ma. carl hythlodaeus ballesteros iii
@roathetouchesgrass.bsky.social
roathe's irl content, contains rants and vents, hatred against humanity, and possible evil planning
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ma. carl hythlodaeus ballesteros iii
yknow i am really sorry for being miserable, i apologize for being like this and i really wish there is a way how to fix this
December 29, 2025 at 1:30 PM
yknow i am really sorry for being miserable, i apologize for being like this and i really wish there is a way how to fix this
i am actually considering myself to dropout but i know it's impossible LMAO
December 27, 2025 at 11:13 AM
i am actually considering myself to dropout but i know it's impossible LMAO
i still find it funny how i started this account being whimsy as fuck and now i'm ultracrashoutmaxxing
December 27, 2025 at 11:05 AM
i still find it funny how i started this account being whimsy as fuck and now i'm ultracrashoutmaxxing
i thought i was already okay! LMAO i hope my head explodes someday
December 22, 2025 at 4:54 AM
i thought i was already okay! LMAO i hope my head explodes someday
sometimes i just sit on corner and say "laban lng nephii" over and over 👍
December 8, 2025 at 11:51 AM
sometimes i just sit on corner and say "laban lng nephii" over and over 👍
bro i dont want to do this anymore haha fuck
November 19, 2025 at 2:42 AM
bro i dont want to do this anymore haha fuck
ok i vented out now i gotta lock in again cmon nEPHII YOU'RE FUCKING INVINCIBLE.
oh man... idk where to vent out... but i gotta hold on a little bit longer
November 18, 2025 at 2:14 AM
ok i vented out now i gotta lock in again cmon nEPHII YOU'RE FUCKING INVINCIBLE.
oh man... idk where to vent out... but i gotta hold on a little bit longer
November 18, 2025 at 1:53 AM
oh man... idk where to vent out... but i gotta hold on a little bit longer
TANGINAMO BAWAL PA MAGCRASHOUT SA SUNDAY NA LANG NEEDED KO UNG EMERGENCY GOD COMPLEX UNTIL TOMORROW
November 14, 2025 at 9:39 AM
TANGINAMO BAWAL PA MAGCRASHOUT SA SUNDAY NA LANG NEEDED KO UNG EMERGENCY GOD COMPLEX UNTIL TOMORROW
how to function...
November 14, 2025 at 5:16 AM
how to function...
giving myself a pat because i know mephi can do it, mephi knows he can do it, mephi can just shrug it off because he knows that he's a strong person
November 14, 2025 at 5:16 AM
giving myself a pat because i know mephi can do it, mephi knows he can do it, mephi can just shrug it off because he knows that he's a strong person
mephi trying not to EXPLODE live
November 11, 2025 at 8:48 AM
mephi trying not to EXPLODE live
sorry for the ventposting i needed that out
November 11, 2025 at 12:40 AM
sorry for the ventposting i needed that out
oh please do i need to mention??? you have the BIGGEST "emOtIonaL" suPpoRt and i GET NOTHING
just because i don't look "DEVASTATED", it doesn't mean i don't give a single shit our brother.
just because i don't look "DEVASTATED", it doesn't mean i don't give a single shit our brother.
"stop disconnecting yourself to your own famil–"
also them: YELLING AT ME FOR WEARING??? HEADPHONES????????? BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS OVERWHELMING
also them: YELLING AT ME FOR WEARING??? HEADPHONES????????? BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS OVERWHELMING
November 11, 2025 at 12:37 AM
oh please do i need to mention??? you have the BIGGEST "emOtIonaL" suPpoRt and i GET NOTHING
just because i don't look "DEVASTATED", it doesn't mean i don't give a single shit our brother.
just because i don't look "DEVASTATED", it doesn't mean i don't give a single shit our brother.
"stop disconnecting yourself to your own famil–"
also them: YELLING AT ME FOR WEARING??? HEADPHONES????????? BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS OVERWHELMING
also them: YELLING AT ME FOR WEARING??? HEADPHONES????????? BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS OVERWHELMING
November 11, 2025 at 12:20 AM
"stop disconnecting yourself to your own famil–"
also them: YELLING AT ME FOR WEARING??? HEADPHONES????????? BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS OVERWHELMING
also them: YELLING AT ME FOR WEARING??? HEADPHONES????????? BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS OVERWHELMING
also extra life update: using emet-selch as my personal emotional support bitch is the best decision i've got LMAO ily my old man hhhhhhfjf
November 9, 2025 at 8:37 AM
also extra life update: using emet-selch as my personal emotional support bitch is the best decision i've got LMAO ily my old man hhhhhhfjf
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life update (might contain lengthy post but just like what i promised, this account will turn into my irl rambling where i put all of my thoughts and stuff on it.)
so the past few months, everything was actually heavy as fuck, my oldest brother went to ICU because of internal complication
life update (might contain lengthy post but just like what i promised, this account will turn into my irl rambling where i put all of my thoughts and stuff on it.)
so the past few months, everything was actually heavy as fuck, my oldest brother went to ICU because of internal complication
November 9, 2025 at 8:33 AM
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life update (might contain lengthy post but just like what i promised, this account will turn into my irl rambling where i put all of my thoughts and stuff on it.)
so the past few months, everything was actually heavy as fuck, my oldest brother went to ICU because of internal complication
life update (might contain lengthy post but just like what i promised, this account will turn into my irl rambling where i put all of my thoughts and stuff on it.)
so the past few months, everything was actually heavy as fuck, my oldest brother went to ICU because of internal complication
i have to draw emet being a submissive bottom as a part of my coping mechanism and i fear that it's working
October 29, 2025 at 2:23 PM
i have to draw emet being a submissive bottom as a part of my coping mechanism and i fear that it's working
and this is the stage where i am going to be a full time delulu abt emet just to cope LMAO (this is so sad)
i am the type of guy who would post something but man, this break up is hindering me to finish anything productive
October 28, 2025 at 11:55 PM
and this is the stage where i am going to be a full time delulu abt emet just to cope LMAO (this is so sad)
i am the type of guy who would post something but man, this break up is hindering me to finish anything productive
October 28, 2025 at 11:53 PM
i am the type of guy who would post something but man, this break up is hindering me to finish anything productive
i was supposed to cosplay niki but bro forgot to fix the wig
October 12, 2025 at 12:03 PM
i was supposed to cosplay niki but bro forgot to fix the wig
SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
September 22, 2025 at 5:47 PM
SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
ITS GETTING BIGGER
September 18, 2025 at 7:02 AM
ITS GETTING BIGGER
never drinking coffee again gang i am once again palpitating and feeling nAUSEOUS 😭😭😭
September 10, 2025 at 8:30 AM
never drinking coffee again gang i am once again palpitating and feeling nAUSEOUS 😭😭😭
dude it's GROWING AIHUHIUHSDASD
September 10, 2025 at 2:31 AM
dude it's GROWING AIHUHIUHSDASD