•••{( User: Leon )}•••
@roostingphoenix.bsky.social
A half-manifested ego who'd rather play with brutes & opportunists than time, over time being the lifeguard for those who want to drown in the Swamp of Sorrow
Pinned
Birds make me so happy every time i hear a bird make a sound its like my spirit lights up, & my body with it
November 13, 2025 at 12:13 AM
Birds make me so happy every time i hear a bird make a sound its like my spirit lights up, & my body with it
Feels like i was kicked by a mule
November 12, 2025 at 11:58 PM
Feels like i was kicked by a mule
I like chatting… it makes being so fucking quiet all the time, as if I am in a library, so suffocating… sometimes… i even forget what my own voice sounds like…
November 12, 2025 at 9:53 PM
I like chatting… it makes being so fucking quiet all the time, as if I am in a library, so suffocating… sometimes… i even forget what my own voice sounds like…
I worry, without the void phantasm of mine, I would be just as terribly busy body…
Perhaps i could use a bit of that again. Once the rest of this, one-&-done big stuff is finished. I dont know. I dont know what life is gonna look life after this. Just that ane is coming up & i have tickets now 🧡🐦🔥
Perhaps i could use a bit of that again. Once the rest of this, one-&-done big stuff is finished. I dont know. I dont know what life is gonna look life after this. Just that ane is coming up & i have tickets now 🧡🐦🔥
November 12, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I worry, without the void phantasm of mine, I would be just as terribly busy body…
Perhaps i could use a bit of that again. Once the rest of this, one-&-done big stuff is finished. I dont know. I dont know what life is gonna look life after this. Just that ane is coming up & i have tickets now 🧡🐦🔥
Perhaps i could use a bit of that again. Once the rest of this, one-&-done big stuff is finished. I dont know. I dont know what life is gonna look life after this. Just that ane is coming up & i have tickets now 🧡🐦🔥
Of course it would be easier to play catch with those ideas if those i love arent trying to outrun their own fucking SHADOW & never have a single thought in their heads except glut glut fuck eat sleep go go go gotta keep moving never stop never look back or im lost
Etc
Etc
November 12, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Of course it would be easier to play catch with those ideas if those i love arent trying to outrun their own fucking SHADOW & never have a single thought in their heads except glut glut fuck eat sleep go go go gotta keep moving never stop never look back or im lost
Etc
Etc
Asking for help is hard.
Its something Ive been learning the last seven years. Since i first let a stranger pay to rip teeth out of my skull.
I am reflecting on what my director looks like, what they want, its hard to pull them away from zealous passionate worship of life & its subjects
Its something Ive been learning the last seven years. Since i first let a stranger pay to rip teeth out of my skull.
I am reflecting on what my director looks like, what they want, its hard to pull them away from zealous passionate worship of life & its subjects
November 12, 2025 at 9:46 PM
Asking for help is hard.
Its something Ive been learning the last seven years. Since i first let a stranger pay to rip teeth out of my skull.
I am reflecting on what my director looks like, what they want, its hard to pull them away from zealous passionate worship of life & its subjects
Its something Ive been learning the last seven years. Since i first let a stranger pay to rip teeth out of my skull.
