Ohhh the sweet girls 😭❤️❤️❤️

I’ve been purposefully avoiding to use em-dashes in my writing but it is such a useful stylistic choice for setting cadence, what am I supposed to use instead. 😭

I will be back someday, currently just on a writing spree! Sorry for no updates, thank you for your kind words. 😭

I’ve also re-read so many books from my childhood, like Agatha Christie, Frances Hodgson Burnett, Jane Austen, Dostoyevsky, etc. And so many random publications and books by philosophers I both hate and love.

I ignore generative AI by studying the past! I’m so happy!

Good night!

I’m not touching that again though!

I finally managed to pick up some writing again, too. I’m majorly restructuring my game story. 😭

I’ve also been trying to read random history, and I’ve been watching ”What’s my line” from the US 50s and I love Dorothy Killgallen, and I’m so sad over her fate.

It’s not the assistive research I’m worried about, like protein structure prediction/folding or material discoveries, etc. Though like I said, I don’t have the brains, I’m just learning a little as I read. Training ML to project billiard/pool balls and collision has nothing on this. 😭

What do I think anymore, or how do I even think 😰

Kidding, that’s what people who hate artists want. I’m gonna finish my game someday, and all without genAI.

It’s also hard to motivate myself when I see all the new games using generative-AI for their pipelines, releasing in such quick cycles. I feel like I can’t keep up, no matter how hard I try. GenAI is just not for me. Maybe it’s time to phase myself out haha~ 💩

Thing*
Hiatus* (But only for a short while I hope)

sorry autocorrect 😭

I wasn’t so worried back then, but for the past few years I’ve been very worried.

I would love to find ways to live away from generative AI, get healthy and well and make games.

I also don’t post anything because I’m waiting for generative AI to be properly regulated. It’s slow.

Ahah sadly I’m not as active anymore though, thank you for finding me ❤️ life is busy so projects go slow, but hopefully I can update this account with more stuff in the future 🥰

That’s totally understandable, I keep away from fandoms as much as I can nowadays for that reason. 😭 and they do deserve the world 😭😭😭

Thank you for reaching out ❤️ Even if I don’t draw them anymore, I still adore them. I’ve also been trying to get better at ignoring people. Despite it all I’m glad you enjoy yourself in the fandom! 😭

(I’ll be continuing to read both recommendations 😭💖💖)

Thank you so much for the recommendations 😢 I actually went and got Pete Walkers book and started reading it. I’ve been out of therapy for a long time and was starting to have bad relapses, this came at such a good time. It’s already helped with the little I’ve read (out of order though haha)