Sarah W
@sarahminwonderland.bsky.social
Spend my days looking after my animals, dealing with mental health, trauma therapy ongoing. #TraumaNotPD
Had to visit Sister who talks about people claiming benefits being scroungers right in front of me. Not allowed to speak up and the best thing,(not) she’s part of my trauma.
November 27, 2025 at 4:58 PM
Had to visit Sister who talks about people claiming benefits being scroungers right in front of me. Not allowed to speak up and the best thing,(not) she’s part of my trauma.
Exhausted and just need a huge hug. First proper go at processing today. Having to speak this out as I don’t have the function to type. Sorry if I don’t answer others, all I can do is hearts.
November 26, 2025 at 2:22 PM
Exhausted and just need a huge hug. First proper go at processing today. Having to speak this out as I don’t have the function to type. Sorry if I don’t answer others, all I can do is hearts.
If I didn’t know different, my NHS app saying I have an appointment with the Oncology service would be distressing.
It’s in the same part of the building as haematology who the appointment is for, for a specialist Blood Test.
At least have a letter ready to read before putting it on the app.
It’s in the same part of the building as haematology who the appointment is for, for a specialist Blood Test.
At least have a letter ready to read before putting it on the app.
November 20, 2025 at 1:01 PM
If I didn’t know different, my NHS app saying I have an appointment with the Oncology service would be distressing.
It’s in the same part of the building as haematology who the appointment is for, for a specialist Blood Test.
At least have a letter ready to read before putting it on the app.
It’s in the same part of the building as haematology who the appointment is for, for a specialist Blood Test.
At least have a letter ready to read before putting it on the app.
Trying to sell stuff on EBay and Marketplace but no luck.
Mostly Harry Potter stuff I collected before the Author showed her true colours. Guess that’s the reason no one is buying the stuff.
Mostly Harry Potter stuff I collected before the Author showed her true colours. Guess that’s the reason no one is buying the stuff.
November 13, 2025 at 1:41 PM
Trying to sell stuff on EBay and Marketplace but no luck.
Mostly Harry Potter stuff I collected before the Author showed her true colours. Guess that’s the reason no one is buying the stuff.
Mostly Harry Potter stuff I collected before the Author showed her true colours. Guess that’s the reason no one is buying the stuff.
Hate nearly everything, hate life, hate endings.
November 7, 2025 at 2:24 PM
Hate nearly everything, hate life, hate endings.
I want to die. That is all.
November 5, 2025 at 1:22 PM
I want to die. That is all.
Pip decision on its way to me. I’ve not been contacted at all. Don’t know whether that’s a good or bad thing 😢
Now got to wait for the letter.
Now got to wait for the letter.
October 30, 2025 at 1:46 PM
Pip decision on its way to me. I’ve not been contacted at all. Don’t know whether that’s a good or bad thing 😢
Now got to wait for the letter.
Now got to wait for the letter.
Had me therapy on Monday this week instead of Wednesday.
Very tough, went non verbal. Therapist was brilliant as per usual.
Very tough, went non verbal. Therapist was brilliant as per usual.
October 28, 2025 at 6:06 PM
Had me therapy on Monday this week instead of Wednesday.
Very tough, went non verbal. Therapist was brilliant as per usual.
Very tough, went non verbal. Therapist was brilliant as per usual.
Anyone got a ball I can curl into?
October 27, 2025 at 3:11 PM
Anyone got a ball I can curl into?
Couldn’t sleep last night. Was doing a lot of processing. Who knew that I found the concept Nuturing so hard. Oh yeah, that would be me.
October 23, 2025 at 2:06 PM
Couldn’t sleep last night. Was doing a lot of processing. Who knew that I found the concept Nuturing so hard. Oh yeah, that would be me.
Was meant to catch the bus to the next big town with my support worker. The bus actually stopping might of helped.
October 23, 2025 at 2:03 PM
Was meant to catch the bus to the next big town with my support worker. The bus actually stopping might of helped.
Therapy was draining. Doing Monday next week instead of Wednesday. Not in a good place right now.
October 22, 2025 at 6:33 PM
Therapy was draining. Doing Monday next week instead of Wednesday. Not in a good place right now.
I have a Dog I can use this for as well.
![Got something u need to do at a certain time every day (e.g.,take meds(? start giving your cat a treat right b4 you do it. you may have trouble remembering, but your cat absolutely will not
[pic of cat laying down]
hollowedskin replied: That's damn good advice
skeletonmug replied: a cat wrote this](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:dbzmdmsaz6lkhb4tv3culzme/bafkreiedtuxyfdu5cny5gcdss7aurpp26urd5np3d6eh7j4su7qi5vrjju@jpeg)
October 16, 2025 at 3:31 PM
I have a Dog I can use this for as well.
Had therapy today. Introducing me to the different tools for EMDR. Had some equipment issues with was actually quite funny.
I know I’m being extended by quite a bit because of just how long the timeline took but still felt guilty when she said about her new intake over the next month or so.
I know I’m being extended by quite a bit because of just how long the timeline took but still felt guilty when she said about her new intake over the next month or so.
October 15, 2025 at 1:44 PM
Had therapy today. Introducing me to the different tools for EMDR. Had some equipment issues with was actually quite funny.
I know I’m being extended by quite a bit because of just how long the timeline took but still felt guilty when she said about her new intake over the next month or so.
I know I’m being extended by quite a bit because of just how long the timeline took but still felt guilty when she said about her new intake over the next month or so.
