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@rt85.bsky.social
Seeking power in my chaos, to get more peaceful.
(Apgender)
“The-Anti”
(Apgender)
“The-Anti”
Dear Bluesky,
...Maybe I've been doing too much. Like, I've got a ton of social platforms, but don't use them, just "Lurk".
Mayhaps, it is time for me to give you another chance.
...Maybe I've been doing too much. Like, I've got a ton of social platforms, but don't use them, just "Lurk".
Mayhaps, it is time for me to give you another chance.
September 7, 2025 at 9:45 PM
Dear Bluesky,
...Maybe I've been doing too much. Like, I've got a ton of social platforms, but don't use them, just "Lurk".
Mayhaps, it is time for me to give you another chance.
...Maybe I've been doing too much. Like, I've got a ton of social platforms, but don't use them, just "Lurk".
Mayhaps, it is time for me to give you another chance.
#MentalHealth #Unforgivable
...The most painful thing is to know that because you decided to go down a path of change and healing, your toxic brother would follow the family curse and poison his daughters minds to anger and hatred.
...The most painful thing is to know that because you decided to go down a path of change and healing, your toxic brother would follow the family curse and poison his daughters minds to anger and hatred.
April 12, 2025 at 12:29 PM
#MentalHealth #Unforgivable
...The most painful thing is to know that because you decided to go down a path of change and healing, your toxic brother would follow the family curse and poison his daughters minds to anger and hatred.
...The most painful thing is to know that because you decided to go down a path of change and healing, your toxic brother would follow the family curse and poison his daughters minds to anger and hatred.
"ADHD tends to affect sexual appetite, some can become hypersexual, due to the dopamine fix..."
😑: Don't believe it.
[Said after fapping 3 times, because everything looks very sexy and can't focus unless balls are drained. Mind gets crystal clear afterwards.]
😑: Don't believe it.
[Said after fapping 3 times, because everything looks very sexy and can't focus unless balls are drained. Mind gets crystal clear afterwards.]
April 9, 2025 at 1:24 AM
"ADHD tends to affect sexual appetite, some can become hypersexual, due to the dopamine fix..."
😑: Don't believe it.
[Said after fapping 3 times, because everything looks very sexy and can't focus unless balls are drained. Mind gets crystal clear afterwards.]
😑: Don't believe it.
[Said after fapping 3 times, because everything looks very sexy and can't focus unless balls are drained. Mind gets crystal clear afterwards.]
🍃🔥😮💨🤔😈:
"...Lotta folks wanna talk about how hard it is to make the vision a reality, but don't talk about how they could HELP those who can.
...People wanna talk about how they're not cut out for something, and they didn't take a second to think how they could get to it their own way."
"...Lotta folks wanna talk about how hard it is to make the vision a reality, but don't talk about how they could HELP those who can.
...People wanna talk about how they're not cut out for something, and they didn't take a second to think how they could get to it their own way."
April 5, 2025 at 8:14 PM
🍃🔥😮💨🤔😈:
"...Lotta folks wanna talk about how hard it is to make the vision a reality, but don't talk about how they could HELP those who can.
...People wanna talk about how they're not cut out for something, and they didn't take a second to think how they could get to it their own way."
"...Lotta folks wanna talk about how hard it is to make the vision a reality, but don't talk about how they could HELP those who can.
...People wanna talk about how they're not cut out for something, and they didn't take a second to think how they could get to it their own way."
When you write a decent first draft about a #MentalHealth breakthrough, where you finally obtain peace because the place you experienced trauma is being bulldozed and the people who did it have ruined lives, addictions, lifelong prison sentences, or dead, while you watched and laughed in therapy.
a picture of a woman with horns and the words " ahh revenge it sure feels good !!! "
ALT: a picture of a woman with horns and the words " ahh revenge it sure feels good !!! "
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April 2, 2025 at 7:20 AM
When you write a decent first draft about a #MentalHealth breakthrough, where you finally obtain peace because the place you experienced trauma is being bulldozed and the people who did it have ruined lives, addictions, lifelong prison sentences, or dead, while you watched and laughed in therapy.
#yandere
😊: ...Hey mom! Remember your childhood doll that I dressed up for you? I'd like for [daughter] to have it; She'd be over the moon!
🧏🏿♀️: That never was my childhood doll. I had it made when I was [military ] and dating your [military] father...it was "our baby".
😐: ...Wut?
😊: ...Hey mom! Remember your childhood doll that I dressed up for you? I'd like for [daughter] to have it; She'd be over the moon!
🧏🏿♀️: That never was my childhood doll. I had it made when I was [military ] and dating your [military] father...it was "our baby".
