오늘. 살살 기분이 좋아지는 걸 하자.

“between the world’s certainties” 아 다시 생각해도 너무좋은영화여

하체 조지러 간다 ㅅㅂㅜㅜ

평생 계속 생각해볼 질문같다… 이번에는 님이 뻥카쓰지 말라고 해준 것도 도움됏구 내가 나를 잊어버리고 몰입햇을 때 뭘 햇더라? 왜 햇더라? 그런 걸 떠올리면서 씀..

순간적으로 몰름보님이 머 발표하신 줄..

genuine humility… and kindness. thinking of ross gay’s book of delights… and baldwin’s smile as he says “i did not know i would live to be loved by you”

i’m at my best when i lose this little self, when i’m in service to something greater. that’s where i find peace

i in fact tried to forget “me” by going back to the simplest task, the one i’ve been putting off for months: writing for someone i only wish the best for, then translating something i love bc i wanted to them to read it too. that’s why i do all of this, anyway

so often i get into these ruts and want to remember how i get out of them (knock on wood)—this time i am talking to myself as i would a child. i made myself go to a new doctor and eat three meals. i talked myself out of trying to prove my worth to an invisible, forever-dissatisfied judge