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@reliefdystopia.bsky.social
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@reliefdystopia.bsky.social
· Mar 4
byf + dni
❄️ will vent and send extremely random stuff here
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❄️ will block and unblock freely
❄️ (will update this with time)
i use they/them!
❄️ will vent and send extremely random stuff here
❄️ no reposting if i disabled quote tweets
❄️ will block and unblock freely
❄️ (will update this with time)
i use they/them!
i don’t want to say this to you because i know you’re going through shit… and i know you have nothing to say…
but the amount of times you’ve changed the topic back to yourself when i try to talk about myself without even saying anything exhausts me…
i want to keep this up for you, but it’s hard.
but the amount of times you’ve changed the topic back to yourself when i try to talk about myself without even saying anything exhausts me…
i want to keep this up for you, but it’s hard.
November 22, 2025 at 2:21 PM
i don’t want to say this to you because i know you’re going through shit… and i know you have nothing to say…
but the amount of times you’ve changed the topic back to yourself when i try to talk about myself without even saying anything exhausts me…
i want to keep this up for you, but it’s hard.
but the amount of times you’ve changed the topic back to yourself when i try to talk about myself without even saying anything exhausts me…
i want to keep this up for you, but it’s hard.
kind of exhausting having to switch subjects abruptly everytime you interrupt me talking about myself to talk about yourself but it’s okay, you need it to survive
i want you to talk about yourself to me even if it’s extremely exhausting for me to listen, because i know you’ll feel bad if you don’t…
i want you to talk about yourself to me even if it’s extremely exhausting for me to listen, because i know you’ll feel bad if you don’t…
October 27, 2025 at 4:46 PM
kind of exhausting having to switch subjects abruptly everytime you interrupt me talking about myself to talk about yourself but it’s okay, you need it to survive
i want you to talk about yourself to me even if it’s extremely exhausting for me to listen, because i know you’ll feel bad if you don’t…
i want you to talk about yourself to me even if it’s extremely exhausting for me to listen, because i know you’ll feel bad if you don’t…
im very normal about them
October 27, 2025 at 3:38 AM
im very normal about them
yes, i kin him
yes, i struggle with reciprocating nice acts but still don’t mind receiving them, yes, i cant maintain more than 0.5 relationships at a time, yes, im too petty for my own good, yes, i assume interactions will go badly before they even start so i just give up on them altogether, ++
yes, i struggle with reciprocating nice acts but still don’t mind receiving them, yes, i cant maintain more than 0.5 relationships at a time, yes, im too petty for my own good, yes, i assume interactions will go badly before they even start so i just give up on them altogether, ++
October 25, 2025 at 6:01 AM
yes, i kin him
yes, i struggle with reciprocating nice acts but still don’t mind receiving them, yes, i cant maintain more than 0.5 relationships at a time, yes, im too petty for my own good, yes, i assume interactions will go badly before they even start so i just give up on them altogether, ++
yes, i struggle with reciprocating nice acts but still don’t mind receiving them, yes, i cant maintain more than 0.5 relationships at a time, yes, im too petty for my own good, yes, i assume interactions will go badly before they even start so i just give up on them altogether, ++
The feeling I have now is wanting to say something about how I’m feeling but it’s so complicated I cannot get the exact words out for it except for 99.99% numb acceptance with a side of “I am aware I caused this and don’t expect the results to be good”.
Then again, one exam won’t end the world.
Then again, one exam won’t end the world.
October 1, 2025 at 5:56 PM
The feeling I have now is wanting to say something about how I’m feeling but it’s so complicated I cannot get the exact words out for it except for 99.99% numb acceptance with a side of “I am aware I caused this and don’t expect the results to be good”.
Then again, one exam won’t end the world.
Then again, one exam won’t end the world.