I am reflecting on what my director looks like, what they want, its hard to pull them away from zealous passionate worship of life & its subjects
how is anyone ever bored
November 12, 2025 at 9:23 PM
how is anyone ever bored
I guess its time
My limbs may tremble but theyll get me through this
Its just nerves. As long as i breathe & keep my resolve
All of this so i can lead a long, healthier life, one where i hold shame for No one & hold back for Nothing
Lets go, under the knife again today woo
My limbs may tremble but theyll get me through this
Its just nerves. As long as i breathe & keep my resolve
All of this so i can lead a long, healthier life, one where i hold shame for No one & hold back for Nothing
Lets go, under the knife again today woo
November 12, 2025 at 5:20 PM
I guess its time
My limbs may tremble but theyll get me through this
Its just nerves. As long as i breathe & keep my resolve
All of this so i can lead a long, healthier life, one where i hold shame for No one & hold back for Nothing
Lets go, under the knife again today woo
My limbs may tremble but theyll get me through this
Its just nerves. As long as i breathe & keep my resolve
All of this so i can lead a long, healthier life, one where i hold shame for No one & hold back for Nothing
Lets go, under the knife again today woo
Someone I couldnt get to make any changes , I walked away from
They showed up the other day
Just to flatter me & let me know of their recent misfortunes
They were a partner of the cat from the other coven
The one who harassed a witch just trying to exist on chost
Starting the mirror game
They showed up the other day
Just to flatter me & let me know of their recent misfortunes
They were a partner of the cat from the other coven
The one who harassed a witch just trying to exist on chost
Starting the mirror game
November 12, 2025 at 5:14 PM
Someone I couldnt get to make any changes , I walked away from
They showed up the other day
Just to flatter me & let me know of their recent misfortunes
They were a partner of the cat from the other coven
The one who harassed a witch just trying to exist on chost
Starting the mirror game
They showed up the other day
Just to flatter me & let me know of their recent misfortunes
They were a partner of the cat from the other coven
The one who harassed a witch just trying to exist on chost
Starting the mirror game
“Dont ever ask me for more than I want to do! Also, its not fair! I never ask you for anything except be nice. Be grateful, calm & stable!”
I am not just some beast you can stable
“You dont ask me for anything?”
Why? I never told you you couldnt ask me for anything
Who put you in chains!? Not me
I am not just some beast you can stable
“You dont ask me for anything?”
Why? I never told you you couldnt ask me for anything
Who put you in chains!? Not me
November 12, 2025 at 4:54 PM
“Dont ever ask me for more than I want to do! Also, its not fair! I never ask you for anything except be nice. Be grateful, calm & stable!”
I am not just some beast you can stable
“You dont ask me for anything?”
Why? I never told you you couldnt ask me for anything
Who put you in chains!? Not me
I am not just some beast you can stable
“You dont ask me for anything?”
Why? I never told you you couldnt ask me for anything
Who put you in chains!? Not me
Removal of energy that inhibits the intention of the arrangement
November 12, 2025 at 4:42 PM
Removal of energy that inhibits the intention of the arrangement
Shades your lamp
November 12, 2025 at 4:40 PM
Shades your lamp
Sours your grapes
November 12, 2025 at 4:40 PM
Sours your grapes
Yes Im stressed out about my surgery,
No. No one is here to hold my paw
Yes. I am coping
No, I dont think there’s anything else to be done
Ive given gifts & offerings & apologies & bribes & tithings & made demands or requests that were never honored ad nauseum
Reconciliation is a waste
No. No one is here to hold my paw
Yes. I am coping
No, I dont think there’s anything else to be done
Ive given gifts & offerings & apologies & bribes & tithings & made demands or requests that were never honored ad nauseum
Reconciliation is a waste
November 12, 2025 at 4:40 PM
Yes Im stressed out about my surgery,
No. No one is here to hold my paw
Yes. I am coping
No, I dont think there’s anything else to be done
Ive given gifts & offerings & apologies & bribes & tithings & made demands or requests that were never honored ad nauseum
Reconciliation is a waste
No. No one is here to hold my paw
Yes. I am coping
No, I dont think there’s anything else to be done
Ive given gifts & offerings & apologies & bribes & tithings & made demands or requests that were never honored ad nauseum
Reconciliation is a waste
“If i posted about you online id surely be vindicated u3u theyd all agree youre the asshole”
November 12, 2025 at 4:37 PM
“If i posted about you online id surely be vindicated u3u theyd all agree youre the asshole”
“Be nice to me, I only provide you nothing, except sometimes I submit to you, & i hold secret resentment I will never proactively address because youre scary & im busy working on improving my life alone because asking for help or understanding connection as a three legged race is too hard”
November 12, 2025 at 4:36 PM
“Be nice to me, I only provide you nothing, except sometimes I submit to you, & i hold secret resentment I will never proactively address because youre scary & im busy working on improving my life alone because asking for help or understanding connection as a three legged race is too hard”
What specific goals & lifestyle adjustments & considerations I am demanding to honor your empty words of commitment
Prove it
& youve got nothing to say but “be nice to me”
You really dont have goals or commitments at all you just want a collection of contacts that are useful like tools
Ya tool!
