Asked for referral but idk since I can't go anywhere.

10>15 in 3 months 🤡 heavily symptomatic, back at where I started, been having big issues since 5 years and struggling beyond. But Hey! Most docs will just say it's just ur mental health.
I'm fine.

I'm beyond exhausted.

My fault for thinking a deficiency wouldn't be so hard to fix but thens out though my new doc is willing to look things up, imagine not knowing about iron bisglycinate
Is it really not common sense to think that ppl benefit from diff forms...?

It's a bit difficult bc I can't swallow pills unless they're really tiny 🥲

I see
I'm not sure why my doctor didn't suggest alternatives but still have to talk now that taking a break is not gonna happen 🥲

Afaik ppis in general cause issues with absorption, people get either infusions or switch to different iron...
I'm looking into finding iron bisglycinate

Yea I been contacting my doctor, we talked abt pausing the supplements for a bit bc it was pretty bad and Omeprazole wasn't great on me
But this isn't how I want to live either ;_;

Those meds are also bit of a thing with absorption though, iron is difficult 🥲
Sucks I am so heavily symptomatic

On here there is nothing... Hardly a crumb here and there

I don't use main on twt still, I'm hiding on alt..

Since this place is what it is idk if I should bother beyond what I already have ;;
Idk what to do but theres also no point in making decisions rn bc what can I even do lmao

Twt shit had me thinking about tumblr but idk and discord but I already fumbled that hard that I don't even dare to log in anymore 💀
No point in thinking about it rn..

I feel like shit

And I have no idea when I will feel better and actually be able to do something...
Is it at 20? 30? Higher?

15 is definitely not enough.

I'm missing out on everything, can't draw what I want to or at all... Will I still care by the time I can...? Will there be anyone still..?

I don't have energy or the emotional strength to try and socialize and rn even getting happy causes anxiety or smth

I tried pausing iron bc too much stomach issues but immediately my symptoms got worse again but by the looks of it now it is going to take like a year to get ferritin to 30...

This is my favourite form~

Pink long boring haired Risuri was more or less just toned down in what I like and wanted... I still kinda like her though

This form looks out of place ofc but I can't care enough...

Seems like my ferritin went up with 5 to 15 🥲 it will take forever and I feel like I have been more tired the last few weeks idk
I'm pretty tired of this.

I can just post Risuri though 🤔

Can't and don't really disguise it as oc xcanon anymore lmao
Risuri does not classify as an oc xD

This platform s kind of empty but I still want to post art whenever I art but maybe I should keep this kind of thing away~

It is pretty simple tho so we'll see ~

Actually surprising I managed anything bc I have been more exhausted lately again ;;
Getting stabbed next week again to check my ferritin 🥲 At least to know if it went up at all..

Should have screenshotted what I wanted to keep ._. fuckmylife man

Censorship also pisses me off bc I can literally see nsfw art and bare titties bouncing (idk how that ended up on the fy page again guess I refreshed too many times)
But god forbid I see someone's scores screenshot 😭 or a pencil doodle

Forgot to specifically mention my alt got suspended... All of a sudden...

Fuck
Let me enjoy things...

Main is fine for now but I wasn't on there
Too overwhelming.