The Crashout Zone
@schlafmangel.bsky.social
Rain's mental illness alt account
where i go to wallow and not feel bad about it
hello this is my vent&rant account now. expect obnoxious amounts of posts or none at all. and tmi. lots of that
where i go to wallow and not feel bad about it
hello this is my vent&rant account now. expect obnoxious amounts of posts or none at all. and tmi. lots of that
one more post just because
January 3, 2026 at 7:26 PM
one more post just because
i can now look at their art again yippie :D
January 3, 2026 at 7:26 PM
i can now look at their art again yippie :D
i noticed a few weeks ago that a fellow fandom artist blocked me and was so confused bc ??? their interests are so similar to mine? what i do? and they had like barely anyone else blocked
but now i have been unblocked again?? so Yay i guess :) maybe they muted me instead? still confused but? yay
but now i have been unblocked again?? so Yay i guess :) maybe they muted me instead? still confused but? yay
January 3, 2026 at 7:26 PM
i noticed a few weeks ago that a fellow fandom artist blocked me and was so confused bc ??? their interests are so similar to mine? what i do? and they had like barely anyone else blocked
but now i have been unblocked again?? so Yay i guess :) maybe they muted me instead? still confused but? yay
but now i have been unblocked again?? so Yay i guess :) maybe they muted me instead? still confused but? yay
gonna eep and hopefully feel less like shit tomorrow
January 2, 2026 at 2:00 AM
gonna eep and hopefully feel less like shit tomorrow
if you tell someone "Hey this is bad, you're too young to understand it or use it at all" their whole childhood then you get an adult who cannot use a computer. not fun
December 17, 2025 at 7:55 PM
if you tell someone "Hey this is bad, you're too young to understand it or use it at all" their whole childhood then you get an adult who cannot use a computer. not fun
theres so much technology and social media knowledge about safety, how to actually use it, risks, ec. that i now have to teach myself because no one else bothered to do it. it was always just "simply dont use it" but 1) thats a stupid solution and 2) in this day and age you wont get around it
December 17, 2025 at 7:55 PM
theres so much technology and social media knowledge about safety, how to actually use it, risks, ec. that i now have to teach myself because no one else bothered to do it. it was always just "simply dont use it" but 1) thats a stupid solution and 2) in this day and age you wont get around it
therefore! online friends it is! a nice addition to irl folks because feeling lonely all the time sucked and i decided since im legally allowed to do whatever i want now, it is within my right to take the huge terrifying risk of having an Online :)
December 17, 2025 at 7:43 PM
therefore! online friends it is! a nice addition to irl folks because feeling lonely all the time sucked and i decided since im legally allowed to do whatever i want now, it is within my right to take the huge terrifying risk of having an Online :)
and i valued the friends i made from games a lot, especially during covid
i had some major character development during those times
irl friends are important! i love my friends! but unfortunately most of them i either cant see regularly or im not comfortable unmasking around them
i had some major character development during those times
irl friends are important! i love my friends! but unfortunately most of them i either cant see regularly or im not comfortable unmasking around them
December 17, 2025 at 7:43 PM
and i valued the friends i made from games a lot, especially during covid
i had some major character development during those times
irl friends are important! i love my friends! but unfortunately most of them i either cant see regularly or im not comfortable unmasking around them
i had some major character development during those times
irl friends are important! i love my friends! but unfortunately most of them i either cant see regularly or im not comfortable unmasking around them
saying "all online people are bad" is useless because all it does is teach kids to be sneaky about it instead of having much needed conversions about how to actually be safe on the internet. because "just dont be online!" is not the solution
December 17, 2025 at 7:43 PM
saying "all online people are bad" is useless because all it does is teach kids to be sneaky about it instead of having much needed conversions about how to actually be safe on the internet. because "just dont be online!" is not the solution
yes definitely this
caution is important but if you try convincing a child to never talk to people online EVER it will not work. i know this. i used to have friends in multiplayer games when i was younger and guess what they were actually NOT pedophiles who want to kidnap me 😃
caution is important but if you try convincing a child to never talk to people online EVER it will not work. i know this. i used to have friends in multiplayer games when i was younger and guess what they were actually NOT pedophiles who want to kidnap me 😃
December 17, 2025 at 7:43 PM
yes definitely this
caution is important but if you try convincing a child to never talk to people online EVER it will not work. i know this. i used to have friends in multiplayer games when i was younger and guess what they were actually NOT pedophiles who want to kidnap me 😃
caution is important but if you try convincing a child to never talk to people online EVER it will not work. i know this. i used to have friends in multiplayer games when i was younger and guess what they were actually NOT pedophiles who want to kidnap me 😃
if my family knew i post my art online (even disregarding the fact that i yap on here too) theyd probably flip their shit
because how dare an adult person be on the internet when all technology is evil
because how dare an adult person be on the internet when all technology is evil
December 17, 2025 at 7:25 PM
if my family knew i post my art online (even disregarding the fact that i yap on here too) theyd probably flip their shit
because how dare an adult person be on the internet when all technology is evil
because how dare an adult person be on the internet when all technology is evil
like yes i understand Stranger Danger is important but if every stranger is inherently evil how does one meet new people at all...?
