even if i just ate more protein more consistently and ate a little less overall i maybe wouldn’t even look that bad??? i just look so soft and gross and i hate it

i probably would’ve gone longer if my mom wasn’t literally making food specifically for me and it would probably be a little weird if i didn’t eat it

it’s actually the fact that i can’t stop eating food that might as well have millions of calories and is absolutely awful for your body but yknow

i feel like i may have written the wrong things or something i don’t know i need someone with experience to help me fill things out