Sasha Strange
@sashastrange.bsky.social
43, she/her, trans, partnered, CO
I'm pretty damn weird when it comes down to it. But I'm a fun weird.
I'm pretty damn weird when it comes down to it. But I'm a fun weird.
I still don't know what to do with bsky.
October 23, 2025 at 12:52 AM
I still don't know what to do with bsky.
I hate this.
I am so disgusted with being amab. I will never understand people that enjoy this. It's repulsive to me on a visceral level.
I am so disgusted with being amab. I will never understand people that enjoy this. It's repulsive to me on a visceral level.
August 22, 2025 at 8:07 PM
I hate this.
I am so disgusted with being amab. I will never understand people that enjoy this. It's repulsive to me on a visceral level.
I am so disgusted with being amab. I will never understand people that enjoy this. It's repulsive to me on a visceral level.
Stupid dysphoria. I hate this body.
August 22, 2025 at 7:10 PM
Stupid dysphoria. I hate this body.
Being female would fix me.
July 13, 2025 at 2:39 AM
Being female would fix me.
Can't sleep, got bored, photographed my nips like an alien planet. I'll probably delete this.
July 12, 2025 at 10:22 AM
Can't sleep, got bored, photographed my nips like an alien planet. I'll probably delete this.
If I get bottom surgery, I won't tell anyone, but there will be signs.
July 12, 2025 at 7:21 AM
If I get bottom surgery, I won't tell anyone, but there will be signs.
I'm an idiot. I fucked up. She's my best friend and I fucked up.
July 5, 2025 at 4:29 PM
I'm an idiot. I fucked up. She's my best friend and I fucked up.
There are no celebrations today. None with heart at least. Why celebrate what is shrugged off any other day?
I would sleep through this if I could.
I would sleep through this if I could.
July 4, 2025 at 10:22 PM
There are no celebrations today. None with heart at least. Why celebrate what is shrugged off any other day?
I would sleep through this if I could.
I would sleep through this if I could.
C shared some beautiful photos from an older shoot, and that the shoot ended up landing her a date with a woman.
I feel like I'm circling the edge of melancholy today.
It got me thinking. About how part of me feels like I'm barred from this kind of life. Regardless of how accepted I am as
I feel like I'm circling the edge of melancholy today.
It got me thinking. About how part of me feels like I'm barred from this kind of life. Regardless of how accepted I am as
June 29, 2025 at 7:19 PM
C shared some beautiful photos from an older shoot, and that the shoot ended up landing her a date with a woman.
I feel like I'm circling the edge of melancholy today.
It got me thinking. About how part of me feels like I'm barred from this kind of life. Regardless of how accepted I am as
I feel like I'm circling the edge of melancholy today.
It got me thinking. About how part of me feels like I'm barred from this kind of life. Regardless of how accepted I am as
Be the change you wish to see.
Put out into the world what you hope to receive from it.
Perhaps, one day, I'll get to feel as thoroughly and unconditionally loved as I feel for those closest.
Put out into the world what you hope to receive from it.
Perhaps, one day, I'll get to feel as thoroughly and unconditionally loved as I feel for those closest.
June 29, 2025 at 6:39 PM
Be the change you wish to see.
Put out into the world what you hope to receive from it.
Perhaps, one day, I'll get to feel as thoroughly and unconditionally loved as I feel for those closest.
Put out into the world what you hope to receive from it.
Perhaps, one day, I'll get to feel as thoroughly and unconditionally loved as I feel for those closest.
Not me, using my bsky as the most piss poorly kept secret journal.
It's quieter here for sure, and I have a lot less followers here, which feels strangely like a respite from a larger and more visible stage.
It's quieter here for sure, and I have a lot less followers here, which feels strangely like a respite from a larger and more visible stage.
June 29, 2025 at 6:27 PM
Not me, using my bsky as the most piss poorly kept secret journal.
It's quieter here for sure, and I have a lot less followers here, which feels strangely like a respite from a larger and more visible stage.
It's quieter here for sure, and I have a lot less followers here, which feels strangely like a respite from a larger and more visible stage.
Found the stability I'd hoped for with C. Happy with the clarity and openness.
I was reminded of something that I didn't share, but thought to.
"I want nothing from you.
I want everything for you."
I was reminded of something that I didn't share, but thought to.
"I want nothing from you.
I want everything for you."
June 29, 2025 at 5:35 AM
Found the stability I'd hoped for with C. Happy with the clarity and openness.
I was reminded of something that I didn't share, but thought to.
"I want nothing from you.
I want everything for you."
