amirah.
@quixoticreverie.bsky.social
'amy' for short OK, 20+. | my journal & music-centric MySpace & my Tumblr artblog, back when ROTBTD ruled over us. | #artlog, #musiclog. | comms: CLOSED until 2026. | https://sungaicongkak.straw.page.
💜🗡: @scrimbimbling.bsky.social.
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ack. cringing so badly. i just asked... my friends if they're free to spend my birthday with me.
usually, it's not celebrated or acknowledged by any of my IRL friends. but here i am initiating it???? CRINGE. CRINGE.... CRINGEEE!!!!!!! well, here goes.
usually, it's not celebrated or acknowledged by any of my IRL friends. but here i am initiating it???? CRINGE. CRINGE.... CRINGEEE!!!!!!! well, here goes.
November 15, 2025 at 1:02 PM
ack. cringing so badly. i just asked... my friends if they're free to spend my birthday with me.
usually, it's not celebrated or acknowledged by any of my IRL friends. but here i am initiating it???? CRINGE. CRINGE.... CRINGEEE!!!!!!! well, here goes.
usually, it's not celebrated or acknowledged by any of my IRL friends. but here i am initiating it???? CRINGE. CRINGE.... CRINGEEE!!!!!!! well, here goes.
genuinely, this high noon yone skin and art goes hard and i know for a fact that he has sucked every cowboy's cock in that bar. *leaves the podium oh so confidently*
November 15, 2025 at 12:43 PM
genuinely, this high noon yone skin and art goes hard and i know for a fact that he has sucked every cowboy's cock in that bar. *leaves the podium oh so confidently*
tw suicide
my birthday is tomorrow. im ready to throw the fuck upppp like i always do every year.
planned my suicide when i was younger but it failed (twice. my useless ass cant do nothin right)
glad.. it failed. now i have this "i didn't think ill be living this long" nausea i gotta deal with.
my birthday is tomorrow. im ready to throw the fuck upppp like i always do every year.
planned my suicide when i was younger but it failed (twice. my useless ass cant do nothin right)
glad.. it failed. now i have this "i didn't think ill be living this long" nausea i gotta deal with.
November 15, 2025 at 11:21 AM
tw suicide
my birthday is tomorrow. im ready to throw the fuck upppp like i always do every year.
planned my suicide when i was younger but it failed (twice. my useless ass cant do nothin right)
glad.. it failed. now i have this "i didn't think ill be living this long" nausea i gotta deal with.
my birthday is tomorrow. im ready to throw the fuck upppp like i always do every year.
planned my suicide when i was younger but it failed (twice. my useless ass cant do nothin right)
glad.. it failed. now i have this "i didn't think ill be living this long" nausea i gotta deal with.
watching A3! anime after like. years. auuughhh, bringing me back to those COVID lockdown days.. holds them like spaghetti.
November 15, 2025 at 10:53 AM
watching A3! anime after like. years. auuughhh, bringing me back to those COVID lockdown days.. holds them like spaghetti.
GASSSPPP. WHEN DID THEY DO THIS. AND WHY IS IT ALL FOR ME. A3, I LOVE YOU TOO??????
November 15, 2025 at 10:07 AM
GASSSPPP. WHEN DID THEY DO THIS. AND WHY IS IT ALL FOR ME. A3, I LOVE YOU TOO??????
Reposted by amirah.
Was working a bunch on getting these properly photographed and listed up this weekend. