Blegh, I'm just now getting up properly. Ended up sleeping through most of the day, like legit I should have been up....10 hours ago >.<

So that's my sleep schedule totally fucked I guess. Ah well, nothing I can do except make the most of the time I'm awake.

We made a joke last night during D&D

My wife made it into a proper meme :3

After finishing Gideon the Ninth I'm going to give myself the rest of the month to process. That was...a lot. I see why this series gets the kind of praise it does, honestly.

I also don't think the age of certain characters registered with me until the Cohort dossier at the end...

A list of vocal stims that me and my wife use;

- I'm At Soup! (various parts of the skit)
- Eyeball melting anime game
- We'll help you find the static in your FC so you can prog UwU
- I got your four basic food groups! Beans, bacon, whisky, and lard!
- Oh God, natural light!

Now I have to go do like 50 things in the next ~8 hours before I head back to bed XD

Tonight my players;

- Reinstated the God of Light
- Met the World Tree that one of them awakened in her off time
- Accidentally made a shadow clone of a world leader (akin to a country's president)

They are now plotting to use said shadow clone to replace said world leader.

Wife had to stay late and one road she takes home is suddenly closed (she took the same road this morning and it was fine and no signs indicated it would be closed) so between all that and rush hour...she's gonna be late for the game ):

I get it, and everyone else will get it.

D&D in about an hour, everything's prepped and ready. Spirit City decided washing dishes with a lantern moth friend was the night's activity XD

Wife had A Day at work so she's picking up Chinese on her way in and I'll have to try to eat and GM but hey, wouldn't be the first time lmao

Prep done, trash done. But the way my head is hurting no way I can do Hades right now, so I'm gonna settle for Minecraft and chilling for a while. Might have to do Hades over the weekend >.>

But this is what I give myself a buffer for lmao

I ended up in the shower a lot longer than I thought I'd be, so I'm doing D&D prep because in ~2 hours my wife will be up and we'll be putting the trash out and I don't want to have a pause/interruption I'll have to find and try to edit out later you know?

Garden Life recorded, edited, exported, and now uploading to go live on the 18th at 5pm cst :3

Gonna feed my little gremlins (cats), take a quick shower while the upload is going, and then settle in for Hades.

Still have D&D prep, Minecraft, and XIV progress to do. In that order >.>

h'okay, time to make another cup of coffee and settle in. Gonna record Garden Life, based on my last videos probably like an hour or so. Then stretch break, then getting that all edited and rendered, then 2-3 hours of Hades. Phew....

You know why I don't want kids?

Because no one bothers to research how being pregnant and giving birth affects women or actually do anything about it beyond shoving medications into them and saying "oh that's just part of motherhood!". No one talks about the social aspect of having kids.

Been doing this thing with Spirit City where I roll dice to see where my little avatar lands and what spirit keeps her company all night, then designing the room around the spirit.

Little vibrant green eldritch frog abomination today XD

Exhausted despite being up for only a few hours and a cup of coffee.

Guess it's time for tea since I finally got a new box of compostable tea bags for my loose leaf. Just wish I didn't need it to stay functional through my work day ):

Depression is still kicking me in the rear. I've been dizzy for hours, feels like I'm high but I haven't taken anything, and everything hurts ):

Trying to power through but owwwwwwww fuck