a beast full of bees
@saintofbeasts.bsky.social
ryn, 30s, they/them, too tired for this OR that
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about me:
- late 30s adult who has been around the internet most of my life
- unlikely to share much personal unless bsky build in a lock/limited audience feature
- historically have been fannish, not currently active
- moderately into paranormal & woo stuff
- late 30s adult who has been around the internet most of my life
- unlikely to share much personal unless bsky build in a lock/limited audience feature
- historically have been fannish, not currently active
- moderately into paranormal & woo stuff
November 23, 2025 at 4:29 PM
Did my shot on time this week despite the fatigue and the horrors
November 23, 2025 at 7:11 AM
Did my shot on time this week despite the fatigue and the horrors
Was told I should do it in high school but needed much more therapy and to sober up first.
November 23, 2025 at 6:12 AM
Was told I should do it in high school but needed much more therapy and to sober up first.
Jeep may have just died .......
November 21, 2025 at 9:53 PM
Jeep may have just died .......
bizdev and client day. really.... do not think it'd be a good idea for me to go to in person but also recognize that there is a lot of demand for in person therapist services
November 21, 2025 at 8:00 PM
bizdev and client day. really.... do not think it'd be a good idea for me to go to in person but also recognize that there is a lot of demand for in person therapist services
Post event crash + overstimulated+ being really mean to myself
November 21, 2025 at 7:28 AM
Post event crash + overstimulated+ being really mean to myself
Chanting to my self as I eat: I am sad because I'm tired, I am tired and it makes me sad. There are a bunch of reasons to be sad and that I'm tired is one of those reasons.
November 19, 2025 at 3:01 AM
Chanting to my self as I eat: I am sad because I'm tired, I am tired and it makes me sad. There are a bunch of reasons to be sad and that I'm tired is one of those reasons.
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Shout out to @sweatermuppet.bsky.social - a killer sticker/zine artist out of NH. Prices are reasonable, great quality, and shipped quickly. Good stuff. 👍🏼
sweatermuppet.bigcartel.com
sweatermuppet.bigcartel.com
November 18, 2025 at 9:10 PM
Shout out to @sweatermuppet.bsky.social - a killer sticker/zine artist out of NH. Prices are reasonable, great quality, and shipped quickly. Good stuff. 👍🏼
sweatermuppet.bigcartel.com
sweatermuppet.bigcartel.com
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come on, self. if you leave now, you get rare november sun AND may be home before Fucking 5 oclock Traffic
November 18, 2025 at 11:35 PM
come on, self. if you leave now, you get rare november sun AND may be home before Fucking 5 oclock Traffic
wish me luck gang. i have to call an insurance company. fml.
November 18, 2025 at 9:51 PM
wish me luck gang. i have to call an insurance company. fml.
Rice and gravy, dirty rice, and boudin. all need to get in my mouth rn.
November 18, 2025 at 8:18 PM
Rice and gravy, dirty rice, and boudin. all need to get in my mouth rn.
Woke up to a pretty care practice email I'm super stoked about!
November 18, 2025 at 4:10 PM
Woke up to a pretty care practice email I'm super stoked about!
When I was in third grade, my best friend's home was my favorite place to go. She, her mom, and her sister lived in an apartment. They had a beat up old minivan and movies.
November 18, 2025 at 7:35 AM
When I was in third grade, my best friend's home was my favorite place to go. She, her mom, and her sister lived in an apartment. They had a beat up old minivan and movies.
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The Feast of the Listening Lady is Dec 16… have something nice to eat, love your fellow human, idk maybe consider shutting the fuck up a little bit
November 18, 2025 at 12:38 AM
The Feast of the Listening Lady is Dec 16… have something nice to eat, love your fellow human, idk maybe consider shutting the fuck up a little bit
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this is going out to all my paid patrons in December! If you’re not a paid patron and you want one, lmk here and I’ll see what the extras situation looks like 👍
November 18, 2025 at 12:35 AM
this is going out to all my paid patrons in December! If you’re not a paid patron and you want one, lmk here and I’ll see what the extras situation looks like 👍
Think I might be falling into that which resembles the grave but isn't as gain, gang
November 16, 2025 at 8:25 PM
Think I might be falling into that which resembles the grave but isn't as gain, gang
laying my head on the desk about some of the work i'm doing in therapy
November 16, 2025 at 3:13 AM
laying my head on the desk about some of the work i'm doing in therapy
Today is the third day in a row I have done a little 2 block walk with P, and that's on top of grocery shopping earlier.
November 15, 2025 at 8:20 AM
Today is the third day in a row I have done a little 2 block walk with P, and that's on top of grocery shopping earlier.
good session with private practice client but immediately followed by people in the therapist group i'm in sharing about how they are losing clients because clients can't afford the insurance
November 15, 2025 at 12:09 AM
good session with private practice client but immediately followed by people in the therapist group i'm in sharing about how they are losing clients because clients can't afford the insurance
Went to a grocery store today, very rare for me. P usually goes in person, I get grocery deliveries.
November 14, 2025 at 10:34 PM
Went to a grocery store today, very rare for me. P usually goes in person, I get grocery deliveries.
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always fascinated by idea that i am not being sincere or that my tinglers are a joke or that this is a 'bit'. on one hand i get it because my art is BY DEFINITION unusual, but i just think WHAT IS ALTERNATIVE? what would me being 'fake' even mean? imagine writing 400 books over 10 years for a 'bit'
November 13, 2025 at 8:18 PM
always fascinated by idea that i am not being sincere or that my tinglers are a joke or that this is a 'bit'. on one hand i get it because my art is BY DEFINITION unusual, but i just think WHAT IS ALTERNATIVE? what would me being 'fake' even mean? imagine writing 400 books over 10 years for a 'bit'
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to be honest if we wanna dive REALLY deep, the answer is obvious: it has more to do with the ones doubting the possibility of sincerity. it is very difficult to fathom someones sincerity if youve slathered yourself in irony for ages and ages. this is not intended as a slight. i feel for those buds
November 13, 2025 at 8:25 PM
to be honest if we wanna dive REALLY deep, the answer is obvious: it has more to do with the ones doubting the possibility of sincerity. it is very difficult to fathom someones sincerity if youve slathered yourself in irony for ages and ages. this is not intended as a slight. i feel for those buds
Things in job are a shitshow! I am attempting to keep my head down as much as possible! I need to fuckin get my ass into gear networking for private practice stuff!!!
November 13, 2025 at 12:47 AM
Things in job are a shitshow! I am attempting to keep my head down as much as possible! I need to fuckin get my ass into gear networking for private practice stuff!!!
In order to use my body with others it would probably be helpful to get in touch with my body's needs myself
November 12, 2025 at 6:03 PM
In order to use my body with others it would probably be helpful to get in touch with my body's needs myself