It really is as they say, the way you react to art says a lot more about you than the art itself.

Also, it's impossible to engage with art without leaving part of yourself in it.

In which case, Ebert's reaction said a lot more about him than the movie itself.

That's most likely to be the culprit, Windows Update can break your drivers from time to time.

I'll never forget how a few years back an update straight up nuked my audio drivers, I had to look them up and re-install them manually...

I spend most of my day overthinking everything, and by the time I take a pause to actually put those thoughts into motion, it's already bed time.

So perhaps, this will give me the push I need to continue improving upon myself!

We'll see what happens in the coming days!

I guess the only real weird thing is that it took me until a year and a half since I started to actually make the healthy mini-objectives list, cuz a lot of that is supposed to be common sense for a guy in entering his late 30s.

But that's part of the problem anxiety causes me.

I know it sounds weird when I put it like that, but for someone like me, having those notepads at hand with the ideas that are always floating in my head, they feel... Therapeutic, I have checked so many finished targets off my list, I feel I'm making genuine progress!

God knows I'm a disorganized mess of a man, I could include other useful mini-objectives...

Do today's cooking for my parents, go out for a walk, remind myself to take a walk and avoid unhealthy foods.

Even basic self-care like keeping my room clean.

Like say... I want to make a game review, I can write a list of what I need to do to reach that goal, remind myself:

"You need to record gameplay"
"You haven't finished the script"
"You need to record the script"
"You need to lock in and do the editing"

And it won't be limited to videos or art.

Ever since I started the physical list of art in that notepad, I came to realize I become a lot more efficient when I make the goal exist physically, on a list I can hold in my own hands.

My "mini-objectives" are gonna include small tasks that lead to the bigger tasks.

Didn't the movie "The 6th Day" also establish this where they kept making clones whenever the previous one died, but then when the main villain clones himself it turns out he didn't transfer himself, the clone was a separate copy who, btw left him to bleed out.

35.- Megaman (Classic)

I can see why, health drops are freakin RARE, the platforming despite being fairly simple is unforgiving, and some enemy placements just feel cheap at times.

I would have ragequit if it wasn't for the Legacy Collection's rewind button, lol.

I will try 2 after tho, so thanks for telling me!

Which... Makes sense, I grew up in the 90s, the SNES was the first console I had access to, so the X series was my introduction to Megaman.

I still remember trying Megaman 8 and feeling so weird about not being able to wall kick or doing a dash jump, lol.