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ramkcals.bsky.social
leo ☁️
@ramkcals.bsky.social
cowboy stuck in relapse / recovery purgatory

20 | any prns | ed / sh
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caterpillarsky edsky shedsky
looking for mutuals

i like tmnt, musicals, silly video games, and horses

call me leo or marvin or ram idc

mainly ed, maybe sh talk, and other vent stuff, i probably won’t post anything too crazy though

i’m “recovering” but very bad at it so don’t expect that content
i’m literally about to get in the shower and now i’m mad at myself cause i should’ve worked out before this
December 29, 2024 at 3:21 AM
i feel like i have a good start for muscles but man i would look so much better if i didn’t have any fat covering it all up
December 29, 2024 at 3:20 AM
my fyp is suddenly getting filled with beastars clips maybe i should finally rewatch it and get caught up cause i don’t think i ever got past the first season
December 25, 2024 at 7:57 PM
i don’t remember this app being so ugly but anyways,,, i’m gonna say this isn’t too bad for having not fasted at all in at least over a year or two?? tbh i think i could’ve gone a lot longer though
December 18, 2024 at 2:42 AM
i think i’m gonna go for 22 hours but if i don’t have to have dinner i might just keep going for like 36 ?? might be stupid when i’ve never done more than like 25 hours and haven’t fasted in over a year but idk
December 17, 2024 at 10:15 PM
what if every time i get hungry i add like an hour or two onto my fast,,, i don’t know if that’s insane or smart
December 17, 2024 at 7:09 PM
i just lit a hot chocolate scented candle and i’m wondering why i’m suddenly hungry,,,
December 17, 2024 at 7:04 PM
how long do i have to fast to consider it like a detox or whatever? idk i feel like my body needs a reset but i’ve never gone for super long and probably shouldn’t on the days that i have to work
December 17, 2024 at 7:00 PM
i’ve been eating when i take my meds and stuff but apparently all of them are actually fine to take on an empty stomach except maybe vitamin d is a little iffy ???
December 17, 2024 at 3:10 AM
apparently iron absorbs best when you’ve been fasting but i was also told i should eat when i take it??
December 17, 2024 at 3:05 AM
if i say i’m gonna fast for religious purposes then it’s not disordered,,,, right?
December 17, 2024 at 2:33 AM
i wish i never overdosed, even though it was an accident now i know how fucking easy it would be
December 17, 2024 at 2:17 AM
if i just start working out a lot is it possible for me to gain a good amount of muscle even if i don’t eat enough protein??
December 16, 2024 at 11:40 PM
my aunt just asked me if my horse eats more than i do???
December 16, 2024 at 10:47 PM
i kinda wanna grow out my hair but i feel like longer hair makes my face look fat and bad because it doesn’t frame my face as nicely ???
December 16, 2024 at 12:34 AM
i feel like i missed my chance to be a girl and it would be weird to try now ??? like i can’t even paint my nails without being nervous that someone’s gonna see it and like point it out because i never do that and it’s different or whatever if that makes sense??
December 16, 2024 at 12:33 AM
i need to wear a dress to my friends wedding next year but i haven’t worn a dress in probably like ten years and my legs are covered in scars so how is this gonna work
December 16, 2024 at 12:04 AM
oops i forgot this app existed hi guys
December 16, 2024 at 12:03 AM
i’m such a horrible person maybe i don’t deserve to be happy and that’s why i’ll never be skinny ????
December 8, 2024 at 3:11 AM
gonna have to get used to having no days off i think
December 4, 2024 at 11:23 PM
i had to fill out an application on the spot all by myself and the person i was told to give it to wasn’t even there that was terrifying
December 4, 2024 at 7:19 PM
wearing some of the nicest clothes i have and they are definitely not warm enough
December 4, 2024 at 6:45 PM
i don’t know why i’m so nervous this is gonna be my first attempt at a proper adult job????
December 4, 2024 at 6:29 PM
taking my resume in in like ten minutes someone wish me luck please
December 4, 2024 at 6:27 PM
i just ate a slice of cheese and when i went to grab another i noticed it had a little bit of mold on it,,,, i think for my own sanity i’m just gonna pretend that the first one somehow didn’t have any and that i didn’t just eat mold
December 4, 2024 at 5:40 AM