Tbh I wish I mattered at all

a very generous reading (only relevant to you if it helps you feel less upset/annoyed by it) could be that they're double checking it hasn't auto populated, or that its not a default/estimated price based on larger packages? Please do disregard this perspective if it is not comforting/helpful/etc!

She has died

I wonder if it's partly a "necessity as mother of invention" thing? If money is no object you can add expensive quirky features on top of poor taste on top of more quirk, so it rapidly compounds. Where if you're already limited by "what is a reasonable thing to do" maybe things get less out of hand?

Tech bros stop doing the same shit your grandma's grandma was doing and calling it cutting edge challenge

I found out since I've been home for Xmas that my OG curmudgeonly old man passed away peacefully but suddenly a few weeks ago. I was the first and arguably only child he ever liked

I literally found a love note I wrote them crumpled on the ground like trash :( I don't understand why I'm so weak to stay with someone who thinks of me and my love that way

I thought I'd found my future but they just don't care about me and don't think about me and it's so painful. I don't think I'm strong enough to leave them and I don't understand why they're keeping someone around that they so clearly do not care about

Please just admit you don't love me I know it will hurt but it will hurt so much less than this constant game

I know I don't have the strength to leave them because I love them with every atom of my body and soul and I just don't understand why they keep stringing me along like this. It is so obvious to anyone with eyes that they don't even like me let alone love me and it hurts so much

I think actually I deserve a partner who spontaneously thinks of me and wants to message me no just reply to 1 out of 4 of the messages I send them. I don't understand why they won't admit they've fallen out of love with me it's so obvious and so painful

I just want to be loved and to matter to someone I don't think that's too much to ask but apparently it is