😐: ...Wut?
a girl with pink hair and big eyes is peeking out from behind a wall
ALT: a girl with pink hair and big eyes is peeking out from behind a wall
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March 29, 2025 at 7:37 PM
#yandere
😊: ...Hey mom! Remember your childhood doll that I dressed up for you? I'd like for [daughter] to have it; She'd be over the moon!
🧏🏿♀️: That never was my childhood doll. I had it made when I was [military ] and dating your [military] father...it was "our baby".
😐: ...Wut?
😊: ...Hey mom! Remember your childhood doll that I dressed up for you? I'd like for [daughter] to have it; She'd be over the moon!
🧏🏿♀️: That never was my childhood doll. I had it made when I was [military ] and dating your [military] father...it was "our baby".
😐: ...Wut?
#MentalHealth
I just hit a breakthrough, allowing me to feel much better and more at peace... Just in the nick of time for my insurance to be taken from me. So my new and more positive mentality will have to be field-tested, while I watch where I felt peace turn into where I learned war.
I just hit a breakthrough, allowing me to feel much better and more at peace... Just in the nick of time for my insurance to be taken from me. So my new and more positive mentality will have to be field-tested, while I watch where I felt peace turn into where I learned war.
March 26, 2025 at 11:44 PM
#MentalHealth
I just hit a breakthrough, allowing me to feel much better and more at peace... Just in the nick of time for my insurance to be taken from me. So my new and more positive mentality will have to be field-tested, while I watch where I felt peace turn into where I learned war.
I just hit a breakthrough, allowing me to feel much better and more at peace... Just in the nick of time for my insurance to be taken from me. So my new and more positive mentality will have to be field-tested, while I watch where I felt peace turn into where I learned war.
1. Get Linux. Get familiar with it, notice that it doesn't monitor nor get viruses like windows, learn about pi-hole.
2. Get armed in some form or fashion, learn to defend yourself.
3. Start sharing resources with your friends both physically and digitally.
4. Remember to make time to get R&R.
2. Get armed in some form or fashion, learn to defend yourself.
3. Start sharing resources with your friends both physically and digitally.
4. Remember to make time to get R&R.
a man in a leather jacket is making a funny face while looking at the camera .
ALT: a man in a leather jacket is making a funny face while looking at the camera .
media.tenor.com
March 26, 2025 at 4:06 AM
1. Get Linux. Get familiar with it, notice that it doesn't monitor nor get viruses like windows, learn about pi-hole.
2. Get armed in some form or fashion, learn to defend yourself.
3. Start sharing resources with your friends both physically and digitally.
4. Remember to make time to get R&R.
2. Get armed in some form or fashion, learn to defend yourself.
3. Start sharing resources with your friends both physically and digitally.
4. Remember to make time to get R&R.
Mushroom Coffee:
🤳🏽: Mushroom coffee is a great alternative for NEURO-SPICY folks to get energized, minus the weird effects (brain goes ape)!
😑: *sips coffee and waits*
......This didn't do shi- *Notices I accomplished EVERYTHING* 😐... Wow.
🤳🏽: Mushroom coffee is a great alternative for NEURO-SPICY folks to get energized, minus the weird effects (brain goes ape)!
😑: *sips coffee and waits*
......This didn't do shi- *Notices I accomplished EVERYTHING* 😐... Wow.
a poster with a cup of coffee and the words drink your coffee
ALT: a poster with a cup of coffee and the words drink your coffee
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March 26, 2025 at 3:56 AM
Mushroom Coffee:
🤳🏽: Mushroom coffee is a great alternative for NEURO-SPICY folks to get energized, minus the weird effects (brain goes ape)!
😑: *sips coffee and waits*
......This didn't do shi- *Notices I accomplished EVERYTHING* 😐... Wow.
🤳🏽: Mushroom coffee is a great alternative for NEURO-SPICY folks to get energized, minus the weird effects (brain goes ape)!
😑: *sips coffee and waits*
......This didn't do shi- *Notices I accomplished EVERYTHING* 😐... Wow.
#High-Thought
#Warhammer40K
...As much as I love the lore and universe of 40k, from what I have learned of their beliefs, I would NOT want to introduce them to this world. Yeah, we'd unite with other lives, but we'd be in the pocket of The Imperium.
#Warhammer40K
...As much as I love the lore and universe of 40k, from what I have learned of their beliefs, I would NOT want to introduce them to this world. Yeah, we'd unite with other lives, but we'd be in the pocket of The Imperium.
March 17, 2025 at 5:21 AM
#High-Thought
#Warhammer40K
...As much as I love the lore and universe of 40k, from what I have learned of their beliefs, I would NOT want to introduce them to this world. Yeah, we'd unite with other lives, but we'd be in the pocket of The Imperium.
