realtor
realtorp.bsky.social
realtor
@realtorp.bsky.social
not troubled, please dont worry over me
what every moment feels like to me is nothing, and i hate myself for it everytime
June 1, 2025 at 8:50 AM
i dont know what had come over me. ever since childhood, i never had true friends i was always comfortable with, growing up i always had a fear of people secretly hating on me, i always felt like a machine that could only learn how to feel. i always feel inferior, thats why i want to be superior in
June 1, 2025 at 8:43 AM
to sleep forever, never worry, never conscious, never truly think. if that were possible, then i wouldnt need to help other people. how much of a two-faced coward i am. i dont deserve everything i have now. i should have been withdrawn from the start. good night.
May 31, 2025 at 11:53 AM
i need to endure, please.
March 11, 2025 at 11:41 AM
leave me.
February 26, 2025 at 12:34 PM
you come and go, i cant tell anyone about what i feel, im scared. i feel so happy yet i am scared. i will die, i fear everything, everything is happening, i will lose my balance, only way from up here will be down there and it shall start with my disappearance. im so happy that i have you and that
February 22, 2025 at 9:43 AM
for me, fear is something you don’t know. in life, everyone must face their fears, fear is the difficulty of life that one must face. im at what could be the peak of my life right now, as much as i enjoy it, my shadow tells me things. it tells me that it can all go down, it tells me that ill be full
February 7, 2025 at 7:17 AM
if by any chance, you stumble upon this account, i wont judge you for wondering what’s happened to me. im fine. still the same kid. for your sake i hope you dont feel anything for me. i dont know why i say that. i feel like i am very undeserving of a lot of things. i dont know why i say that.
January 11, 2025 at 3:38 PM
i often tend to think about my relationships, my bonds, i feel satisfied with them. i always have great ambitions with who id want to have a connection with, whether or not thats a good thing or bad thing. i tend to think of each person as a confidant, not with secrets but with trust.
December 8, 2024 at 9:44 AM
i often have trouble understanding why at times id love to fit in with others, it probably felt good to be able to relate to something. sharing an experience is always fun. people say you're better off with company and friends, but are you worse off without them?
December 5, 2024 at 11:50 AM