God crying so hard and barely feeling relief.
It's been two years but sometimes the truth that I held my last two cats as they died haunts me. Probably always will.

Made so many Error-tied necklaces. Have had two sales toral.
Me and putting so many eggs in one basket again.

Spent almost a hundred dollars for the server tag. Felt really cool getting everyone on board! Made feel like community!

Then, well, OV isn't as important to others as I thought.

They're allowed to! I set my goals too high, considering.

Still hurts though.

Ngh... How to rekindle a friendship that got broken a couple years ago.
I had thought they were a friend, an encouraging one even.

Then I fucked it all up.

Pretty sure there's been no communications since my banishment.

I thought I was going ok, getting artfight ready, had my grief meltdown last night.

And it's hitting me again.