•••{( User: Leon )}•••
@roostingphoenix.bsky.social
A half-manifested ego who'd rather play with brutes & opportunists than time, over time being the lifeguard for those who want to drown in the Swamp of Sorrow
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I have been on the hunt for every way I can increase my potassium ratio & keep my saturation where I need it. I cant afford to fast too much especially when I am once again healing. Actually that’s a good idea. How about I start up the icebreaker HIIT this week. In & out of the gym nice & easy
November 13, 2025 at 2:20 PM
I have been on the hunt for every way I can increase my potassium ratio & keep my saturation where I need it. I cant afford to fast too much especially when I am once again healing. Actually that’s a good idea. How about I start up the icebreaker HIIT this week. In & out of the gym nice & easy
Ill have a whole lot of time to continue to exist after tonight. Itll be a while until the proper surgery. Tonight I will be under the side effects of the prep pain & the anasthetics & the pain killers
So I might as well have another of my delicious meals. Couch potato & turn in early like yesterday
So I might as well have another of my delicious meals. Couch potato & turn in early like yesterday
November 13, 2025 at 2:18 PM
Ill have a whole lot of time to continue to exist after tonight. Itll be a while until the proper surgery. Tonight I will be under the side effects of the prep pain & the anasthetics & the pain killers
So I might as well have another of my delicious meals. Couch potato & turn in early like yesterday
So I might as well have another of my delicious meals. Couch potato & turn in early like yesterday
Soon I will have the best advantage that my proactive & preventative efforts can provide
Whether they were seasonal or not
Whether they were seasonal or not
November 13, 2025 at 2:10 PM
Soon I will have the best advantage that my proactive & preventative efforts can provide
Whether they were seasonal or not
Whether they were seasonal or not
Ahahaha okay sure fuck it an hour earlier for surgical prep stuff why not
The realization that there is a day after sunk in while I was watching the clouds rolling in over the sun rise
Even when “transient periods” have been the norm for me, its no excuse not to TRY, to keep growing
The realization that there is a day after sunk in while I was watching the clouds rolling in over the sun rise
Even when “transient periods” have been the norm for me, its no excuse not to TRY, to keep growing
November 13, 2025 at 2:06 PM
Ahahaha okay sure fuck it an hour earlier for surgical prep stuff why not
The realization that there is a day after sunk in while I was watching the clouds rolling in over the sun rise
Even when “transient periods” have been the norm for me, its no excuse not to TRY, to keep growing
The realization that there is a day after sunk in while I was watching the clouds rolling in over the sun rise
Even when “transient periods” have been the norm for me, its no excuse not to TRY, to keep growing
Wolf, fox, dog eh whats the difference
November 13, 2025 at 12:37 PM
Wolf, fox, dog eh whats the difference
“im also a fox” WOWWWW
November 13, 2025 at 12:31 PM
“im also a fox” WOWWWW
Just when I thought he couldnt get cooler no fucking way
November 13, 2025 at 12:31 PM
Just when I thought he couldnt get cooler no fucking way
I could at least do some more tinkering to get my brushes adjusted to the new tablet today. Still not in a satisfactory place, there… so yknow what yeah I will make some coffee. Even if I still have so much going on from the neck up. Feels like I got kicked , & the pain killer hay fever… guh
November 13, 2025 at 11:14 AM
I could at least do some more tinkering to get my brushes adjusted to the new tablet today. Still not in a satisfactory place, there… so yknow what yeah I will make some coffee. Even if I still have so much going on from the neck up. Feels like I got kicked , & the pain killer hay fever… guh
I cannot yield the territory of inspiration i have to sorrow just because “aw i would have loved to share this with big bro”
November 13, 2025 at 11:09 AM
I cannot yield the territory of inspiration i have to sorrow just because “aw i would have loved to share this with big bro”
My plan…
Oh thank fuck. I was gifted Spirit of the North. Which had my mind swirling with empowerment for the incorporeal & abstract & art.
