Redacted System
@redactedsystem.bsky.social
DID sys, Autistic, Schizoaffective,
They/Them
Here to share my experiences in life ✨
🏳️🌈 🏳️⚧️ 🇲🇽
They/Them
Here to share my experiences in life ✨
🏳️🌈 🏳️⚧️ 🇲🇽
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Introduction timmmeee:
Hii, we are the Redacted System.
We are here to talk about our lives with Dissociative Identity Disorder, AuDHD, Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type.
You can call us Redacted, They/Them pronouns.
Hii, we are the Redacted System.
We are here to talk about our lives with Dissociative Identity Disorder, AuDHD, Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type.
You can call us Redacted, They/Them pronouns.
I've realized a lot through these last few months. I thought i was backsliding but I realize I wasn't doing better back then. I was surviving. I'm now at a place where I can think and feel freely. Of course my trauma and mental health is going terrible. It never had the space to be seen before.
January 24, 2025 at 2:15 PM
I've realized a lot through these last few months. I thought i was backsliding but I realize I wasn't doing better back then. I was surviving. I'm now at a place where I can think and feel freely. Of course my trauma and mental health is going terrible. It never had the space to be seen before.
When they kept bringing up banning tiktok it was a warning. It was telling us it was going to happen and we just didn't listen.
January 19, 2025 at 5:03 PM
When they kept bringing up banning tiktok it was a warning. It was telling us it was going to happen and we just didn't listen.
BAN IT BAN THE APP /j
January 19, 2025 at 2:20 AM
BAN IT BAN THE APP /j
They upheld the ban so here we are. I'm gonna make this account the same as my tiktok one just text form. So if anyone joins me from there welcome thanks for sticking around 🫡
January 17, 2025 at 4:00 PM
They upheld the ban so here we are. I'm gonna make this account the same as my tiktok one just text form. So if anyone joins me from there welcome thanks for sticking around 🫡
The most painful breakup you'll ever go through will make you change the most.
January 12, 2025 at 1:43 AM
The most painful breakup you'll ever go through will make you change the most.
My major depression caused a bad psychotic episode.
Bro YOURE JUST SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME NOT SLEEP 😭
Bro YOURE JUST SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME NOT SLEEP 😭
December 23, 2024 at 8:18 PM
My major depression caused a bad psychotic episode.
Bro YOURE JUST SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME NOT SLEEP 😭
Bro YOURE JUST SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME NOT SLEEP 😭
Damn dude. I really can't believe this happened again. I really need to stay single and figure out how to stop repeating three trauma i went through. I cant do this.
It was a lesson I needed to learn. It opened my eyes.
You can't save everyone.
It was a lesson I needed to learn. It opened my eyes.
You can't save everyone.
December 18, 2024 at 10:15 PM
Damn dude. I really can't believe this happened again. I really need to stay single and figure out how to stop repeating three trauma i went through. I cant do this.
It was a lesson I needed to learn. It opened my eyes.
You can't save everyone.
It was a lesson I needed to learn. It opened my eyes.
You can't save everyone.
So... the person i loved and still do... that i was trying to help and save from drug use slipped. I know it isnt my fault they are now doing that but I tried so hard. I tried so hard man. I feel like if only I held on tighter. It hurts so badly man it hurts so badly
December 16, 2024 at 8:24 PM
So... the person i loved and still do... that i was trying to help and save from drug use slipped. I know it isnt my fault they are now doing that but I tried so hard. I tried so hard man. I feel like if only I held on tighter. It hurts so badly man it hurts so badly
Its strange to see your relationship/s from the outside. When that bias of love starts to slip you realize a lot. I kept wondering what made me different to those like me? Why have I been able to get all this help despite having similar if not exact family lives as those like me? I realized
December 16, 2024 at 6:18 PM
Its strange to see your relationship/s from the outside. When that bias of love starts to slip you realize a lot. I kept wondering what made me different to those like me? Why have I been able to get all this help despite having similar if not exact family lives as those like me? I realized
Idk.. listen listen
My social worker running a red light isn't that serious. It was fine the intersection was clear. It was fine. I exist in the care system and have to accept they will hire those who won't.
