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@reliefdystopia.bsky.social
i get on here to chill and vent
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with so i try not to voice my exhaustion. i don’t want you to feel worse, and i want to be the best friend to you that i am capable of being.
you being difficult to be with is a truth, but i am trying to push past that, when i can.
that matters. right?
oh god i don’t know. i just want to help
you being difficult to be with is a truth, but i am trying to push past that, when i can.
that matters. right?
oh god i don’t know. i just want to help
November 22, 2025 at 2:21 PM
with so i try not to voice my exhaustion. i don’t want you to feel worse, and i want to be the best friend to you that i am capable of being.
you being difficult to be with is a truth, but i am trying to push past that, when i can.
that matters. right?
oh god i don’t know. i just want to help
you being difficult to be with is a truth, but i am trying to push past that, when i can.
that matters. right?
oh god i don’t know. i just want to help
when you talk about yourself or the things you like i always try to respond the best i can…
there have been times when i was really exhausted and couldn’t, but i’ve really tried…
but recently talking to you has just been exhausting me even more…
i know you take issue with being seen as hard to be
there have been times when i was really exhausted and couldn’t, but i’ve really tried…
but recently talking to you has just been exhausting me even more…
i know you take issue with being seen as hard to be
November 22, 2025 at 2:21 PM
when you talk about yourself or the things you like i always try to respond the best i can…
there have been times when i was really exhausted and couldn’t, but i’ve really tried…
but recently talking to you has just been exhausting me even more…
i know you take issue with being seen as hard to be
there have been times when i was really exhausted and couldn’t, but i’ve really tried…
but recently talking to you has just been exhausting me even more…
i know you take issue with being seen as hard to be
yes, i want to care but cant find it in myself to do so fully, so i wish the best for all that are suffering… yes, i feel like im not built for being with people but im trying my best when i can.
(partially a rant but theres no need for greater concern, i just need to be heard.)
(partially a rant but theres no need for greater concern, i just need to be heard.)
October 25, 2025 at 6:01 AM
yes, i want to care but cant find it in myself to do so fully, so i wish the best for all that are suffering… yes, i feel like im not built for being with people but im trying my best when i can.
(partially a rant but theres no need for greater concern, i just need to be heard.)
(partially a rant but theres no need for greater concern, i just need to be heard.)
yes, im disconnected and detached as fuck, yes, i dislike the world we live in, yes, i may come off as cold or unfriendly in real life sometimes and im aware of it, yes, i hate being a stranger to myself nonetheless, ++
October 25, 2025 at 6:01 AM
yes, im disconnected and detached as fuck, yes, i dislike the world we live in, yes, i may come off as cold or unfriendly in real life sometimes and im aware of it, yes, i hate being a stranger to myself nonetheless, ++
It’s just one more day. I’ll live.
October 1, 2025 at 5:57 PM
It’s just one more day. I’ll live.
forced as in caringly forced i Did consent in the end JDHKSHFKD
September 21, 2025 at 5:43 PM
forced as in caringly forced i Did consent in the end JDHKSHFKD
when we got home, he kept on asking me to drink water when i felt thirsty and got mad when i postponed doing it. he was also dissatisfied at how unproductive i was being last night but didn’t seem to do much about it but complain. he showed up one last time before i slept and one more time just now
September 20, 2025 at 2:14 AM
when we got home, he kept on asking me to drink water when i felt thirsty and got mad when i postponed doing it. he was also dissatisfied at how unproductive i was being last night but didn’t seem to do much about it but complain. he showed up one last time before i slept and one more time just now
i do not know why he exists, its harder to talk to him now in the morning but he’s still there. maybe he’s just a figment of my imagination. but he asked me a lot of questions and seemed like he wanted to know more about me, and did not want to be known about on my main.
…i liked talking to him
…i liked talking to him
September 20, 2025 at 2:09 AM
i do not know why he exists, its harder to talk to him now in the morning but he’s still there. maybe he’s just a figment of my imagination. but he asked me a lot of questions and seemed like he wanted to know more about me, and did not want to be known about on my main.
…i liked talking to him
…i liked talking to him
You’re not close to me at all but it is a pleasant surprise whenever you interact with me on main or here
That is to say, I don’t hate you
That is to say, I don’t hate you
September 19, 2025 at 4:06 AM
You’re not close to me at all but it is a pleasant surprise whenever you interact with me on main or here
That is to say, I don’t hate you
That is to say, I don’t hate you
“i don’t know WHAT you’re doing inside the room staying up so late you should be more attentive” instead of acknowledging he triggered/scared his child for no good reason other than to vent his frustration caused by a problem ENTIRELY UNRELATED TO THEM
September 17, 2025 at 9:28 AM
“i don’t know WHAT you’re doing inside the room staying up so late you should be more attentive” instead of acknowledging he triggered/scared his child for no good reason other than to vent his frustration caused by a problem ENTIRELY UNRELATED TO THEM
…………….im not the best person and it shows
September 14, 2025 at 4:51 AM
…………….im not the best person and it shows
i love their designs…
September 13, 2025 at 10:38 AM
i love their designs…