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🌺🌸Risuri🌸🌺Hua Senti's wifey🐔🐲
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30+ | She/they ✅ | Audhd | Hi3rd | Does art sometimes | Pro Yapper | SentiHua ❤️ HuaSenti | Multiship | ❤️Senti❤️ | Don't use/reupload/AI my work
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Forget about me lol

Doesn't look like I'll be better any time soon.

Mental health s kinda tanking too.
Asked for referral but idk since I can't go anywhere.

10>15 in 3 months 🤡 heavily symptomatic, back at where I started, been having big issues since 5 years and struggling beyond. But Hey! Most docs will just say it's just ur mental health.
I'm fine.

I'm beyond exhausted.
November 6, 2025 at 3:19 AM
My fault for thinking a deficiency wouldn't be so hard to fix but thens out though my new doc is willing to look things up, imagine not knowing about iron bisglycinate
Is it really not common sense to think that ppl benefit from diff forms...?
November 6, 2025 at 3:19 AM
Forget about me lol

Doesn't look like I'll be better any time soon.

Mental health s kinda tanking too.
November 6, 2025 at 3:19 AM
It's a bit difficult bc I can't swallow pills unless they're really tiny 🥲
October 29, 2025 at 1:05 PM
I see
I'm not sure why my doctor didn't suggest alternatives but still have to talk now that taking a break is not gonna happen 🥲

Afaik ppis in general cause issues with absorption, people get either infusions or switch to different iron...
I'm looking into finding iron bisglycinate
October 29, 2025 at 1:04 PM
Yea I been contacting my doctor, we talked abt pausing the supplements for a bit bc it was pretty bad and Omeprazole wasn't great on me
But this isn't how I want to live either ;_;

Those meds are also bit of a thing with absorption though, iron is difficult 🥲
Sucks I am so heavily symptomatic
October 29, 2025 at 12:35 PM
On here there is nothing... Hardly a crumb here and there

I don't use main on twt still, I'm hiding on alt..

Since this place is what it is idk if I should bother beyond what I already have ;;
Idk what to do but theres also no point in making decisions rn bc what can I even do lmao
October 29, 2025 at 10:26 AM
Twt shit had me thinking about tumblr but idk and discord but I already fumbled that hard that I don't even dare to log in anymore 💀
No point in thinking about it rn..

I feel like shit
October 29, 2025 at 10:25 AM
And I have no idea when I will feel better and actually be able to do something...
Is it at 20? 30? Higher?

15 is definitely not enough.

I'm missing out on everything, can't draw what I want to or at all... Will I still care by the time I can...? Will there be anyone still..?
October 29, 2025 at 10:25 AM
I don't have energy or the emotional strength to try and socialize and rn even getting happy causes anxiety or smth

I tried pausing iron bc too much stomach issues but immediately my symptoms got worse again but by the looks of it now it is going to take like a year to get ferritin to 30...
October 29, 2025 at 10:25 AM
Bummed about twt and the things that seem to be coming...
Knowing noone will leave even if the entire thing is taken over by ai 💀
I don't rly want to stay but too much is on there

Meanwhile why do I even bother to think abt it cuz I am doing bad still and worse lately ...
October 29, 2025 at 10:25 AM
This is my favourite form~

Pink long boring haired Risuri was more or less just toned down in what I like and wanted... I still kinda like her though

This form looks out of place ofc but I can't care enough...
October 3, 2025 at 9:00 PM
Scribbles~

Can't be consistent to save my life and I lowkey wish I could imitate styles sometimes 🥲
October 3, 2025 at 8:57 PM
Seems like my ferritin went up with 5 to 15 🥲 it will take forever and I feel like I have been more tired the last few weeks idk
I'm pretty tired of this.
October 3, 2025 at 8:52 PM
Idk what likes mean half of the time xD

Either way, I think I will leave the yume cringe on twt alt
But I might share a Risuri here and there

I really need to draw in color soon 🥲 but I have been struggling..
Unsure if I should still post Risuri/SentiRisu sketches/art here or no~
October 3, 2025 at 8:52 PM
I can just post Risuri though 🤔
September 24, 2025 at 9:12 AM
Can't and don't really disguise it as oc xcanon anymore lmao
Risuri does not classify as an oc xD

This platform s kind of empty but I still want to post art whenever I art but maybe I should keep this kind of thing away~
September 24, 2025 at 9:10 AM
Unsure if I should still post Risuri/SentiRisu sketches/art here or no~
September 24, 2025 at 9:10 AM
It is pretty simple tho so we'll see ~

Actually surprising I managed anything bc I have been more exhausted lately again ;;
Getting stabbed next week again to check my ferritin 🥲 At least to know if it went up at all..
September 20, 2025 at 12:52 AM
Still doing absolute crap but at least I have smth I can draw on now 🥹

So wippi~
Actually unsure if I should throw it on here or alt
I did not plan, I just scribbled her face and from there we go
September 20, 2025 at 12:52 AM
Should have screenshotted what I wanted to keep ._. fuckmylife man
September 1, 2025 at 9:42 PM
Censorship also pisses me off bc I can literally see nsfw art and bare titties bouncing (idk how that ended up on the fy page again guess I refreshed too many times)
But god forbid I see someone's scores screenshot 😭 or a pencil doodle
September 1, 2025 at 8:42 PM
Forgot to specifically mention my alt got suspended... All of a sudden...

Fuck
Let me enjoy things...
September 1, 2025 at 8:36 PM
Main is fine for now but I wasn't on there
Too overwhelming.
September 1, 2025 at 8:35 PM
Gotta hate twitter.

Going skjdbfkrjnfg over fictional chars and whining about struggling a lot rn
Yeah u can't be a real person

Meanwhile posts of animal vids are full of useless one liner replies by check mark bots.

I'm upset ... Why is everyone and everything there
September 1, 2025 at 8:35 PM