he did get pulled over. He was in a company car. He didn't have his license on him 😭 God
My social worker running a red light isn't that serious. It was fine the intersection was clear. It was fine. I exist in the care system and have to accept they will hire those who won't.
he did get pulled over. He was in a company car. He didn't have his license on him 😭 God
December 15, 2024 at 1:35 AM
Idk.. listen listen
My social worker running a red light isn't that serious. It was fine the intersection was clear. It was fine. I exist in the care system and have to accept they will hire those who won't.
he did get pulled over. He was in a company car. He didn't have his license on him 😭 God
My social worker running a red light isn't that serious. It was fine the intersection was clear. It was fine. I exist in the care system and have to accept they will hire those who won't.
he did get pulled over. He was in a company car. He didn't have his license on him 😭 God
I fell. It wasn't a good fall. I got pretty hurt.
Im usually good at avoiding these things but I was trying to climb back into bed while messing with my privacy screen. I can tell I hit my head since it hurts.
Im usually good at avoiding these things but I was trying to climb back into bed while messing with my privacy screen. I can tell I hit my head since it hurts.
December 12, 2024 at 5:42 AM
I fell. It wasn't a good fall. I got pretty hurt.
Im usually good at avoiding these things but I was trying to climb back into bed while messing with my privacy screen. I can tell I hit my head since it hurts.
Im usually good at avoiding these things but I was trying to climb back into bed while messing with my privacy screen. I can tell I hit my head since it hurts.
Me and my disabled peers aren't a $. Saying Murder bad is grossing me out. So they are allowed to kill the disabled through denial of claims LEGALLY. For DECADES. yet Murder of 1 CEO bad. I want my community members back. I want my family members who died due to lack of care back.
December 11, 2024 at 10:18 PM
Me and my disabled peers aren't a $. Saying Murder bad is grossing me out. So they are allowed to kill the disabled through denial of claims LEGALLY. For DECADES. yet Murder of 1 CEO bad. I want my community members back. I want my family members who died due to lack of care back.
Yall forget about the disabled 24/7 and it shows. The moment you can work it goes out the window. Im gonna be harsh against anyone who can work rn sorry. I can't work. I have no safety net. The government is all I have left. God DAMN the moment people like us get justice yall scream murder bad.
December 10, 2024 at 6:29 PM
Yall forget about the disabled 24/7 and it shows. The moment you can work it goes out the window. Im gonna be harsh against anyone who can work rn sorry. I can't work. I have no safety net. The government is all I have left. God DAMN the moment people like us get justice yall scream murder bad.
A lot of you show your damn privilege when it comes to the Adjuster. Let me ask you, what were to happen to you if social security would go away? If you'd say rn not much wow got mote privilege than me. Id lose my house, food, income, Healthcare, everything. Murder is indeed bad.
December 10, 2024 at 6:24 PM
A lot of you show your damn privilege when it comes to the Adjuster. Let me ask you, what were to happen to you if social security would go away? If you'd say rn not much wow got mote privilege than me. Id lose my house, food, income, Healthcare, everything. Murder is indeed bad.
