i think it’s because i am still subconsciously of the belief that if i could i was good enough at drawing, it would solve all my problems so it feels like i’m far away from happiness when the distance is made apparent

but really i wanna be able to enjoy the process again and make that my priority

i find it so difficult to make finished pieces lately because doing so forces me to confront the reality that my skills are so far behind where i want them to be. it feels like committing to making myself upset later when i try really hard to make something good because that’s usually what it does

starting a new sketchbook, treating all loyal zoomfies to a bluesky exclusive bart as a treat (+my oc gala at the top)

💯

yayyyyy thank you i’m glad you think so! ^_^ 👍👍👍

tyyyyyyyyyyy 🥹

btw if anyone wants to join my club on umamusume global my club name is Umagears lol

YAYYYYYY THANK U ^_^ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

ahhhhh thank uuuuuuuuuuu 🥹❤️!! i’ve been dealing w a lot of insecurities about my abilities lately making me afraid to start any illustration that isn’t just a throwaway doodle but i think i’m getting over that slump and hope to make more things i can be proud of soon ^_^

and i want to make more while i’m at it 😼

hiiiiii 👋 :3

i’m still holding out hope that they’ll add private accounts here one day because i’m not brave enough to post my oc/canon art and rougher doodles publicly 💔 but if they ever do that they’ll be on here for sure

awwww thank you 🥹 it makes me so happy to hear u care about my art so much 🥹🥹🥹!!!!! and yes i do remember seeing u in my comments a lot back on twt!

i really do need to post gala more on here but she’s made an appearance on here once at least 🥲🌱 bsky.app/profile/rhyt...