#Warhammer40K
...As much as I love the lore and universe of 40k, from what I have learned of their beliefs, I would NOT want to introduce them to this world. Yeah, we'd unite with other lives, but we'd be in the pocket of The Imperium.
#Socialism
We as a community have seen, time and time again, that our civil well-being, which we've entrusted to a select few, will self-geld in the name of "Radical Civility". It is up to US, those in the trenches and on the streets, to unite against authoritarianism and eventual fascism together.
We as a community have seen, time and time again, that our civil well-being, which we've entrusted to a select few, will self-geld in the name of "Radical Civility". It is up to US, those in the trenches and on the streets, to unite against authoritarianism and eventual fascism together.
March 17, 2025 at 1:20 AM
#Socialism
We as a community have seen, time and time again, that our civil well-being, which we've entrusted to a select few, will self-geld in the name of "Radical Civility". It is up to US, those in the trenches and on the streets, to unite against authoritarianism and eventual fascism together.
We as a community have seen, time and time again, that our civil well-being, which we've entrusted to a select few, will self-geld in the name of "Radical Civility". It is up to US, those in the trenches and on the streets, to unite against authoritarianism and eventual fascism together.
#High-Thought #Worship
From Birth, I was Southern Baptist... Not understanding the dogma these grown adults were screaming at me, I grew up feeling fear to do things considered "wrong", "Lest ye face the wrath of the LORD!".
From Birth, I was Southern Baptist... Not understanding the dogma these grown adults were screaming at me, I grew up feeling fear to do things considered "wrong", "Lest ye face the wrath of the LORD!".
March 16, 2025 at 9:09 PM
#High-Thought #Worship
From Birth, I was Southern Baptist... Not understanding the dogma these grown adults were screaming at me, I grew up feeling fear to do things considered "wrong", "Lest ye face the wrath of the LORD!".
From Birth, I was Southern Baptist... Not understanding the dogma these grown adults were screaming at me, I grew up feeling fear to do things considered "wrong", "Lest ye face the wrath of the LORD!".
#MentalHealth
When you've cleaned your CPAP and think much clearer now, to noticing that when you toke your meds, your thoughts slow just enough that it's manageable and lucid, while previous meds just hyped you up to match your brain's speed.
This is less taxing and keeps me healthily productive.
When you've cleaned your CPAP and think much clearer now, to noticing that when you toke your meds, your thoughts slow just enough that it's manageable and lucid, while previous meds just hyped you up to match your brain's speed.
This is less taxing and keeps me healthily productive.
March 16, 2025 at 7:45 PM
#MentalHealth
When you've cleaned your CPAP and think much clearer now, to noticing that when you toke your meds, your thoughts slow just enough that it's manageable and lucid, while previous meds just hyped you up to match your brain's speed.
This is less taxing and keeps me healthily productive.
When you've cleaned your CPAP and think much clearer now, to noticing that when you toke your meds, your thoughts slow just enough that it's manageable and lucid, while previous meds just hyped you up to match your brain's speed.
This is less taxing and keeps me healthily productive.
Gotta admit, the $300 Vizio I got years ago turned out to not be as good as I thought... But the older 150$ 4k from LG I got from a pawn shop is still running circles around it.
March 15, 2025 at 10:35 PM
Gotta admit, the $300 Vizio I got years ago turned out to not be as good as I thought... But the older 150$ 4k from LG I got from a pawn shop is still running circles around it.
CW: Racism.
This 💩 popped up on my FB news feed two days ago. Couple of my comrades got it on theirs too... Biggest dog whistle I've ever seen.
This 💩 popped up on my FB news feed two days ago. Couple of my comrades got it on theirs too... Biggest dog whistle I've ever seen.
March 12, 2025 at 3:10 PM
CW: Racism.
This 💩 popped up on my FB news feed two days ago. Couple of my comrades got it on theirs too... Biggest dog whistle I've ever seen.
This 💩 popped up on my FB news feed two days ago. Couple of my comrades got it on theirs too... Biggest dog whistle I've ever seen.
> Have CPTSD.
> Use visualization to do "Inner-work" and be enlightened.
> Communicate and grow aware of instincts and urges.
> Create Visualization of Chaplain Grimaldus, a mental idea of someone I admire and aspects I want to absorb.
> Visualize them giving wisdom by mass candlelight.
> Use visualization to do "Inner-work" and be enlightened.
> Communicate and grow aware of instincts and urges.
> Create Visualization of Chaplain Grimaldus, a mental idea of someone I admire and aspects I want to absorb.
> Visualize them giving wisdom by mass candlelight.
