Celine🍎 | Yaps about thoughts
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Hello welcome! Star or Choco will do. Yaps, loves cute things & a cell that keeps reborn.
Main Interests
🥳 Games
🥳 Art
🥳 Music
🥳 Dance
🥳 Basicslly anything artsy!
🥳 Sometimes philosophy
🥳 Can never resist chatting to know more about something
🥳 Weird things ig xD
Main Interests
🥳 Games
🥳 Art
🥳 Music
🥳 Dance
🥳 Basicslly anything artsy!
🥳 Sometimes philosophy
🥳 Can never resist chatting to know more about something
🥳 Weird things ig xD
I think my friends dislike me
October 9, 2025 at 8:56 PM
I think my friends dislike me
If only I know my friends don't dislike me
October 8, 2025 at 11:29 PM
If only I know my friends don't dislike me
Mental dropped so bad till I need to trick my own brain by using bandage... This is fucked
October 6, 2025 at 3:16 AM
Mental dropped so bad till I need to trick my own brain by using bandage... This is fucked
Sometimes I hate the voices in my head saying I should just disappear bcz no one really shows how much they care if I'm there or not at all
Except my parents of course
Gosh... I need to seek a therapist soon i guess
Except my parents of course
Gosh... I need to seek a therapist soon i guess
October 3, 2025 at 6:06 PM
Sometimes I hate the voices in my head saying I should just disappear bcz no one really shows how much they care if I'm there or not at all
Except my parents of course
Gosh... I need to seek a therapist soon i guess
Except my parents of course
Gosh... I need to seek a therapist soon i guess
I have no idea why I would fall for a guy so damn hard
I know it's bcz i still dunno him well enuf that's why I feel this way but damn I hate this feeling so much
Cant get rid of it, homesick & self depreciating mentals are coming back I dont feel well at all
Honestly borderline sick too...
I know it's bcz i still dunno him well enuf that's why I feel this way but damn I hate this feeling so much
Cant get rid of it, homesick & self depreciating mentals are coming back I dont feel well at all
Honestly borderline sick too...
October 1, 2025 at 10:31 PM
I have no idea why I would fall for a guy so damn hard
I know it's bcz i still dunno him well enuf that's why I feel this way but damn I hate this feeling so much
Cant get rid of it, homesick & self depreciating mentals are coming back I dont feel well at all
Honestly borderline sick too...
I know it's bcz i still dunno him well enuf that's why I feel this way but damn I hate this feeling so much
Cant get rid of it, homesick & self depreciating mentals are coming back I dont feel well at all
Honestly borderline sick too...
Istg I'll try to not cry over a guy
This is pathetic cuz wdym I cried bcz my crush showed signs of not interested in me + forgot abt my existence
Haha
I'll never cry over this sort of guys
This is pathetic cuz wdym I cried bcz my crush showed signs of not interested in me + forgot abt my existence
Haha
I'll never cry over this sort of guys
September 28, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Istg I'll try to not cry over a guy
This is pathetic cuz wdym I cried bcz my crush showed signs of not interested in me + forgot abt my existence
Haha
I'll never cry over this sort of guys
This is pathetic cuz wdym I cried bcz my crush showed signs of not interested in me + forgot abt my existence
Haha
I'll never cry over this sort of guys
Why am I going crazy for a crush this is crazy!
September 26, 2025 at 8:50 PM
Why am I going crazy for a crush this is crazy!
Damn how do I know my crush likes me too?
September 24, 2025 at 11:38 PM
Damn how do I know my crush likes me too?
Never expected to see rainbows on social media
In a sense I did manifest it to appear, sadly couldn't see it with my own eyes
I guess it's a sign there's still a chance... Or maybe not anymore
Maybe it's best for me to move on & live my life, just like how I missed seeing rainbow with my own eyes
In a sense I did manifest it to appear, sadly couldn't see it with my own eyes
I guess it's a sign there's still a chance... Or maybe not anymore
Maybe it's best for me to move on & live my life, just like how I missed seeing rainbow with my own eyes
September 2, 2025 at 12:35 PM
Never expected to see rainbows on social media
In a sense I did manifest it to appear, sadly couldn't see it with my own eyes
I guess it's a sign there's still a chance... Or maybe not anymore
Maybe it's best for me to move on & live my life, just like how I missed seeing rainbow with my own eyes
In a sense I did manifest it to appear, sadly couldn't see it with my own eyes
I guess it's a sign there's still a chance... Or maybe not anymore
Maybe it's best for me to move on & live my life, just like how I missed seeing rainbow with my own eyes
Today is the day I rethink my life decision bcz... Wdym I dont have the power to help the world? Wdym I'm just a nobody doing nothing? Wdym I'm helpless in my & the world's situation?
