RaiRaiTheRaichu, but in despair!
@rairai-vents.bsky.social
RaiRai's vent alt account.
It's being used to just post some thoughts that are usually more negative than I'm comfortable posting on main.
Post interaction is disabled purposely.
Do not assume the target source/reasons of any of my posts. No matter what.
It's being used to just post some thoughts that are usually more negative than I'm comfortable posting on main.
Post interaction is disabled purposely.
Do not assume the target source/reasons of any of my posts. No matter what.
crying because this has been a recurring theme in some manner, throughout our life
December 15, 2025 at 9:15 AM
crying because this has been a recurring theme in some manner, throughout our life
im a backup plan, im there when the better people aren’t around
i dont even have an excuse this time, bc we all met at the same time roughly. they just got closer and i didn’t, because im a hopeless POS who will never fit in ANYWHERE
i dont even have an excuse this time, bc we all met at the same time roughly. they just got closer and i didn’t, because im a hopeless POS who will never fit in ANYWHERE
November 29, 2025 at 11:49 AM
im a backup plan, im there when the better people aren’t around
i dont even have an excuse this time, bc we all met at the same time roughly. they just got closer and i didn’t, because im a hopeless POS who will never fit in ANYWHERE
i dont even have an excuse this time, bc we all met at the same time roughly. they just got closer and i didn’t, because im a hopeless POS who will never fit in ANYWHERE
im being lied to and im tired of it, stop pretending
November 29, 2025 at 11:47 AM
im being lied to and im tired of it, stop pretending
heart is pounding while the thoughts spiral, the urge to disappear grows
November 29, 2025 at 9:01 AM
heart is pounding while the thoughts spiral, the urge to disappear grows
today is very much “don’t think about it, don’t talk about it”
November 28, 2025 at 2:23 AM
today is very much “don’t think about it, don’t talk about it”
man fuck everythiiiing.
October 9, 2025 at 4:58 AM
man fuck everythiiiing.
id like this awful mood to finally go away.
i get brief moments of clarity during the day, but these thoughts and feelings are super oppressive.
i feel extremely upset to the point where i almost want to snap at or lash out at others.
i feel like i’m cowering in a corner.
i get brief moments of clarity during the day, but these thoughts and feelings are super oppressive.
i feel extremely upset to the point where i almost want to snap at or lash out at others.
i feel like i’m cowering in a corner.
October 9, 2025 at 4:37 AM
id like this awful mood to finally go away.
i get brief moments of clarity during the day, but these thoughts and feelings are super oppressive.
i feel extremely upset to the point where i almost want to snap at or lash out at others.
i feel like i’m cowering in a corner.
i get brief moments of clarity during the day, but these thoughts and feelings are super oppressive.
i feel extremely upset to the point where i almost want to snap at or lash out at others.
i feel like i’m cowering in a corner.
i just don’t have the social energy lately, though i’m really lonely at the same time. it’s weird and i kinda hate it bc it leaves me feeling stressed and depressed like this.
October 7, 2025 at 4:22 AM
i just don’t have the social energy lately, though i’m really lonely at the same time. it’s weird and i kinda hate it bc it leaves me feeling stressed and depressed like this.
it really feels lonely. so there’s a nagging part in my brain telling me to give up on people, that everything is fake, that people don’t actually care, that everything that anyone does is purely out of obligation or guilt.
it’s so, so hard to ignore and try to see past.
it’s so, so hard to ignore and try to see past.
September 24, 2025 at 6:49 PM
it really feels lonely. so there’s a nagging part in my brain telling me to give up on people, that everything is fake, that people don’t actually care, that everything that anyone does is purely out of obligation or guilt.
it’s so, so hard to ignore and try to see past.
it’s so, so hard to ignore and try to see past.
im so sick of doctors
September 24, 2025 at 1:20 AM
im so sick of doctors