Prove it
& youve got nothing to say but “be nice to me”
You really dont have goals or commitments at all you just want a collection of contacts that are useful like tools
Ya tool!
a cartoon of a dog and a cat standing next to each other in front of a body of water
ALT: a cartoon of a dog and a cat standing next to each other in front of a body of water
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November 12, 2025 at 4:34 PM
What specific goals & lifestyle adjustments & considerations I am demanding to honor your empty words of commitment
Prove it
& youve got nothing to say but “be nice to me”
You really dont have goals or commitments at all you just want a collection of contacts that are useful like tools
Ya tool!
Prove it
& youve got nothing to say but “be nice to me”
You really dont have goals or commitments at all you just want a collection of contacts that are useful like tools
Ya tool!
“look at how happy & loving we were to each other, our shared dreams, all given as a gift to you out of the desire to have something to look forward to, together. While everyone comes to talk to you about the hot new art & steps on your tails, making YOU need to tell everyone where you stand, now.”
November 12, 2025 at 4:26 PM
“look at how happy & loving we were to each other, our shared dreams, all given as a gift to you out of the desire to have something to look forward to, together. While everyone comes to talk to you about the hot new art & steps on your tails, making YOU need to tell everyone where you stand, now.”
It is quite exciting to know that I have several pieces of art coming from their favorite artists that was made when we were closer. That I need not put in the work to draw in this moment while I tend to other things. That art to force those reactive, object-permanence scatterbrains to remember me
November 12, 2025 at 4:25 PM
It is quite exciting to know that I have several pieces of art coming from their favorite artists that was made when we were closer. That I need not put in the work to draw in this moment while I tend to other things. That art to force those reactive, object-permanence scatterbrains to remember me
Do YOU have everything you’ve been searching for?
Do you feel closer to it for maligning me?
Do you feel in control?
Do you feel closer to it for maligning me?
Do you feel in control?
November 12, 2025 at 4:22 PM
Do YOU have everything you’ve been searching for?
Do you feel closer to it for maligning me?
Do you feel in control?
Do you feel closer to it for maligning me?
Do you feel in control?
“Leon? I hate that guy!!”
Gather together like little petty katamari with each other, use my name like an aphrodisiac, use it as glue, use it however you want to cope.
You’ll see the truth of it, or not!
Either way, it’s no skin off my teeth
Gather together like little petty katamari with each other, use my name like an aphrodisiac, use it as glue, use it however you want to cope.
You’ll see the truth of it, or not!
Either way, it’s no skin off my teeth
November 12, 2025 at 4:21 PM
“Leon? I hate that guy!!”
Gather together like little petty katamari with each other, use my name like an aphrodisiac, use it as glue, use it however you want to cope.
You’ll see the truth of it, or not!
Either way, it’s no skin off my teeth
Gather together like little petty katamari with each other, use my name like an aphrodisiac, use it as glue, use it however you want to cope.
You’ll see the truth of it, or not!
Either way, it’s no skin off my teeth
If all the good will in that direction is spent, then enjoy the curses. You’ll have to catch up with your conscience on your own time. Justify yourself, perform whatever ceremonies you need, play it on loop.
You’ll never have the satisfaction of seeing me disappear. I will persist.
You’ll never have the satisfaction of seeing me disappear. I will persist.
November 12, 2025 at 4:19 PM
If all the good will in that direction is spent, then enjoy the curses. You’ll have to catch up with your conscience on your own time. Justify yourself, perform whatever ceremonies you need, play it on loop.
You’ll never have the satisfaction of seeing me disappear. I will persist.
You’ll never have the satisfaction of seeing me disappear. I will persist.