As if whatever I'm doing is running away from my dreams, yet I cant stick to my dreams...
Idk what to do I feel lost
As if whatever I'm doing is running away from my dreams, yet I cant stick to my dreams...
Idk what to do I feel lost
September 1, 2025 at 6:15 PM
Today is the day I rethink my life decision bcz... Wdym I dont have the power to help the world? Wdym I'm just a nobody doing nothing? Wdym I'm helpless in my & the world's situation?
As if whatever I'm doing is running away from my dreams, yet I cant stick to my dreams...
Idk what to do I feel lost
As if whatever I'm doing is running away from my dreams, yet I cant stick to my dreams...
Idk what to do I feel lost
I went to a quick session of learning VA and I'm not ready for the comment the teacher gave...
So anxious, and oh gosh I'm so glad that the teacher is kind and give very constructive criticism, blessed 😭
Finally am able to kickstart my potential VA dream!
So anxious, and oh gosh I'm so glad that the teacher is kind and give very constructive criticism, blessed 😭
Finally am able to kickstart my potential VA dream!
September 1, 2025 at 11:15 AM
I went to a quick session of learning VA and I'm not ready for the comment the teacher gave...
So anxious, and oh gosh I'm so glad that the teacher is kind and give very constructive criticism, blessed 😭
Finally am able to kickstart my potential VA dream!
So anxious, and oh gosh I'm so glad that the teacher is kind and give very constructive criticism, blessed 😭
Finally am able to kickstart my potential VA dream!
Gonna break up soon bcz bro mistreated me so badly it's unforgivable
August 18, 2025 at 6:01 PM
Gonna break up soon bcz bro mistreated me so badly it's unforgivable
Sanity is super low I don't know what I can do
August 15, 2025 at 4:02 AM
Sanity is super low I don't know what I can do
Suddenly finding out a screenshot and it made me think back
Perhaps I've never been super close to most people except my bestie & my family & loved ones
And it hits me, I've never been a key person who people remembers me
Even if I'm about to leave, no, couldn't get a chance to get care for
Perhaps I've never been super close to most people except my bestie & my family & loved ones
And it hits me, I've never been a key person who people remembers me
Even if I'm about to leave, no, couldn't get a chance to get care for
August 14, 2025 at 7:01 PM
Suddenly finding out a screenshot and it made me think back
Perhaps I've never been super close to most people except my bestie & my family & loved ones
And it hits me, I've never been a key person who people remembers me
Even if I'm about to leave, no, couldn't get a chance to get care for
Perhaps I've never been super close to most people except my bestie & my family & loved ones
And it hits me, I've never been a key person who people remembers me
Even if I'm about to leave, no, couldn't get a chance to get care for
Ouch me getting blocked by a friend when I'm just asking about what happened to her & if she'll come back to have fun with us
It hurts, although I understand my approach might look like I'm seeking drama, but no, it's never my intention to do so
Idk how to react tbh
I just hope she can reply back
It hurts, although I understand my approach might look like I'm seeking drama, but no, it's never my intention to do so
Idk how to react tbh
I just hope she can reply back
August 14, 2025 at 6:00 PM
Ouch me getting blocked by a friend when I'm just asking about what happened to her & if she'll come back to have fun with us
It hurts, although I understand my approach might look like I'm seeking drama, but no, it's never my intention to do so
Idk how to react tbh
I just hope she can reply back
It hurts, although I understand my approach might look like I'm seeking drama, but no, it's never my intention to do so
Idk how to react tbh
I just hope she can reply back
Aint no way ''THEY ARE MY FRIEND'' can be used as an argument to justify someone's doing
When the person left by themselves, let them, ppl tried & it cant be saved
Dumb bitch thinking ''friendship'' can help manage things, so funny, and being an English tutor gonna make you superior? PFF😂
When the person left by themselves, let them, ppl tried & it cant be saved
Dumb bitch thinking ''friendship'' can help manage things, so funny, and being an English tutor gonna make you superior? PFF😂
August 2, 2025 at 4:13 PM
Aint no way ''THEY ARE MY FRIEND'' can be used as an argument to justify someone's doing
When the person left by themselves, let them, ppl tried & it cant be saved
Dumb bitch thinking ''friendship'' can help manage things, so funny, and being an English tutor gonna make you superior? PFF😂
When the person left by themselves, let them, ppl tried & it cant be saved
Dumb bitch thinking ''friendship'' can help manage things, so funny, and being an English tutor gonna make you superior? PFF😂
Do I mean something to people around me? Will people still remember me if I disappear? Do people even care about me?
