(very rough little thing i threw together back in august 2024. i was surprised i hadn't posted it here already because i remember it being much more recent; i didn't think it predated my bsky account! anyway here it is because this is the mood i'm entering 2026 with)

trying not to be too pessimistic because i know if i keep thinking good things won't happen it'll become a self-fulfilling prophecy. but. man. it's been rough