Mundane

Loneliness

New book by RFK Jr, a sequel to his first book, The Very Hungry Brain Caterpillar.

I did the thing. I got out there and voted. Now to see what happens when I wake tomorrow.

Having a sick companion animal is heartbreaking and heart wrenching. I don’t know how I’m keeping it remotely together right now. He is my world. He keeps me alive. He keeps me me.

The anxiety I feel is palpable. A feeling of relief is needed. How do I find it?

My therapist seemed genuinely puzzled that I don’t know the difference between fear and anxiety.

Stop now? Now stop? The way things are going I feel we need to stop, breathe, and regather. I’m currently in fight/flight/freeze/fawn mode. Not the fawn part though. Still, the anxiety weighs heavy on my shoulders. It hurts. I’m sore.

Waiting on new lenses.

The sky this evening.