of course I could like...

make games
or get better at art
or learn music
or something like that

but sometimes your brain is stupid and won't let you, so it's good to have other shit that you can trick your brain into doing so you not just sitting around doing nothing and feeling bad about it lmao.

I don't be doing shit sometimes.
a LOT of times if I'm being honest.

not like it's by choice, but I'm disabled and don't get out much so I tend to have more time to do shit than others if I'm being honest.

it'd be kinda nice to have something to put my hands to that's not posting Like This lmfao.

sometimes I think about doing this but like... adhd.
she is not kind to me lmfao.

but maybe I'll figure something out that works for me, and also allows me to not make it my entire life, b/c it'd prob be better to talk my old woman gamer and anime buulllshit somewhere other than social media lmfao.

frfr you ain't even gotta shill like that. the same gay shit we do on here could basically be what you do there. I saw a vid that had mydei doing cyrene's animations and had phainon there too lol. you ain't gotta be pro mlg gamerbitch or nothing. just be chill and be yourself... responsibly I guess.

frfr a lot of y'all are just smart and skilled af and really know wtf you be talking about for the things that really make your brain feel good.

I think a lot of y'all sell yourselves way too short about the actual quality of knowledge you'd bring to certain topics or w/e.

waaay too fucking short!

of course I'd also rather us move *away* from the company that is doing all this harm frfr, but that's a whole ass other thing to consider.

anyways I'm just saying if some chill queer/trans women covered some of the things I cringe my way through sometimes when covered by guys, it'd be pretty nice~

while I do know the internet SUCKS when *we* express our authentic selves b/c it's set up to let bigotry run amok, that's where building a community w/other ppl comes in.

you could cover each other's back or guide ppl who looking for something you don't do to someone you know who does that's cool.

and the really dope thing is that there's actually room for way more than one person to do this shit and find a legit audience imo.

everyone don't like everything I like so sometimes I just drop a supportive follow/sub and basically don't really engage b/c it's not really my kinda content to watch.

nvm the ethics or w/e you gonna have to figure that out for yourself if you wanna talk about gacha but if I'm gonna watch a vid about leaks or w/e I'd rather watch one of us do it frfr.

you ain't even gotta do gachaguidetube content.
frfr it's prob not worth the headache lol

but random vids is w/e