Some nights are nearly unbearable without her. The thought “I don’t want to keep doing this” crosses my mind. No one needs me like she needed me. She didn’t just need me- she choose me to need. She could have picked someone else, but she picked me.
No one else picks me. They’re just stuck with me.

This country is on an absolute Crazy Train, but I can’t muster up enough fear or concern. I just miss my little companions so much.

Baylee went very peacefully 🌈 this morning. I’m crushed. My heart hasn’t felt like this in a very long time.

My little girl took a turn for the worse this evening. Her last vet appointment is at 11:00pm CST tomorrow. I’m already lost without her. 😔

I just lost my boy Wimpy (right) 12/26/24. Baylee (left) got a really not good report today, with a very possible final vet visit this Friday. I’m not ready. This sucks.

Is there any chance that this cabinet will implode and eat itself? We can hope.