could the two demons on my shoulders at least come to an agreement?? DAMN
wanna make me feel bad for being annoying and talking too much? alr thats fine
wanna make me feel guilty for forgetting to respond to stuff and not always reading everything people post? okay sure
BUT NOT BOTH AT THE SAME TIME

ok this is it im finally starting the long difficult hardship of getting up
pray for me

this sucks im too feely weird to appreciate hualian stuff
i cant let myself interact with it until tomorrow :) only post-shower has-actually-slept me can have hualian

i love how my body and brain sometimes just decide im not capable of getting up for absolutely no reason at all thats so fun

fuck it im activating the alt

now i cant feel guilty about being annoying bc if you are here its ur own fault not mine