🔞 ❤ The Sanguine Dreamer ❤
@sanguinedreamer.bsky.social
☁︎ Only close friends get this account ☁︎
☁︎ randos will be blocked ☁︎
☁︎ Vent/rant account ☁︎
❥ I do not idolize, condone or fetishize any of what I draw
☁︎ randos will be blocked ☁︎
☁︎ Vent/rant account ☁︎
❥ I do not idolize, condone or fetishize any of what I draw
Pinned
this account is made for me first
there will be a lot of ranting and venting through text/art
if you're here and are not my friend consider just going to my main @vampirebones.bsky.social
you will be blocked on this account and my main if you ignore this simple rule
there will be a lot of ranting and venting through text/art
if you're here and are not my friend consider just going to my main @vampirebones.bsky.social
you will be blocked on this account and my main if you ignore this simple rule
i love dealing with family members that do not realize how hypocritical they're being
like cool, you didn't get to do shit for two days because you were at work
you nap 90% of the time when you ARE here and complain the other 10% that you aren't doing anything
1/???
like cool, you didn't get to do shit for two days because you were at work
you nap 90% of the time when you ARE here and complain the other 10% that you aren't doing anything
1/???
November 11, 2025 at 8:10 PM
i love dealing with family members that do not realize how hypocritical they're being
like cool, you didn't get to do shit for two days because you were at work
you nap 90% of the time when you ARE here and complain the other 10% that you aren't doing anything
1/???
like cool, you didn't get to do shit for two days because you were at work
you nap 90% of the time when you ARE here and complain the other 10% that you aren't doing anything
1/???
irl rant rq
got my mom and i coffee, like i usually do, because its just a thing we do
another family member decides to use that as a way to attack me for not getting her anything and using
groceries
of food
everyone eats
as a way to make me feel bad
what-
got my mom and i coffee, like i usually do, because its just a thing we do
another family member decides to use that as a way to attack me for not getting her anything and using
groceries
of food
everyone eats
as a way to make me feel bad
what-
October 8, 2025 at 8:00 PM
irl rant rq
got my mom and i coffee, like i usually do, because its just a thing we do
another family member decides to use that as a way to attack me for not getting her anything and using
groceries
of food
everyone eats
as a way to make me feel bad
what-
got my mom and i coffee, like i usually do, because its just a thing we do
another family member decides to use that as a way to attack me for not getting her anything and using
groceries
of food
everyone eats
as a way to make me feel bad
what-
love it when people send me shit without actually fucking asking and ending up ruining the surprise of shit for me
like
cool
thanks
i wasn't fucking looking forward to that or anything
reminder
ASK ME BEFORE YOU SEND ME SHIT
i'm just gonna start being more harsh about that because 1/2
like
cool
thanks
i wasn't fucking looking forward to that or anything
reminder
ASK ME BEFORE YOU SEND ME SHIT
i'm just gonna start being more harsh about that because 1/2
September 10, 2025 at 11:20 PM
love it when people send me shit without actually fucking asking and ending up ruining the surprise of shit for me
like
cool
thanks
i wasn't fucking looking forward to that or anything
reminder
ASK ME BEFORE YOU SEND ME SHIT
i'm just gonna start being more harsh about that because 1/2
like
cool
thanks
i wasn't fucking looking forward to that or anything
reminder
ASK ME BEFORE YOU SEND ME SHIT
i'm just gonna start being more harsh about that because 1/2
i really hate art burn out
but the worst part is this isn't even
i don't want to do art kind of burn out
i do i just feel fucking worthless
commissions aren't going anywhere and i can't close them because i really need the money
i just feel like i've lied to myself and been lied too about my art
but the worst part is this isn't even
i don't want to do art kind of burn out
i do i just feel fucking worthless
commissions aren't going anywhere and i can't close them because i really need the money
i just feel like i've lied to myself and been lied too about my art
September 9, 2025 at 4:12 AM
i really hate art burn out
but the worst part is this isn't even
i don't want to do art kind of burn out
i do i just feel fucking worthless
commissions aren't going anywhere and i can't close them because i really need the money
i just feel like i've lied to myself and been lied too about my art
but the worst part is this isn't even
i don't want to do art kind of burn out
i do i just feel fucking worthless
commissions aren't going anywhere and i can't close them because i really need the money
i just feel like i've lied to myself and been lied too about my art
i am 🤏 close to just
perma muting places because of the amount of times i've had to mute things due to people talking about people dying
its extreme but with how shit my mental health is and how easy it is for my brain to go down a spiral on that topic its probably the healthiest option
1/?
perma muting places because of the amount of times i've had to mute things due to people talking about people dying
its extreme but with how shit my mental health is and how easy it is for my brain to go down a spiral on that topic its probably the healthiest option
1/?