My chronic issue is that I always arrive at such an annoyingly rules-focused state of mind. Physical, corporeal, cause & effect.
I should keep my spirit fed
Oh thank fuck. I was gifted Spirit of the North. Which had my mind swirling with empowerment for the incorporeal & abstract & art.
My chronic issue is that I always arrive at such an annoyingly rules-focused state of mind. Physical, corporeal, cause & effect.
I should keep my spirit fed
November 13, 2025 at 11:07 AM
My plan…
Oh thank fuck. I was gifted Spirit of the North. Which had my mind swirling with empowerment for the incorporeal & abstract & art.
My chronic issue is that I always arrive at such an annoyingly rules-focused state of mind. Physical, corporeal, cause & effect.
I should keep my spirit fed
Oh thank fuck. I was gifted Spirit of the North. Which had my mind swirling with empowerment for the incorporeal & abstract & art.
My chronic issue is that I always arrive at such an annoyingly rules-focused state of mind. Physical, corporeal, cause & effect.
I should keep my spirit fed
My plan… Ive got about 6 hours now before my next surgery. The theme over the last few weeks has been… hard to recollect. I know it was only last week I was waking up at 11pm, too depressed to even game. Spending all my time just doing my daily chores as I kept adding more exercises & adjust for 🌡️
November 13, 2025 at 11:04 AM
My plan… Ive got about 6 hours now before my next surgery. The theme over the last few weeks has been… hard to recollect. I know it was only last week I was waking up at 11pm, too depressed to even game. Spending all my time just doing my daily chores as I kept adding more exercises & adjust for 🌡️
How do I get to making art again asap?
My plan?
Its not entirely too late to have something down for novel writing this month, but i am teetering on the edge of not giving a damn seeing as the last writer I had in my life was such a major disappointment for kin Im still malding.
My plan?
Its not entirely too late to have something down for novel writing this month, but i am teetering on the edge of not giving a damn seeing as the last writer I had in my life was such a major disappointment for kin Im still malding.
November 13, 2025 at 11:00 AM
How do I get to making art again asap?
My plan?
Its not entirely too late to have something down for novel writing this month, but i am teetering on the edge of not giving a damn seeing as the last writer I had in my life was such a major disappointment for kin Im still malding.
My plan?
Its not entirely too late to have something down for novel writing this month, but i am teetering on the edge of not giving a damn seeing as the last writer I had in my life was such a major disappointment for kin Im still malding.
I would like to be doing art. Right now, my mind is a bit busy. Im making time watching One Piece, a stablizing force in my life.
Every year, fate makes the baton pass of autumn to winter a manic dash of causality.
I feel a relief somewhat that I have only one connection left within the new bubble
Every year, fate makes the baton pass of autumn to winter a manic dash of causality.
I feel a relief somewhat that I have only one connection left within the new bubble
November 13, 2025 at 10:57 AM
I would like to be doing art. Right now, my mind is a bit busy. Im making time watching One Piece, a stablizing force in my life.
Every year, fate makes the baton pass of autumn to winter a manic dash of causality.
I feel a relief somewhat that I have only one connection left within the new bubble
Every year, fate makes the baton pass of autumn to winter a manic dash of causality.