All I wish is that people care about me, I mean something to them
Perhaps it's just a facade & a dream
I mean nothing and have no place in their circles
All I wish is that people care about me, I mean something to them
Perhaps it's just a facade & a dream
I mean nothing and have no place in their circles
June 10, 2025 at 4:53 PM
Do I mean something to people around me? Will people still remember me if I disappear? Do people even care about me?
All I wish is that people care about me, I mean something to them
Perhaps it's just a facade & a dream
I mean nothing and have no place in their circles
All I wish is that people care about me, I mean something to them
Perhaps it's just a facade & a dream
I mean nothing and have no place in their circles
Never understand why women shit on other women on ''Her wearing like this is considered a $lut and when I wear it it became very 'jiejie' vibe''
No need to downgrade others to make urself look good cuz if you rely on that, that means u have very shitty confidence & ego
No need to downgrade others to make urself look good cuz if you rely on that, that means u have very shitty confidence & ego
June 6, 2025 at 12:16 PM
Never understand why women shit on other women on ''Her wearing like this is considered a $lut and when I wear it it became very 'jiejie' vibe''
No need to downgrade others to make urself look good cuz if you rely on that, that means u have very shitty confidence & ego
No need to downgrade others to make urself look good cuz if you rely on that, that means u have very shitty confidence & ego
Feels nice knowing I'm growing even tho I'm not good enough
Humbling & eye-opening experience
Humbling & eye-opening experience
May 26, 2025 at 5:53 PM
Feels nice knowing I'm growing even tho I'm not good enough
Humbling & eye-opening experience
Humbling & eye-opening experience
Muscles so stiff to the point I need to massage daily & retrain specific muscle groups :(
May 21, 2025 at 6:37 PM
Muscles so stiff to the point I need to massage daily & retrain specific muscle groups :(
Semi disheartening to see ppl drifted away
Damn
Idk how I should be feeling ngl
Damn
Idk how I should be feeling ngl
May 19, 2025 at 6:10 PM
Semi disheartening to see ppl drifted away
Damn
Idk how I should be feeling ngl
Damn
Idk how I should be feeling ngl
I appeared again! And as always, I'm here to yap abt me thinking abt life stuff cuz why not (???)
May 19, 2025 at 8:41 AM
I appeared again! And as always, I'm here to yap abt me thinking abt life stuff cuz why not (???)
It's scary to navigate through adulthood cuz wdym I can't get into the industry I want? Wdym I can't become successful enough? Wdym I have to tough up for capitalism?
Shit's scary & I have to face it
Even tho it's tough... & I'm uncertain abt my future atp
Shit's scary & I have to face it
Even tho it's tough... & I'm uncertain abt my future atp
May 5, 2025 at 8:07 PM
It's scary to navigate through adulthood cuz wdym I can't get into the industry I want? Wdym I can't become successful enough? Wdym I have to tough up for capitalism?
Shit's scary & I have to face it
Even tho it's tough... & I'm uncertain abt my future atp
Shit's scary & I have to face it
Even tho it's tough... & I'm uncertain abt my future atp
I can clear PTN DZ?! Yayyy!
May 5, 2025 at 5:59 PM
I can clear PTN DZ?! Yayyy!
Becoming out of touch from the community I wish to be a part of
Maybe it isn't meant to be
Idk
Feels sad ngl
Maybe it isn't meant to be
Idk
Feels sad ngl
April 26, 2025 at 5:49 AM
Becoming out of touch from the community I wish to be a part of
Maybe it isn't meant to be
Idk
Feels sad ngl
Maybe it isn't meant to be
Idk
Feels sad ngl