July 27, 2025 at 8:53 PM
i am 🤏 close to just
perma muting places because of the amount of times i've had to mute things due to people talking about people dying
its extreme but with how shit my mental health is and how easy it is for my brain to go down a spiral on that topic its probably the healthiest option
1/?
perma muting places because of the amount of times i've had to mute things due to people talking about people dying
its extreme but with how shit my mental health is and how easy it is for my brain to go down a spiral on that topic its probably the healthiest option
1/?
i love doing art
i really do
but moments like this just makes me hate it
my body physically hurts just thinking about trying to work on it
this isn't burn out this is genuine hatred for taking on more then i can chew because i feel like i'm not allowed to say no because this is my job
i really do
but moments like this just makes me hate it
my body physically hurts just thinking about trying to work on it
this isn't burn out this is genuine hatred for taking on more then i can chew because i feel like i'm not allowed to say no because this is my job
July 16, 2025 at 2:55 AM
i love doing art
i really do
but moments like this just makes me hate it
my body physically hurts just thinking about trying to work on it
this isn't burn out this is genuine hatred for taking on more then i can chew because i feel like i'm not allowed to say no because this is my job
i really do
but moments like this just makes me hate it
my body physically hurts just thinking about trying to work on it
this isn't burn out this is genuine hatred for taking on more then i can chew because i feel like i'm not allowed to say no because this is my job
i love getting fed up with a commission because i am just
that fucking mentally ill and everything looks like shit
that fucking mentally ill and everything looks like shit
July 16, 2025 at 2:37 AM
i love getting fed up with a commission because i am just
that fucking mentally ill and everything looks like shit
that fucking mentally ill and everything looks like shit
i'm so fuckin upset at myself
i thought i was being good with my money but i guess not
i thought i was being good with my money but i guess not
July 14, 2025 at 6:23 PM
i'm so fuckin upset at myself
i thought i was being good with my money but i guess not
i thought i was being good with my money but i guess not
i'm so fucking tired but i just
don't want to sleep
if i don't sleep then tomorrow won't come faster
I won't have to deal with family that makes me want to run away
i won't have to deal with being a fucking doormat
the idea of having to deal with them fills me with so much dread and anxiety
don't want to sleep
if i don't sleep then tomorrow won't come faster
I won't have to deal with family that makes me want to run away
i won't have to deal with being a fucking doormat
the idea of having to deal with them fills me with so much dread and anxiety
July 10, 2025 at 6:31 AM
i'm so fucking tired but i just
don't want to sleep
if i don't sleep then tomorrow won't come faster
I won't have to deal with family that makes me want to run away
i won't have to deal with being a fucking doormat
the idea of having to deal with them fills me with so much dread and anxiety
don't want to sleep
if i don't sleep then tomorrow won't come faster
I won't have to deal with family that makes me want to run away
i won't have to deal with being a fucking doormat
the idea of having to deal with them fills me with so much dread and anxiety
i know i keep saying this but every single fucking day i'm given more and more reasons to want to get out
yes you brain dead asshole we DID do the fucking dishes the three days you were gone maybe if you actually LOOKED FOR ONCE YOU'D KNOW THIS SHIT
yes you brain dead asshole we DID do the fucking dishes the three days you were gone maybe if you actually LOOKED FOR ONCE YOU'D KNOW THIS SHIT
June 29, 2025 at 3:43 PM
i know i keep saying this but every single fucking day i'm given more and more reasons to want to get out
yes you brain dead asshole we DID do the fucking dishes the three days you were gone maybe if you actually LOOKED FOR ONCE YOU'D KNOW THIS SHIT
yes you brain dead asshole we DID do the fucking dishes the three days you were gone maybe if you actually LOOKED FOR ONCE YOU'D KNOW THIS SHIT
after talking with a friend (and the very kind user who replied to the main post)
i've figured out i am in fact therian
i've figured out i am in fact therian
quite honestly because of how
confusing a lot of information is i'm going to sit on this
i am or i am not
and i don't need my anxiety to effect that
because it feels right
i just don't know if i need to label it right now
confusing a lot of information is i'm going to sit on this
i am or i am not