The useless one bigged up this scheme that would be able to help me find volunteering. I was suspicious but I agreed to them contacting me. Done research yesterday and it’s to help people go into paid work, you have to sign a commitment contract etc.
That phone call will not be answered.
That phone call will not be answered.
October 12, 2025 at 11:58 AM
The useless one bigged up this scheme that would be able to help me find volunteering. I was suspicious but I agreed to them contacting me. Done research yesterday and it’s to help people go into paid work, you have to sign a commitment contract etc.
That phone call will not be answered.
That phone call will not be answered.
Brilliant the fireworks have started. Wish I could sleep the nights away the next month.
Petrifying for me and also have trauma with them.
Petrifying for me and also have trauma with them.
October 11, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Brilliant the fireworks have started. Wish I could sleep the nights away the next month.
Petrifying for me and also have trauma with them.
Petrifying for me and also have trauma with them.
Had a meltdown the other day because Apple took the Toy Story pictures off Apple Watch. It brought back a lot of emotions and memories.
October 6, 2025 at 11:39 AM
Had a meltdown the other day because Apple took the Toy Story pictures off Apple Watch. It brought back a lot of emotions and memories.
In too good of a mood to speak to the useless one today so I’m not going to. Seeing her next Friday so what’s the point. It’s only taken her nine weeks (instead of two) to remember me, what’s another week.
October 3, 2025 at 3:30 PM
In too good of a mood to speak to the useless one today so I’m not going to. Seeing her next Friday so what’s the point. It’s only taken her nine weeks (instead of two) to remember me, what’s another week.
Five days to go before the parents get back. I’ve enjoyed it but oh my god I’m so tired and having to take paracetamol cause I hurt all over. Couldn’t make therapy last week and don’t think I will on Wednesday either.
I also keep on forgetting to eat which doesn’t help matters.
I also keep on forgetting to eat which doesn’t help matters.
September 29, 2025 at 10:38 AM
Five days to go before the parents get back. I’ve enjoyed it but oh my god I’m so tired and having to take paracetamol cause I hurt all over. Couldn’t make therapy last week and don’t think I will on Wednesday either.
I also keep on forgetting to eat which doesn’t help matters.
I also keep on forgetting to eat which doesn’t help matters.
Social prescriber message sent to stop it. Feel upset to of wasted her time but our goals were very different and every interaction we had went on my GP records which if I knew, I wouldn’t have started doing it. After therapy finishes I’ll look into that kind of support again.
September 28, 2025 at 10:49 AM
Social prescriber message sent to stop it. Feel upset to of wasted her time but our goals were very different and every interaction we had went on my GP records which if I knew, I wouldn’t have started doing it. After therapy finishes I’ll look into that kind of support again.
Woody properly purred on me for the first time ever. He’s purred on me before but it’s been so quiet that you could only hear it barely with no background noise and always sounded like he had a blocked up nose.
Buzz was my Purr Monster, you could always tell when he was approaching.
Buzz was my Purr Monster, you could always tell when he was approaching.
September 24, 2025 at 1:15 PM
Woody properly purred on me for the first time ever. He’s purred on me before but it’s been so quiet that you could only hear it barely with no background noise and always sounded like he had a blocked up nose.
Buzz was my Purr Monster, you could always tell when he was approaching.
Buzz was my Purr Monster, you could always tell when he was approaching.
Might need to stop seeing the Social Prescriber. She’s not doing what I asked for and instead she’s pushing me to do groups that aren’t suitable in what the groups are and the age range. I have another couple of weeks till I’m due to meet with her next so won’t decide totally for another week.
September 22, 2025 at 11:16 AM
Might need to stop seeing the Social Prescriber. She’s not doing what I asked for and instead she’s pushing me to do groups that aren’t suitable in what the groups are and the age range. I have another couple of weeks till I’m due to meet with her next so won’t decide totally for another week.
Have two weeks just me and the Pets. I’m not going to cope at all having to take the Dog out four times a day and lack of sleep due to the Dog as well as other household stuff. At least I usually share the responsibility. Just damage limitation.
September 20, 2025 at 12:10 PM
Have two weeks just me and the Pets. I’m not going to cope at all having to take the Dog out four times a day and lack of sleep due to the Dog as well as other household stuff. At least I usually share the responsibility. Just damage limitation.
Also the useless one finally gave an appointment out after somebody else messaged her about the fact it was meant to be weeks ago. Just another four weeks to go.
It is an improvement though. Last time it was 12 weeks instead of 4. This time it’s 11 weeks instead of 4 🤦♀️
It is an improvement though. Last time it was 12 weeks instead of 4. This time it’s 11 weeks instead of 4 🤦♀️
September 17, 2025 at 3:58 PM
Also the useless one finally gave an appointment out after somebody else messaged her about the fact it was meant to be weeks ago. Just another four weeks to go.
It is an improvement though. Last time it was 12 weeks instead of 4. This time it’s 11 weeks instead of 4 🤦♀️
It is an improvement though. Last time it was 12 weeks instead of 4. This time it’s 11 weeks instead of 4 🤦♀️
No therapy today as therapist couldn’t make it. Caught up on phone instead which is my worst nightmare but I put my EarPods in and scrolled my phone throughout. Only accidentally clicked on the one video. Think I’m more tired than if I actually went.
September 17, 2025 at 3:54 PM
No therapy today as therapist couldn’t make it. Caught up on phone instead which is my worst nightmare but I put my EarPods in and scrolled my phone throughout. Only accidentally clicked on the one video. Think I’m more tired than if I actually went.