i don’t follow police ever but really?

liteserver.nl as well as maybe racknerd

overslept

+10

I truly understand Anthony Bourdain's final action now too. Stefan Zweig's autobiography helped in that regard too. But suicide will always be the cowards' way out

i see why stancil lost his mind. i would too

wish i had a real job doing real things and not making crud garbage

i tried organizing locally but so many were far more concerned with fucking "protesting" the starbucks at my uni's library than our senator's office a mere 20 minute walk away and 'dancing for divestment' while continuing to give the university money. that was soul crushing on its own

I always argued that the US was never 'good' and comparable to any empire, but i only truly realized it with the core of my being this year. guess I still had some of the nationalism sickness imbued within me.

drawing worked for a bit, but hobbies feel pointless which shuts my brain down again

ive been volunteering at my local food drive because i figured that does far more than standing at those reddit driven 50501 protests that are never scheduled during workdays and designed to not disrupt anything (i wonder why!), but fuck

if it didnt it would have like 500 followers and thats too many

its too boring i should make this a priv