Ya know what? I'm done feeling bad for asking for help
December 8, 2024 at 4:22 AM
Ya know what? I'm done feeling bad for asking for help
"Its not an act of love if you make her" God idk how else you can say it
Quote from Paris Paloma- Labor
Quote from Paris Paloma- Labor
December 8, 2024 at 2:33 AM
"Its not an act of love if you make her" God idk how else you can say it
Quote from Paris Paloma- Labor
Quote from Paris Paloma- Labor
During Thanksgiving I was pk my phone picking a background for something and I was encouraged to go downstairs with my sister. I put down my phone and my mom said "I know I raised you right" Man I CAN CRY FOR HOURSSSSSSS this is my chosen family. Known since birth AAAAAAAHH 😭😭😭😭
December 8, 2024 at 1:40 AM
During Thanksgiving I was pk my phone picking a background for something and I was encouraged to go downstairs with my sister. I put down my phone and my mom said "I know I raised you right" Man I CAN CRY FOR HOURSSSSSSS this is my chosen family. Known since birth AAAAAAAHH 😭😭😭😭
The angels on earth is what my hope keeps me alive. Im sane because I had a (they)choosen family wo was there since birth. I get all my positive traits from them. I'm so lucky as a system to have such angels in my life. I'll sacrifice anything for them. I know what family is due to them.
December 8, 2024 at 1:39 AM
The angels on earth is what my hope keeps me alive. Im sane because I had a (they)choosen family wo was there since birth. I get all my positive traits from them. I'm so lucky as a system to have such angels in my life. I'll sacrifice anything for them. I know what family is due to them.
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It's very "normal" for autistic people to initially not relate to certain aspects of the diagnostic criteria.
But then, through understanding themselves & their autisticness better, they start seeing how said criteria manifests in themselves.
Understanding your autisticness is a journey.
But then, through understanding themselves & their autisticness better, they start seeing how said criteria manifests in themselves.
Understanding your autisticness is a journey.
December 7, 2024 at 12:55 AM
It's very "normal" for autistic people to initially not relate to certain aspects of the diagnostic criteria.
But then, through understanding themselves & their autisticness better, they start seeing how said criteria manifests in themselves.
Understanding your autisticness is a journey.
But then, through understanding themselves & their autisticness better, they start seeing how said criteria manifests in themselves.
Understanding your autisticness is a journey.
Should I tell my chosen family about my trauma? Yes definitely.
Why won't I? Because I refuse to accept it happened at all.
The pain of denial is the pain of suffering in silence.
Why won't I? Because I refuse to accept it happened at all.
The pain of denial is the pain of suffering in silence.
December 8, 2024 at 12:13 AM
Should I tell my chosen family about my trauma? Yes definitely.
Why won't I? Because I refuse to accept it happened at all.
The pain of denial is the pain of suffering in silence.
Why won't I? Because I refuse to accept it happened at all.
The pain of denial is the pain of suffering in silence.
Me, thinking about my horrible trauma: God dammit dude 😥........ EVERYTHING IS AWESOME!!!! EVERYTHING IS COOL WHEN YOU'RE PART OF A TEAM!!!!
December 4, 2024 at 11:05 PM
Me, thinking about my horrible trauma: God dammit dude 😥........ EVERYTHING IS AWESOME!!!! EVERYTHING IS COOL WHEN YOU'RE PART OF A TEAM!!!!
God, in 2025 I would've known im a system for 10 years. 10 whole years. Im grateful to my system for protecting me this whole time. Has my system given me hell? Oh of course, but it also protected me from my trauma. DID has good and bad.
December 4, 2024 at 12:43 AM
God, in 2025 I would've known im a system for 10 years. 10 whole years. Im grateful to my system for protecting me this whole time. Has my system given me hell? Oh of course, but it also protected me from my trauma. DID has good and bad.
Hey maybe stop making people be survivors world. WHY CANT WE LIVE
December 4, 2024 at 12:38 AM
Hey maybe stop making people be survivors world. WHY CANT WE LIVE
NOOOO WORDS HAVING DEFINITIONS HAS RUINED MY ABILITY TO DENY MY TRAUMA.
Welp denial ig is all I have left 😭
Welp denial ig is all I have left 😭
December 4, 2024 at 12:20 AM
NOOOO WORDS HAVING DEFINITIONS HAS RUINED MY ABILITY TO DENY MY TRAUMA.
Welp denial ig is all I have left 😭
Welp denial ig is all I have left 😭