Hi everyone. I'm not doing well.

That's pretty much it.

You never looked back
When you walked out the door
And here I am now
Crying on the floor

So many messages wanting to be sent
So many words yet to be said
So many times I've wanted to tell you
I'm better off dead

I'm just stuck in a neverending mental hell.

I want to talk to people so badly, but I'm so afraid of being a bother, I rarely follow up with another message.

Someday, I'll be relevant.
Someday, I'll be a commonplace name in the fandom.

But until then, I guess I'll remain unnoticed and forgotten about.

Maybe people will look back on this and realize that all I wanted was just to not feel forgotten about and feel included.

Is it me or are Uber drivers getting more careless and impatient nowadays? Some make the effort to be timely, but many spam they've arrived within seconds of their arrival and I'm walking out the door.

For those who don't know, I wrecked my car on the way back from MFF. I'm not in the best state mentally at the moment, but I will do what I can to make it back.
In the meantime, if anyone could signal boost this, the help would be super appreciated: www.gofundme.com/f/aid-sazume...

@cyberkitsune.net nerd

big nerds doing League all at once come lurk @noxlunesia.bsky.social @sazumeneox.bsky.social & I all together!! Live gayming NOW~!

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Social media is hard for me since I never know what to talk about, nor do I have a following of sorts so it's almost pointless to say anything.

Wish I could be noticed you know?

Wish there were locals around I could hang out with without having to hear about local drama I'm not a part of.

I'm finally here in this app.