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seaghosts.bsky.social
SeaGhosts
@seaghosts.bsky.social
18+
They/He Nonbinary Asexual
Gojo Satoru is my world.
Dead Dove/Dark Writer
AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Zinna_Ghost/profile
Genuinely my second worst health problem and I am m i s s i n g t o e s.
Fuck eczema.
November 20, 2025 at 7:32 PM
trips, and nope, nada. ENT is months out, so I wait.

Get to the ENT.

You can see where this is going.

ECZEMA IN MY GD EARS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAA
It was actually really funny when she listed the symptoms it was exactly what happened to me and I had only mentioned the current problem 😭.-
November 20, 2025 at 7:32 PM
infections. 'cause I'm scratching', 'cause of the cpap' I tell myself.

Finally I start getting a weird discharge/buildup in my ear and I ask my doctor about it. Pustule in the ear, hydrogen peroxide, great!

Nada, and my ear starts ringing too.

Another round of antibiotics and three urgent care-
November 20, 2025 at 7:32 PM
Anyway, several years later. I don't have spots of eczema on my skin because I've learned how to curb the initial itch, for the most part, but certain soaps and hand washing still gets me. I move to a different environment and my ears start itching. 'Sinus's' I tell myself. Start getting ear-
November 20, 2025 at 7:32 PM
Doesn't want to face that his Grandpa is gone, and died lonely in a hospital bed, a miserable death that he wasn't enough to fix by himself.

Anyway, yeah, obsessed.
November 17, 2025 at 8:03 PM
more it circled around to this line. Gojo isn't a hero. He's a man who didn't want to kill his best friend, even if he went somewhere Gojo couldn't follow. Mai isn't a hero. She's a girl who wanted to live a normal life, but loved her sister more.
Yuuji isn't a hero. He's a boy who's grieving and-
November 17, 2025 at 8:03 PM
everyone, don't need to be the strongest, don't need to be perfectly palatable... They're a person doing a job for their own reasons.

I didn't understand it at first, because I thought 'If you save people, aren't you a hero regardless?' but like I said, the more I thought about other aspects, the-
November 17, 2025 at 8:03 PM
Completely agree, and I think she's absolutely central to understanding one of the main underlying themes being that usefulness or strength or being perfectly nice aren't what makes a person valuable.
November 17, 2025 at 7:53 PM
Real... I hope you manage to work things out.
November 14, 2025 at 7:00 PM
the world *BECAUSE you are a perfectionist... It's Satoru, you're doing the work of gods.
November 14, 2025 at 6:58 PM
character because I only needed to level her up a few times for it to work I already had max grade and the 8-8-8-7 skill levels lmao.
November 12, 2025 at 11:34 PM
also a Jujutsu Sorcerer, after all. But because he wanted to be remembered as the teacher. That was the life he had *wanted*. He wanted his students to remember him as the him he'd wanted to be.

Not the monster.

He had hopes and dreams too, you know?
November 10, 2025 at 7:33 AM
was never possible with him in the picture in the first place.

He was a monster. He was a Jujutsu Sorcerer. That's what that meant. He wasn't a hero.

And then thinking about why he didn't want Yuuta in the room- maybe not because he didn't want Yuuta to see the bloody, awful scene- Yuuta was
November 10, 2025 at 7:33 AM
ever since that day, when Suguru gave him a logical explanation of the outcome of his actions as a reason not to do it.

He'd thought about that a lot, and how that had fit in with the Suguru who had become a monster.

How he was a monster, born and raised, restrained by a vision of a future that
November 10, 2025 at 7:33 AM
herself, Yuuji, losing himself over and over, Megumi... Branded a traitor over politics when the entire *country* was at stake...

'This would never have happened if I had followed my instincts'

'I knew it'

There was only one thing left to do. Be true to himself, the himself that he had restrained
November 10, 2025 at 7:33 AM
strength couldn't solve, how he must have felt when he was gone for a couple months and the things that were done to his precious students. All his effort, his friends, the people who understood him (Yaga)... Yuuta, taking on a responsibility that should never have been his, Maki, losing half of-
November 10, 2025 at 7:33 AM