and i don't need my anxiety to effect that
because it feels right
i just don't know if i need to label it right now
long text rant
i'm sorry
being a therian feels right but i'm just
fucking scared and confused and worried i'm not one
i'm sorry
being a therian feels right but i'm just
fucking scared and confused and worried i'm not one
June 22, 2025 at 5:59 PM
after talking with a friend (and the very kind user who replied to the main post)
i've figured out i am in fact therian
i've figured out i am in fact therian
quite honestly because of how
confusing a lot of information is i'm going to sit on this
i am or i am not
and i don't need my anxiety to effect that
because it feels right
i just don't know if i need to label it right now
confusing a lot of information is i'm going to sit on this
i am or i am not
and i don't need my anxiety to effect that
because it feels right
i just don't know if i need to label it right now
long text rant
i'm sorry
being a therian feels right but i'm just
fucking scared and confused and worried i'm not one
i'm sorry
being a therian feels right but i'm just
fucking scared and confused and worried i'm not one
June 22, 2025 at 4:54 PM
quite honestly because of how
confusing a lot of information is i'm going to sit on this
i am or i am not
and i don't need my anxiety to effect that
because it feels right
i just don't know if i need to label it right now
confusing a lot of information is i'm going to sit on this
i am or i am not
and i don't need my anxiety to effect that
because it feels right
i just don't know if i need to label it right now
long text rant
i'm sorry
being a therian feels right but i'm just
fucking scared and confused and worried i'm not one
i'm sorry
being a therian feels right but i'm just
fucking scared and confused and worried i'm not one
June 22, 2025 at 4:19 PM
long text rant
i'm sorry
being a therian feels right but i'm just
fucking scared and confused and worried i'm not one
i'm sorry
being a therian feels right but i'm just
fucking scared and confused and worried i'm not one
i'm so fucking tired of asking for help from family, getting told that they would and then being fucking ignored
i shouldn't have a god damn breakdown in order to be taken seriously
i'm not fucking asking for help because i want to be annoying
1/???
i shouldn't have a god damn breakdown in order to be taken seriously
i'm not fucking asking for help because i want to be annoying
1/???
June 15, 2025 at 1:31 AM
i'm so fucking tired of asking for help from family, getting told that they would and then being fucking ignored
i shouldn't have a god damn breakdown in order to be taken seriously
i'm not fucking asking for help because i want to be annoying
1/???
i shouldn't have a god damn breakdown in order to be taken seriously
i'm not fucking asking for help because i want to be annoying
1/???
i cant wait to fucking get out of this house
i'm tired of the narcissistic bullshit
i'm tired of the narcissistic bullshit
June 13, 2025 at 10:16 PM
i cant wait to fucking get out of this house
i'm tired of the narcissistic bullshit
i'm tired of the narcissistic bullshit
this isn't a vent and moreso
my brain dealing with being
otherkin
i hate human flesh
i hate that i have it
i hate how it feels
i hate how i can ALWAYS tell its there
why the fuck i gotta be a human bro
i hate it
my brain dealing with being
otherkin
i hate human flesh
i hate that i have it
i hate how it feels
i hate how i can ALWAYS tell its there
why the fuck i gotta be a human bro
i hate it
June 8, 2025 at 5:56 AM
this isn't a vent and moreso
my brain dealing with being
otherkin
i hate human flesh
i hate that i have it
i hate how it feels
i hate how i can ALWAYS tell its there
why the fuck i gotta be a human bro
i hate it
my brain dealing with being
otherkin
i hate human flesh
i hate that i have it
i hate how it feels
i hate how i can ALWAYS tell its there
why the fuck i gotta be a human bro
i hate it
i know i should be thankful that my stuff is getting likes but
it doesn't fucking help.
no one fucking sees likes on here.
all it does it show me "hey people think this is cool"
i don't know what else to do to make people see my stuff
let alone buy it instead of just
liking my fucking posts
it doesn't fucking help.
no one fucking sees likes on here.
all it does it show me "hey people think this is cool"
i don't know what else to do to make people see my stuff
let alone buy it instead of just
liking my fucking posts
June 4, 2025 at 4:01 AM
i know i should be thankful that my stuff is getting likes but
it doesn't fucking help.
no one fucking sees likes on here.
all it does it show me "hey people think this is cool"
i don't know what else to do to make people see my stuff
let alone buy it instead of just
liking my fucking posts
it doesn't fucking help.
no one fucking sees likes on here.
