ryu
@ryunamidatte.bsky.social
꒦꒷地雷系 × メンヘラ꒦꒷.. † … alive only for him 🔪♡ love me love me love me more and more …⸝⸝ †❤︎ ig: xux_______._ryu ꒦꒷ (20+)(cw for vents, sh and drug use)
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ryu
@ryunamidatte.bsky.social
· Dec 11
WOOHOO bpd rage storm passed, i’ll crawl back to writing my dumb little novels yay
February 12, 2026 at 5:05 AM
WOOHOO bpd rage storm passed, i’ll crawl back to writing my dumb little novels yay
and u know what’s actually fucking pathetic? a STRANGER on the internet saved me. some man miles away cared more about me than the people who raised me. let that sink in. that’s how fucking low you set the bar. that’s how catastrophically you failed.
February 12, 2026 at 5:00 AM
and u know what’s actually fucking pathetic? a STRANGER on the internet saved me. some man miles away cared more about me than the people who raised me. let that sink in. that’s how fucking low you set the bar. that’s how catastrophically you failed.
I don’t give a single fuck if im repetitive. i want OUT of this rotting, suffocating shithole. this city chewed me up, spat me out, called me crazy, stuffed me with useless meds and dead-eyed shrinks
February 12, 2026 at 4:45 AM
I don’t give a single fuck if im repetitive. i want OUT of this rotting, suffocating shithole. this city chewed me up, spat me out, called me crazy, stuffed me with useless meds and dead-eyed shrinks
im about to lock in my escape from this broken house and my nervous system is screaming confetti
February 2, 2026 at 12:43 AM
im about to lock in my escape from this broken house and my nervous system is screaming confetti
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skircle SATURDAY .#rebelling
January 10, 2026 at 8:36 AM
skircle SATURDAY .#rebelling
fuck my bf ignoring me makes me feel so fucking sad and feral at once im crying into the chocolate im binging and chain smoking like a tragic main character im trying not to implodeEEEEEE
January 4, 2026 at 4:13 AM
fuck my bf ignoring me makes me feel so fucking sad and feral at once im crying into the chocolate im binging and chain smoking like a tragic main character im trying not to implodeEEEEEE
the best christmas present i got this year: emotional blackmail from my mum!! wrapped in guilt, tied with tears, smiling like it’s love while it crushes me!! merry christmas everyone!!
December 25, 2025 at 9:02 PM
the best christmas present i got this year: emotional blackmail from my mum!! wrapped in guilt, tied with tears, smiling like it’s love while it crushes me!! merry christmas everyone!!
damn i haven’t cried this much in ages
December 25, 2025 at 8:55 PM
damn i haven’t cried this much in ages
my bf is the most devastatingly perfect thing alive, i love him i need him i’m nothing without him every second apart feels like i’m dying
December 25, 2025 at 4:58 AM
my bf is the most devastatingly perfect thing alive, i love him i need him i’m nothing without him every second apart feels like i’m dying
im so clingy its almost embarrassing lol
December 25, 2025 at 4:51 AM
im so clingy its almost embarrassing lol
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People when a jirai girl is unhinged, mentally ill, explosive, has issues with substances & is completely fucked in the head!! #jiraiposting
a black and white drawing of a girl with a shocked look on her face
ALT: a black and white drawing of a girl with a shocked look on her face
media.tenor.com
July 21, 2025 at 2:46 AM
People when a jirai girl is unhinged, mentally ill, explosive, has issues with substances & is completely fucked in the head!! #jiraiposting
christmas was ok-ish
presents were meh
zolpidem is a gift from the gods
holy zolpidem
presents were meh
zolpidem is a gift from the gods
holy zolpidem
December 25, 2025 at 3:47 AM
christmas was ok-ish
presents were meh
zolpidem is a gift from the gods
holy zolpidem
presents were meh
zolpidem is a gift from the gods
holy zolpidem
my bf is such an angel
December 24, 2025 at 3:33 PM
my bf is such an angel
im bitching so much about christmas lol justttt wish me luck for this hellish night with my shitty family send me prayers or good vibes or money whatever you see fit
December 24, 2025 at 3:32 PM
im bitching so much about christmas lol justttt wish me luck for this hellish night with my shitty family send me prayers or good vibes or money whatever you see fit
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Xから逃避してきたお仲間様いませんか？
(T＿T)
量産型地雷系、ゴシック系よく描いてます。
RT中心に♡も巡回します。
よろしくお願いします！
#冬の創作クラスタフォロー祭り
#絵描きさんと繋がりたい
#イラスト
#illustration
(T＿T)
量産型地雷系、ゴシック系よく描いてます。
RT中心に♡も巡回します。
よろしくお願いします！
#冬の創作クラスタフォロー祭り
#絵描きさんと繋がりたい
#イラスト
#illustration
December 24, 2025 at 2:09 PM
Xから逃避してきたお仲間様いませんか？
(T＿T)
量産型地雷系、ゴシック系よく描いてます。
RT中心に♡も巡回します。
よろしくお願いします！
#冬の創作クラスタフォロー祭り
#絵描きさんと繋がりたい
#イラスト
#illustration
(T＿T)
量産型地雷系、ゴシック系よく描いてます。
RT中心に♡も巡回します。
よろしくお願いします！
#冬の創作クラスタフォロー祭り
#絵描きさんと繋がりたい
#イラスト
#illustration
whatever i’m going to smoke
December 24, 2025 at 3:33 AM
whatever i’m going to smoke
i want a quality cutting sesh but im trying to stay clean ugh
December 24, 2025 at 3:30 AM
i want a quality cutting sesh but im trying to stay clean ugh
literally: “alive only for him”
December 24, 2025 at 3:27 AM
literally: “alive only for him”
I HATE CHRISTMASSSSSSSS
December 24, 2025 at 3:26 AM
I HATE CHRISTMASSSSSSSS
oh god, tomorrow is Christmas Eve.. breathe, breathe..
i honestly don’t think im getting out of this intact.. in dysfunctional families the mentally ill girl is always the scapegoat forced to swallow verbal abuse, humiliations, accusations, on repeat, forever
i honestly don’t think im getting out of this intact.. in dysfunctional families the mentally ill girl is always the scapegoat forced to swallow verbal abuse, humiliations, accusations, on repeat, forever
December 24, 2025 at 3:25 AM
oh god, tomorrow is Christmas Eve.. breathe, breathe..
i honestly don’t think im getting out of this intact.. in dysfunctional families the mentally ill girl is always the scapegoat forced to swallow verbal abuse, humiliations, accusations, on repeat, forever
i honestly don’t think im getting out of this intact.. in dysfunctional families the mentally ill girl is always the scapegoat forced to swallow verbal abuse, humiliations, accusations, on repeat, forever
you’ll always be by my side, right?
i love you more than anything in the world and every second i spend without you i miss you deeply
i miss you, i miss you, i miss you
i love you more than anything in the world and every second i spend without you i miss you deeply
i miss you, i miss you, i miss you
December 23, 2025 at 7:18 AM
you’ll always be by my side, right?
i love you more than anything in the world and every second i spend without you i miss you deeply
i miss you, i miss you, i miss you
i love you more than anything in the world and every second i spend without you i miss you deeply
i miss you, i miss you, i miss you
quick show me ur favourite bpd meme
December 23, 2025 at 4:39 AM
quick show me ur favourite bpd meme
ahah bpd rage so funny so bpd ahah am i right *sweats nervously*
December 23, 2025 at 4:37 AM
ahah bpd rage so funny so bpd ahah am i right *sweats nervously*