decent, happy life. I love my husband, I'm adequite at my job. I'm also disillusioned, confused and overwhelmed by existence and... My brain is a prison?
Bedtime watch... I'd love to hear some thoughts however diverse #abjection #misanthropy #antinatalism
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3 Terrifying Theories About Life That Will Change How You Think Forever
YouTube video by Pursuit of Wonder
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February 5, 2026 at 7:21 PM
Bedtime watch... I'd love to hear some thoughts however diverse #abjection #misanthropy #antinatalism
youtu.be/AVpnloS-aWU?...
youtu.be/AVpnloS-aWU?...
Please do your autistic housemates a service and give them a way to avoid your guests if they need to. Especially if they don't get a heads up beforehand that others will be there, and if they have no control over when people can come. Not a good experience #ProbablyAutistic
February 4, 2026 at 5:43 PM
Please do your autistic housemates a service and give them a way to avoid your guests if they need to. Especially if they don't get a heads up beforehand that others will be there, and if they have no control over when people can come. Not a good experience #ProbablyAutistic
Saving for later since we are losing my father to this terrible disease
A success story for a physician with Alzheimer's which, in spite of the obstacles outlined, is a precursor for our enhanced ability to prevent the disease in the future
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February 4, 2026 at 2:07 PM
Saving for later since we are losing my father to this terrible disease
How do you navigate through a world where as an adult, a path to diagnosis is or seems effectively impossible? I don't even see my way to telling my husband my suspicions, and he is a wonderful and considerate partner. I just don't feel I can handle the anticipated invalidation. #ActuallyAutistic
February 4, 2026 at 11:34 AM
How do you navigate through a world where as an adult, a path to diagnosis is or seems effectively impossible? I don't even see my way to telling my husband my suspicions, and he is a wonderful and considerate partner. I just don't feel I can handle the anticipated invalidation. #ActuallyAutistic
I want to write something clever about how simply perceiving the state of everything is making me feel, let alone having to write about it. But I can't string together even that kind of sentence so I'll just leave this here since this experience is worth sharing.
I keep saying to people in my life that the problem with writing in these days is that you sound absolutely off your nut for simply saying what is happening.
February 4, 2026 at 11:05 AM
I want to write something clever about how simply perceiving the state of everything is making me feel, let alone having to write about it. But I can't string together even that kind of sentence so I'll just leave this here since this experience is worth sharing.
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Band persons didn't always have to look like Calvin Klein models. Enjoy...
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Dire Straits - Sultans Of Swing (Old Grey Whistle Test, 16th May 1978)
YouTube video by Dire Straits
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February 3, 2026 at 7:15 PM
Band persons didn't always have to look like Calvin Klein models. Enjoy...
youtu.be/95ywPJ_8hV4?...
youtu.be/95ywPJ_8hV4?...
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This was my bedtime watch yesterday. What do we think of this story by Isaac Asimov these days?
This was my bedtime watch yesterday. What do we think of this story by Isaac Asimov these days?
Humanity’s Final Goal | Isaac Asimov’s The Last Question
YouTube video by merlin
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February 3, 2026 at 1:07 PM
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This was my bedtime watch yesterday. What do we think of this story by Isaac Asimov these days?
This was my bedtime watch yesterday. What do we think of this story by Isaac Asimov these days?
I am tragically average no matter how earnestly I wish to be smart
February 2, 2026 at 6:28 PM
I am tragically average no matter how earnestly I wish to be smart
I've always had a shakey, glitchy identity. And now I've spent the better part of a decade trying to desperately claw myself back to it after even that tiny unstable shadow of self, such as it was, was taken from me
February 2, 2026 at 6:26 PM
I've always had a shakey, glitchy identity. And now I've spent the better part of a decade trying to desperately claw myself back to it after even that tiny unstable shadow of self, such as it was, was taken from me
The desire to output something meaningful in a world where everything seems to increasingly lose meaning... The desire to be seen in a world where everything seems to increasingly get lost in noise and chaos... The urge to feel enough and accomplished whilst drowning in the mundane...
January 31, 2026 at 9:53 AM
The desire to output something meaningful in a world where everything seems to increasingly lose meaning... The desire to be seen in a world where everything seems to increasingly get lost in noise and chaos... The urge to feel enough and accomplished whilst drowning in the mundane...