Smoker on the Balcony
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rattusfaber.bsky.social
Smoker on the Balcony
@rattusfaber.bsky.social
Born to be a facing-eating huldrekall, forced to write columns for a living. Sometimes pretend to be an artist. Taller than @bloodiedprophecy.bsky.social.
(Pfp credit: Potatolord on picrew)
Yeah, I know. Mayyyybe one day?
I’m tired, yeah. Exhausted
Gunite
July 1, 2025 at 4:54 AM
#UnaliveTW
But I also don’t want to taint the forest with death, so maybe the sea will have me. After all it’s so big. I hope I get picked clean by seagulls and whatnot, before they find me and bury me in an unmarked grave.

…There are thoughts and words, I can’t remember them. (Yes I am inebriated)
July 1, 2025 at 4:41 AM
Correction: the poem was written by my dad, only the complaint portion was mine. What a disappointment
June 22, 2025 at 5:30 AM
I have absolutely no memory of writing it, and I ONLY ever called my brother Lyosh, so the provenance is dubious.
Anyway I have no shame claiming it now, if only as proof that I was raging against the machine since childhood
June 20, 2025 at 2:56 AM
But Alyosha
I say
Look at the boat I made
Out of newspaper
'Stop bothering me'
I know
I should have showed you the boat before you went to school
I hate
Hate
Hate
What they're doing to you

(2/2)
June 20, 2025 at 2:50 AM
Uhuh so whatever he does its that someone’s fault
May 27, 2025 at 1:45 AM
Okay I’m not going to defend him on this one but someone else is doing the heavy spoiling there’s nothing I can do
May 27, 2025 at 1:42 AM