i just got forced into group therapy with a bunch of friends on reddit and it was A Strange Experience for sure
September 21, 2025 at 5:42 PM
i just got forced into group therapy with a bunch of friends on reddit and it was A Strange Experience for sure
there was a person i talked to in my head while out shopping with my family yesterday, and he looked like this:
September 20, 2025 at 2:07 AM
there was a person i talked to in my head while out shopping with my family yesterday, and he looked like this:
totally deflated today but i can’t afford to rest 💀
September 18, 2025 at 8:39 AM
totally deflated today but i can’t afford to rest 💀
it’s really fun when the day is just going by and then your dad suddenly starts shouting at you to “COME OUT OF THE ROOM RIGHT NOW” and triggers your fight or fight response and then you find out that it’s actually your brothers problem and when you ask him why he shouted at you he continues to say
September 17, 2025 at 9:28 AM
it’s really fun when the day is just going by and then your dad suddenly starts shouting at you to “COME OUT OF THE ROOM RIGHT NOW” and triggers your fight or fight response and then you find out that it’s actually your brothers problem and when you ask him why he shouted at you he continues to say
yk when my texts start to become as dry as the death valley and im still here and i still make efforts to keep the conversation up, it means I Care and that’s my way of showing i want you to share more because i want you to feel happy and share stuff even while knowing i am losing all interest
/nbh
/nbh
September 14, 2025 at 4:47 PM
yk when my texts start to become as dry as the death valley and im still here and i still make efforts to keep the conversation up, it means I Care and that’s my way of showing i want you to share more because i want you to feel happy and share stuff even while knowing i am losing all interest
/nbh
/nbh
sooooooo fucking tired…………….. (slept at 4am yesterday) but i complain about it because i can
the fact my mom just yelled at all of us and basically told us to go die isn’t helping 💀 way to take your anger out on your children bro
the fact my mom just yelled at all of us and basically told us to go die isn’t helping 💀 way to take your anger out on your children bro
September 14, 2025 at 4:51 AM
sooooooo fucking tired…………….. (slept at 4am yesterday) but i complain about it because i can
the fact my mom just yelled at all of us and basically told us to go die isn’t helping 💀 way to take your anger out on your children bro
the fact my mom just yelled at all of us and basically told us to go die isn’t helping 💀 way to take your anger out on your children bro
i wanna color this soooo bad but its 3am and i need to wake up tmr gn
September 12, 2025 at 7:03 PM
i wanna color this soooo bad but its 3am and i need to wake up tmr gn
the existential dread that hits you when you realise “oh no. im Excited and theyre Not”:
September 9, 2025 at 4:58 PM
the existential dread that hits you when you realise “oh no. im Excited and theyre Not”:
<3
art not mine but i love them so much
like when the character that almost never smiles shows the faintest trace of a smile… i wanna hug them so badly aaahkhdfgsdfjdsfgjsdk
art not mine but i love them so much
like when the character that almost never smiles shows the faintest trace of a smile… i wanna hug them so badly aaahkhdfgsdfjdsfgjsdk
September 9, 2025 at 4:09 PM
<3
art not mine but i love them so much
like when the character that almost never smiles shows the faintest trace of a smile… i wanna hug them so badly aaahkhdfgsdfjdsfgjsdk
art not mine but i love them so much
like when the character that almost never smiles shows the faintest trace of a smile… i wanna hug them so badly aaahkhdfgsdfjdsfgjsdk
keeping this here for now but ummmmmmmm. yeah…
anyone fw this (feel free to correct me if i am wrong about anything)
anyone fw this (feel free to correct me if i am wrong about anything)
September 7, 2025 at 12:48 PM
keeping this here for now but ummmmmmmm. yeah…
anyone fw this (feel free to correct me if i am wrong about anything)
anyone fw this (feel free to correct me if i am wrong about anything)
- gender icon
- parent issues
- raised to be a pure/perfect child
- knight…
- parent issues
- raised to be a pure/perfect child
- knight…
September 7, 2025 at 8:33 AM
- gender icon
- parent issues
- raised to be a pure/perfect child
- knight…
- parent issues
- raised to be a pure/perfect child
- knight…
N got trapped in the sekai after ❄️ did the 😵 to herself, it was radio silence from n25 from then on. but then 🎈’s radio he thought had stopped working a long time ago switched on again and he picked it up, excited, but a different voice spoke. it turned out she left it in 🌎 and N had found it.
September 5, 2025 at 6:23 PM
N got trapped in the sekai after ❄️ did the 😵 to herself, it was radio silence from n25 from then on. but then 🎈’s radio he thought had stopped working a long time ago switched on again and he picked it up, excited, but a different voice spoke. it turned out she left it in 🌎 and N had found it.
what does it mean if someone says “(name) d33z nvts” to you 😭😭😭😭😭
August 18, 2025 at 8:59 AM
what does it mean if someone says “(name) d33z nvts” to you 😭😭😭😭😭
i got misgendered by the first person who rushed at me in the morning and wished me happy bday ( “WHO THE BIRTHDAY GIRL??” )… 😭
August 18, 2025 at 12:31 AM
i got misgendered by the first person who rushed at me in the morning and wished me happy bday ( “WHO THE BIRTHDAY GIRL??” )… 😭