You gave me meaning
You gave me a life
And now that you're gone
There's no holding back the knife

The pain burns hot
My eyes glossed and red
A life without you?
I'm better off dead

Asked someone if I meant anything to them, took them over a week to respond, "Sorry, I've been busy." All the while, they've been happily chatting in other groups. How am I supposed to feel anymore?

Emotions are so fucking tormenting.

When people message me, I'll do what I can to get back ASAP. Being messaged means a lot to me these days.

Yet, when I'm left unread or read and unanswered for days, I fall into a hell of "maybe they are busy" and "I'm not worth their time anymore"

But another thing I've noticed is that many (shy, one particular driver) don't wait for me to get my seatbelt on before they start driving.