I feel a relief somewhat that I have only one connection left within the new bubble
🐦🔥
I will do it myself
I will do it myself
November 13, 2025 at 10:28 AM
🐦🔥
I will do it myself
I will do it myself
Whatever I was dreaming about , I woke up & instantly got in front of the shimmer. I have a burning Need to hear “Paint” as often as I am able
November 13, 2025 at 10:27 AM
Whatever I was dreaming about , I woke up & instantly got in front of the shimmer. I have a burning Need to hear “Paint” as often as I am able
Birds make me so happy every time i hear a bird make a sound its like my spirit lights up, & my body with it
November 13, 2025 at 12:13 AM
Birds make me so happy every time i hear a bird make a sound its like my spirit lights up, & my body with it
Feels like i was kicked by a mule
November 12, 2025 at 11:58 PM
Feels like i was kicked by a mule
I like chatting… it makes being so fucking quiet all the time, as if I am in a library, so suffocating… sometimes… i even forget what my own voice sounds like…
November 12, 2025 at 9:53 PM
I like chatting… it makes being so fucking quiet all the time, as if I am in a library, so suffocating… sometimes… i even forget what my own voice sounds like…
I worry, without the void phantasm of mine, I would be just as terribly busy body…
Perhaps i could use a bit of that again. Once the rest of this, one-&-done big stuff is finished. I dont know. I dont know what life is gonna look life after this. Just that ane is coming up & i have tickets now 🧡🐦🔥
Perhaps i could use a bit of that again. Once the rest of this, one-&-done big stuff is finished. I dont know. I dont know what life is gonna look life after this. Just that ane is coming up & i have tickets now 🧡🐦🔥
November 12, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I worry, without the void phantasm of mine, I would be just as terribly busy body…
Perhaps i could use a bit of that again. Once the rest of this, one-&-done big stuff is finished. I dont know. I dont know what life is gonna look life after this. Just that ane is coming up & i have tickets now 🧡🐦🔥
Perhaps i could use a bit of that again. Once the rest of this, one-&-done big stuff is finished. I dont know. I dont know what life is gonna look life after this. Just that ane is coming up & i have tickets now 🧡🐦🔥
Of course it would be easier to play catch with those ideas if those i love arent trying to outrun their own fucking SHADOW & never have a single thought in their heads except glut glut fuck eat sleep go go go gotta keep moving never stop never look back or im lost
Etc
Etc
November 12, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Of course it would be easier to play catch with those ideas if those i love arent trying to outrun their own fucking SHADOW & never have a single thought in their heads except glut glut fuck eat sleep go go go gotta keep moving never stop never look back or im lost
Etc
Etc
Asking for help is hard.
Its something Ive been learning the last seven years. Since i first let a stranger pay to rip teeth out of my skull.
I am reflecting on what my director looks like, what they want, its hard to pull them away from zealous passionate worship of life & its subjects
Its something Ive been learning the last seven years. Since i first let a stranger pay to rip teeth out of my skull.
I am reflecting on what my director looks like, what they want, its hard to pull them away from zealous passionate worship of life & its subjects
November 12, 2025 at 9:46 PM
Asking for help is hard.
Its something Ive been learning the last seven years. Since i first let a stranger pay to rip teeth out of my skull.
I am reflecting on what my director looks like, what they want, its hard to pull them away from zealous passionate worship of life & its subjects
Its something Ive been learning the last seven years. Since i first let a stranger pay to rip teeth out of my skull.
I am reflecting on what my director looks like, what they want, its hard to pull them away from zealous passionate worship of life & its subjects
how is anyone ever bored
November 12, 2025 at 9:23 PM
how is anyone ever bored
I guess its time
My limbs may tremble but theyll get me through this
Its just nerves. As long as i breathe & keep my resolve
All of this so i can lead a long, healthier life, one where i hold shame for No one & hold back for Nothing
Lets go, under the knife again today woo
My limbs may tremble but theyll get me through this
Its just nerves. As long as i breathe & keep my resolve
All of this so i can lead a long, healthier life, one where i hold shame for No one & hold back for Nothing
Lets go, under the knife again today woo
November 12, 2025 at 5:20 PM
I guess its time
My limbs may tremble but theyll get me through this
Its just nerves. As long as i breathe & keep my resolve
All of this so i can lead a long, healthier life, one where i hold shame for No one & hold back for Nothing
Lets go, under the knife again today woo
My limbs may tremble but theyll get me through this
Its just nerves. As long as i breathe & keep my resolve
All of this so i can lead a long, healthier life, one where i hold shame for No one & hold back for Nothing
Lets go, under the knife again today woo