all it does it show me "hey people think this is cool"
i don't know what else to do to make people see my stuff
let alone buy it instead of just
liking my fucking posts
just a vent
sometimes its better to post and throw it into the void then just
leave it in my brain
i'm safe
i won't hurt myself
im just tired
sometimes its better to post and throw it into the void then just
leave it in my brain
i'm safe
i won't hurt myself
im just tired
May 30, 2025 at 5:17 AM
just a vent
sometimes its better to post and throw it into the void then just
leave it in my brain
i'm safe
i won't hurt myself
im just tired
sometimes its better to post and throw it into the void then just
leave it in my brain
i'm safe
i won't hurt myself
im just tired
kinda sucks i live in a country that has made seeking out diagnoses scary as fuck
so, self diagnoses it is
so, self diagnoses it is
May 29, 2025 at 5:47 AM
kinda sucks i live in a country that has made seeking out diagnoses scary as fuck
so, self diagnoses it is
so, self diagnoses it is
its so weird how i'm noticing patterns and behaviors from when i was a kid that were
100% NOT normal or typical
like, wdym my handwriting and lack of understanding of grammar isn't, normal and is more then likely a developmental disorder-
100% NOT normal or typical
like, wdym my handwriting and lack of understanding of grammar isn't, normal and is more then likely a developmental disorder-
May 29, 2025 at 5:46 AM
its so weird how i'm noticing patterns and behaviors from when i was a kid that were
100% NOT normal or typical
like, wdym my handwriting and lack of understanding of grammar isn't, normal and is more then likely a developmental disorder-
100% NOT normal or typical
like, wdym my handwriting and lack of understanding of grammar isn't, normal and is more then likely a developmental disorder-
this account is made for me first
there will be a lot of ranting and venting through text/art
if you're here and are not my friend consider just going to my main @vampirebones.bsky.social
you will be blocked on this account and my main if you ignore this simple rule
there will be a lot of ranting and venting through text/art
if you're here and are not my friend consider just going to my main @vampirebones.bsky.social
you will be blocked on this account and my main if you ignore this simple rule
May 22, 2025 at 5:44 PM
this account is made for me first
there will be a lot of ranting and venting through text/art
if you're here and are not my friend consider just going to my main @vampirebones.bsky.social
you will be blocked on this account and my main if you ignore this simple rule
there will be a lot of ranting and venting through text/art
if you're here and are not my friend consider just going to my main @vampirebones.bsky.social
you will be blocked on this account and my main if you ignore this simple rule
we live in the age were research is EASIER
and yet, no one seems to understand how to look into shit
you're not helping
you're not "spreading awareness"
you're feeding into harmful BULLSHIT by posting shit blindly without a second thought
you're not being smart
being smart is LOOKING INTO STUFF
1/??
and yet, no one seems to understand how to look into shit
you're not helping
you're not "spreading awareness"
you're feeding into harmful BULLSHIT by posting shit blindly without a second thought
you're not being smart
being smart is LOOKING INTO STUFF
1/??
May 22, 2025 at 1:35 AM
we live in the age were research is EASIER
and yet, no one seems to understand how to look into shit
you're not helping
you're not "spreading awareness"
you're feeding into harmful BULLSHIT by posting shit blindly without a second thought
you're not being smart
being smart is LOOKING INTO STUFF
1/??
and yet, no one seems to understand how to look into shit
you're not helping
you're not "spreading awareness"
you're feeding into harmful BULLSHIT by posting shit blindly without a second thought
you're not being smart
being smart is LOOKING INTO STUFF
1/??
just making this a post since i can't force people to unfollow me
if you are NOT a close friend do NOT follow this account
i will block you since bluesky doesn't have a private feature
my close friends know who they are
if you are questioning if you are a close friend unfollow, you are probably not
if you are NOT a close friend do NOT follow this account
i will block you since bluesky doesn't have a private feature
my close friends know who they are
if you are questioning if you are a close friend unfollow, you are probably not
May 16, 2025 at 11:42 PM
just making this a post since i can't force people to unfollow me
if you are NOT a close friend do NOT follow this account
i will block you since bluesky doesn't have a private feature
my close friends know who they are
if you are questioning if you are a close friend unfollow, you are probably not
if you are NOT a close friend do NOT follow this account
i will block you since bluesky doesn't have a private feature
my close friends know who they are
if you are questioning if you are a close friend unfollow, you are probably not
saw this image on Pinterest and it just kinda
summed up stuff in my brain
so i wanted to draw seb on top of the bed
summed up stuff in my brain
so i wanted to draw seb on top of the bed
May 2, 2025 at 11:36 PM
saw this image on Pinterest and it just kinda
summed up stuff in my brain
so i wanted to draw seb on top of the bed
summed up stuff in my brain
so i wanted to draw seb on top of the bed