Realis Meri'Al
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realis.bsky.social
Realis Meri'Al
@realis.bsky.social
I had a gender, but I broke it, I'll let you know where that lands.
She/Her pronouns.
Married, Open
Furry Trash Punk/Goth
FurAffinity has more info: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/realis/
And there I christened my account with something I don't really talk to anyone about. I'm going to try to keep it more light-hearted from here on out XD
August 28, 2023 at 6:14 PM
It's hard to continually validate myself and push forward. I've started seeing a therapist, antidepressants all of the nice things that will be a foundation for self-improvement. But I'm always afraid to take that last step and confront my gender. I will eventually, it's just terrifying to think of.
August 28, 2023 at 6:14 PM
I know that transitioning after the 20s is very difficult, and unlikely I'll see results that I'll be terribly happy with. My hairline is thinning I have wrinkles, and a bunch of other self-image issues I'm sure. And even now with all of the support in the world from my friends and loved ones...
August 28, 2023 at 6:12 PM
For years I told people it was fine if they would misgender me because I'm not terribly female looking, and just kind of went with it. Then I realized how much it bugged me and how little I was doing to make myself feel better in that regard. And now I'm working on those problems. But...
August 28, 2023 at 6:10 PM