i keep typing up paragraphs about [thing] and then deleting them because it sounds stupid. WHATEVER

i also really need to see a new dentist l;ike ASAP so this is perfect timing

why do THINGS keep happening to me

we are having a REALLY hard time finding a place that will reevaluate me for autism for OPWDD and it's stressing us out so bad my mom used the fuck word (she usually never does this ever)

why is my mom like this

+ she knows i don't like talking to him directly because he hates me and i'm scared of him

animal death // one of the bunnies passed away while i was off work... i'm really sad. it was the gray one

beautiful

i'm literally on 4 or 5 idk i forgot different psych meds and i am still so wildly mentally unstable every day feels like this

??????????????????????