Teachers and coaches in middle and high school I mean. I kinda thought that academia was better than that. Creeps teach middle school gym or high school science. Not respectable professors. Obviously I was naive but I learned the reality of rape culture and it sucked but I’m glad I did.

But in a moment of college doing what it’s supposed to, I got to learn something terrifying about the world in a safe way. I wasn’t abused as a kid. I knew a bunch of my teachers and coaches were leches but that classmate’s semester project showed me it’s ivory tower too. It’s pervasive and it sucks

I felt so bad, I was reading reviews of people not quite understanding a play and she was reading tenured old men explain why actually it’s not a horrifying tale of continued abuse told from the villains perspective, Dolores is the one who pursues humbert, she’s done this before. Just sick shit

Ayooooo

I do low key lie to people new to that idea and pretend that American journalism had merit before money ruined it and our press awards aren’t named after a propagandist because you gotta ease them into the fact that american institutions hate everyday Americans actually

I’m rotting my brain with mindless drivel and you try to play me something with a meaningful point AND a correct pop culture take? Disgusting

I finally truly know what dorsiflection means and now I have to figure out how best to stretch an extensor digitorum longus bc I’m definitely gonna try again. Watch me become a freestyle skater after almost an entire lifetime of making fun of them for wearing pads on flat ground

Will it happen? Probably not. Would it explain how Epstein was an open secret? Easily but anytime you start on a our society views teenagers, especially teen girls, you’re the crazy one. It’s always gotta be a secret cabal and not a predatory culture that exists in the open

And they all fight with each other over studies with like a max of twenty people. It’s such terrible science and it’s totally indicative of something darker but I just can’t get enough of some buff guy who looks like a thumb citing a 10 participant study like it’s a Newtonian law of physics

Do a bunch of emails and shit all day: fine
Have one response you need to get out before 4: impossibly daunting

Why am I like this?