December 17, 2025 at 7:20 PM
like yes i understand Stranger Danger is important but if every stranger is inherently evil how does one meet new people at all...?
oh and also "if someone online even just indirectly asks ANYTHING about you (like. what country are you in. what is your gender and what should i refer to you as) they are EVIL and BAD and want to kidnap you"
December 17, 2025 at 7:19 PM
oh and also "if someone online even just indirectly asks ANYTHING about you (like. what country are you in. what is your gender and what should i refer to you as) they are EVIL and BAD and want to kidnap you"
it might just be that my whole life ive been told "people on the internet are EVIL dont trust them, dont befriend them, they should never know ANY information about you and your online "friendships" are worthless actually"
December 17, 2025 at 7:17 PM
it might just be that my whole life ive been told "people on the internet are EVIL dont trust them, dont befriend them, they should never know ANY information about you and your online "friendships" are worthless actually"
okay good
the overthinking demons are just very persistent today idk
the overthinking demons are just very persistent today idk
December 17, 2025 at 7:10 PM
okay good
the overthinking demons are just very persistent today idk
the overthinking demons are just very persistent today idk
what degree of attachment to online friends is socially acceptable?
December 17, 2025 at 7:06 PM
what degree of attachment to online friends is socially acceptable?
like damn why do u care so much why does it matter you shouldnt care that much about what the internet people do
- my brain
- my brain
December 17, 2025 at 7:06 PM
like damn why do u care so much why does it matter you shouldnt care that much about what the internet people do
- my brain
- my brain
i mean i do similar stuff with irl friends, like writing down their birthdays or addresses so i dont forget and i feel like thats pretty normal isnt it? but somehow i feel guilty for just writing down
person a - 7 hours
person b - 9 hours
person c - 8 hours
person a - 7 hours
person b - 9 hours
person c - 8 hours
December 17, 2025 at 7:04 PM
i mean i do similar stuff with irl friends, like writing down their birthdays or addresses so i dont forget and i feel like thats pretty normal isnt it? but somehow i feel guilty for just writing down
person a - 7 hours
person b - 9 hours
person c - 8 hours
person a - 7 hours
person b - 9 hours
person c - 8 hours
sorta-related example: i have a note on my phone with a list of people and how many hours time difference we have. i just want to have that context of Oh its noon for this person rn!! and i sometimes forget the exact number of hours
is this weird?
is this weird?
December 17, 2025 at 6:59 PM
sorta-related example: i have a note on my phone with a list of people and how many hours time difference we have. i just want to have that context of Oh its noon for this person rn!! and i sometimes forget the exact number of hours
is this weird?
is this weird?
and why must i feel so weird for liking my friends... irl too but especially online. like. yes im interested in what you have to say and want to talk to you and i appreciate you. and i think youre cool and a fun person. thats not weird is it. why do i feel like a creep for wanting to have friends..?
December 17, 2025 at 6:52 PM
and why must i feel so weird for liking my friends... irl too but especially online. like. yes im interested in what you have to say and want to talk to you and i appreciate you. and i think youre cool and a fun person. thats not weird is it. why do i feel like a creep for wanting to have friends..?
but... clean hair..
December 8, 2025 at 1:52 AM
but... clean hair..