Look up Robert Gerald Ordway Jr.
Look up Robert Gerald Ordway Sr.

Remind yourself that pedophiles will always try to make themselves look innocent to hide their depravity and to get access to children. Remind yourself that a 2nd degree offence isn't an accident, it's a deliberate action.

A "good man" doesn't go out and neglect his 8 year old daughter. A "good man" doesn't make his 8 year old daughter play doctor and parent while he's drunk every night. A good man doesn't send his daughter to a registered sex offenders house for the weekend. This is not over. I will not be silent.

Whenever I bring up consistent issues to my dad's side of the family they say they're grieving my dad's death. When I ask questions about the fact that two family members are documented pedophiles, they deflect and talk about how they're grieving and "he was a good man".

All of my father's side of the family is complicit in some way, defending his actions. My grandfather and uncle, my dad's father and brother, are both registered sex offenders. When I was a child my dad sent me to spend a weekend with a registered child predator, his brother.

I was one of his victims. I wouldn't be surprised if he had pictures of me considering all the other things I know he did. My father Roger Ordway was one of my traffickers. He's deceased, hit by a car recently. I have relished my safety the moment I found out he could no longer get his hands on me.

It's 1:42 am and I'm tired of hiding.

It's 1:43 am, my name is rotten peaches, and I'm a survivor of child sex trafficking. I was a victim in a very large organization, one that I know is currently on the chopping board for the recent arrest of a man who had tons of CSEM in his house.

therapist is the one to remind me I haven't showered in 3 weeks because the last 3 weeks of my life were a blur and I remember absolutely nothing.

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will take the time to believe something that sounds like it's out of a child's nightmare. This is a step in the right direction finally.

#DIDsky #DIDsystem #dissociativeidentitydisorder #actuallytraumagenic #therapy #healing #antiendo

does suck majorly, don't share any extremely personal information especially if you are younger.

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Give people the benefit of the doubt, don't blindly believe them, but give them the benefit of the doubt. The internet gives us a safe space to talk about things like this without the fear of abusers finding it, because we can stay anonymous.

For DID systems reading this, stay safe the internet

Don't just assume I'm some tiktok faker just because I have a rare illness, I give myself enough hassle about it, I deny it myself all the time. It DOES suck having this disorder, I have lost my living place over it because my ex-roommate thought I was going to switch and murder her.

Examples of identifying events would be something along the lines of winning a county fair competition and getting posted in the news, being part of any largely recognized company, or being in any accidents that are on the news.

The only thing I ask is give me the benefit of the doubt.

For my own safety and security I will NEVER post my diagnosis online, I will never post the name of my doctor or their location, I don't have a reason to trust you, and the same goes for you trusting me. I will never mention the names of my abusers, their specific ages, or any identifying events.

I will never act like I know everything about this disorder, I will only act like I know the things I experience on a personal basis. I already know my experience with DID is a bit unique because of my results from being tested by a licensed counsellor (American Moment).