March 9, 2025 at 5:51 PM
> Have CPTSD.
> Use visualization to do "Inner-work" and be enlightened.
> Communicate and grow aware of instincts and urges.
> Create Visualization of Chaplain Grimaldus, a mental idea of someone I admire and aspects I want to absorb.
> Visualize them giving wisdom by mass candlelight.
> Use visualization to do "Inner-work" and be enlightened.
> Communicate and grow aware of instincts and urges.
> Create Visualization of Chaplain Grimaldus, a mental idea of someone I admire and aspects I want to absorb.
> Visualize them giving wisdom by mass candlelight.
Stoned Thought: #mentalhealth
An attempt to express how mental healing doesn't mean you have to become a saint:
>Be me.
>Be neurodivergent and [CPTSD]
> Live in SOCIOPATHIC-RAGE, Constantly gritting teeth and holding back urge to go APE-💩/ SEVERE Depression
(1/6)
An attempt to express how mental healing doesn't mean you have to become a saint:
>Be me.
>Be neurodivergent and [CPTSD]
> Live in SOCIOPATHIC-RAGE, Constantly gritting teeth and holding back urge to go APE-💩/ SEVERE Depression
(1/6)
February 12, 2025 at 9:42 AM
Stoned Thought: #mentalhealth
An attempt to express how mental healing doesn't mean you have to become a saint:
>Be me.
>Be neurodivergent and [CPTSD]
> Live in SOCIOPATHIC-RAGE, Constantly gritting teeth and holding back urge to go APE-💩/ SEVERE Depression
(1/6)
An attempt to express how mental healing doesn't mean you have to become a saint:
>Be me.
>Be neurodivergent and [CPTSD]
> Live in SOCIOPATHIC-RAGE, Constantly gritting teeth and holding back urge to go APE-💩/ SEVERE Depression
(1/6)
💀: What is your life?
😈: My love and honor is my life.
💀: What is your fate?
😈: My duty to myself and those I love is my fate.
💀: What is your fear?
👿: My fear is to fail myself and those I love.
💀: What is your reward?
😈: Ensuring my and my loved ones' salvation is my reward.
😈: My love and honor is my life.
💀: What is your fate?
😈: My duty to myself and those I love is my fate.
💀: What is your fear?
👿: My fear is to fail myself and those I love.
💀: What is your reward?
😈: Ensuring my and my loved ones' salvation is my reward.
February 6, 2025 at 4:55 PM
💀: What is your life?
😈: My love and honor is my life.
💀: What is your fate?
😈: My duty to myself and those I love is my fate.
💀: What is your fear?
👿: My fear is to fail myself and those I love.
💀: What is your reward?
😈: Ensuring my and my loved ones' salvation is my reward.
😈: My love and honor is my life.
💀: What is your fate?
😈: My duty to myself and those I love is my fate.
💀: What is your fear?
👿: My fear is to fail myself and those I love.
💀: What is your reward?
😈: Ensuring my and my loved ones' salvation is my reward.
🗣️: So you know... You can post nudity on here.
😲😀: ...So I'll be able to post pics of me on the toilet?
👤: Well, I mean no-
🙃: Too late!
😲😀: ...So I'll be able to post pics of me on the toilet?
👤: Well, I mean no-
🙃: Too late!
January 30, 2025 at 4:32 AM
🗣️: So you know... You can post nudity on here.
😲😀: ...So I'll be able to post pics of me on the toilet?
👤: Well, I mean no-
🙃: Too late!
😲😀: ...So I'll be able to post pics of me on the toilet?
👤: Well, I mean no-
🙃: Too late!
This was something I had seen coming (thank you pattern recognition.... And maybe autism) a few years ago (keep an eye on how the public acts.), so I had some time to get ready. Keep your heads down and get prepared during THIS YEAR.
January 28, 2025 at 12:22 AM
This was something I had seen coming (thank you pattern recognition.... And maybe autism) a few years ago (keep an eye on how the public acts.), so I had some time to get ready. Keep your heads down and get prepared during THIS YEAR.
Welp, looks like it's finally time! Now that Drump has taken office, it's time for all the preparation I've done to take effect!
January 21, 2025 at 3:46 AM
Welp, looks like it's finally time! Now that Drump has taken office, it's time for all the preparation I've done to take effect!
Soooo I'm back in the fed-verse? Like mastodon, but different steps?
Oop, am I not allowed to say the M word?
Oop, am I not allowed to say the M word?
January 11, 2025 at 6:55 PM
Soooo I'm back in the fed-verse? Like mastodon, but different steps?
Oop, am I not allowed to say the M word?
Oop, am I not allowed to say the M word?