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꒦꒷地雷系 × メンヘラ꒦꒷.. † … alive only for him 🔪♡ love me love me love me more and more …⸝⸝ †❤︎ ig: xux____._ryu ꒦꒷ (cw for vents, sh and drug use)
forever supporting my jirai lifestyle moots, they know what im going through and i know what they’re going through that’s why we are a community
December 20, 2025 at 1:26 AM
it’s not like you chose to become something problematic which a parent might understandably have reservations about… seems like a completely normal and respectable profession to me. sometimes it feels like parents just want to complain no matter what
December 19, 2025 at 6:54 PM
western jirai humor is so close to incel culture memes how did this happen
December 19, 2025 at 6:43 PM
yay! high five!
December 19, 2025 at 6:37 PM
i’m the same

it’s not a quirk it’s psychological (an avoidance reflex?) so i rot awake at night and disappear into sleep by day

it shifts a little sometimes but it’s been this way for years and years and honestly people who get mad and call it disrespectful just make me laugh
December 19, 2025 at 6:35 PM
oh yeah i understand i have bpd too, mood swings are so annoying. try to get comfortable and to take care of yourself… this will pass too ❤️
December 19, 2025 at 12:21 AM
welcome❕❕
December 19, 2025 at 12:18 AM
this is a mood
December 19, 2025 at 12:17 AM
what happened if you’re comfortable sharing? ;;
December 19, 2025 at 12:17 AM
it doesn’t matter how bad i was shaking or how humiliating it felt screaming into a crowd that was already riding his dick. i said it anyway. they probably ignored it, laughed, whatever. i still did what i had to do. and i’m not done. not even close
December 18, 2025 at 6:24 PM
cute❕❕
wanna moot? i’m ita too
December 18, 2025 at 5:36 PM
Reposted by ryu
November 29, 2025 at 4:01 AM
not really a big fan of dear my love. their clothes look cheap and costume-y, even though some pieces are okay. feels like they just wanted to ride the nso popularity wave without putting in much effort
December 15, 2025 at 3:53 AM
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December 15, 2025 at 3:49 AM
seems more common in the west when in japan there seems to be more emphasis on transgression and street-life elements
December 15, 2025 at 3:47 AM
from what i know, jirai girls are about turning fragility, danger, and self-destruction into an aesthetic and they mix kawaii and decay in a provocative and socially transgressive style, right? so im curious why this tendency to focus on fictional characters (1)
December 15, 2025 at 3:47 AM
i need this now or i’m going to break down crying uncontrollably
December 15, 2025 at 3:33 AM