I dont want to go shoes shopping because I know nothing will fit me. Four stores in a row and not a one carries anything in my size. I want to stop. I know saying this will start an argument and we will still continue shoe shopping. I really hate this.

My brain works just like everyone else's. I am choosing to have depr3ssion. I am choosing to have a negative outlook on life. I keep rocking back and forth in this chair. I should not say that there is something wrong with my brain. I just need a positive outlook. I should try harder to fall asleep.

Sorry I keep pacing around like a trapped animal. Ill sit still. Sorry im not moving as much. Sorry. Sorry im eating too much. Sorry im not eating enough. I'm sorry im not talking. Im sorry I talked too much. What do you wwnt me to do? Can you tell me beforehand? Sorry, I won't be so serious.

Ill be more positive. Material conditions dont matter. God has a plan for all of us. I just have to do my best and it will all work out. But sometimes it doesn't work out even when you try your best. I'm so smart. I was so smart when I was a kid. I could have done better if I tried harder.

I dont know what's best for me. Sorry. I'll do whatever you tell me to. Sorry. What can I do to get the least amount of attention? Sorry, I didnt mean to make you feel uncomfortable. Where should I be looking? Okay. You want me to talk about my feelings? Okay. I'm sorry for having them. I'm sorry.

Sorry for expecting to get yelled at and scolded. It wasn't fair of me. Yes. Okay. I'm sorry.

Can I please just die already