I was reminded of something that I didn't share, but thought to.
"I want nothing from you.
I want everything for you."
I know. I have no shame.
June 28, 2025 at 10:41 PM
I know. I have no shame.
"French would be so lovely to learn. It's so romantic. Spanish can be too, but I speak it like Peggy Hill."
-me
-me
June 27, 2025 at 2:34 PM
"French would be so lovely to learn. It's so romantic. Spanish can be too, but I speak it like Peggy Hill."
-me
-me
Starting to think that I just won't allow myself some things.
But I'll do extra to ensure what matters gets said, what is real remains. I hope.
But I'll do extra to ensure what matters gets said, what is real remains. I hope.
June 27, 2025 at 1:58 PM
Starting to think that I just won't allow myself some things.
But I'll do extra to ensure what matters gets said, what is real remains. I hope.
But I'll do extra to ensure what matters gets said, what is real remains. I hope.
No brain, it is not a good idea to say a goddamn thing about how much she resembles someone else you loved and wouldn't let yourself pursue.
Because that's the other thing she reminds me of - not believing I could deserve someone like that.
*Sigh*
Because that's the other thing she reminds me of - not believing I could deserve someone like that.
*Sigh*
June 25, 2025 at 7:46 PM
No brain, it is not a good idea to say a goddamn thing about how much she resembles someone else you loved and wouldn't let yourself pursue.
Because that's the other thing she reminds me of - not believing I could deserve someone like that.
*Sigh*
Because that's the other thing she reminds me of - not believing I could deserve someone like that.
*Sigh*
It's been a long time. I didn't miss sex, but I do miss the closeness, the intimacy of touch, that sense of communing with divinity, of caressing angels wings.
So much is all upside down now. I cannot play the old role, I cannot embody the new. I am in physical limbo, my soul on one end, my body
So much is all upside down now. I cannot play the old role, I cannot embody the new. I am in physical limbo, my soul on one end, my body
June 23, 2025 at 5:50 PM
It's been a long time. I didn't miss sex, but I do miss the closeness, the intimacy of touch, that sense of communing with divinity, of caressing angels wings.
So much is all upside down now. I cannot play the old role, I cannot embody the new. I am in physical limbo, my soul on one end, my body
So much is all upside down now. I cannot play the old role, I cannot embody the new. I am in physical limbo, my soul on one end, my body
"They say that your ears burn when someone is talking about you. Whatever happens when someone thinks about you - my bad."
June 23, 2025 at 4:33 PM
"They say that your ears burn when someone is talking about you. Whatever happens when someone thinks about you - my bad."
Speaking of things I can rationalize, but cannot escape... C fills every spare thought I have. Why do I hurt myself like this.
June 23, 2025 at 3:50 PM
Speaking of things I can rationalize, but cannot escape... C fills every spare thought I have. Why do I hurt myself like this.
I feel like I can't talk about these feelings because I'm supposed to be proud to be trans. I'm not. I'm happy for people who are, but I don't want this. I want to have been female and living my fucking life without the constant, unending weight of dysphoria on me, every waking moment.
June 23, 2025 at 2:30 PM
I feel like I can't talk about these feelings because I'm supposed to be proud to be trans. I'm not. I'm happy for people who are, but I don't want this. I want to have been female and living my fucking life without the constant, unending weight of dysphoria on me, every waking moment.
For once, I'm grateful for bluesky, and the relative invisibility of posting here. My threads feels too visible for this shit.
Struggling through yet another morning of waking up and being hit with dysphoric depression right off the bat.
I was just reading my partner talk about the damage
Struggling through yet another morning of waking up and being hit with dysphoric depression right off the bat.
I was just reading my partner talk about the damage
June 23, 2025 at 2:16 PM
For once, I'm grateful for bluesky, and the relative invisibility of posting here. My threads feels too visible for this shit.
Struggling through yet another morning of waking up and being hit with dysphoric depression right off the bat.
I was just reading my partner talk about the damage
Struggling through yet another morning of waking up and being hit with dysphoric depression right off the bat.
I was just reading my partner talk about the damage
A few pics to make up for not posting in three months lol
June 21, 2025 at 7:48 AM
A few pics to make up for not posting in three months lol
Start the clock. It's gonna be months if not years before I realize she was flirting with me.
June 21, 2025 at 1:04 AM
Start the clock. It's gonna be months if not years before I realize she was flirting with me.
I'm not really built for keeping up with more than one social platform at a time.
March 21, 2025 at 9:34 AM
I'm not really built for keeping up with more than one social platform at a time.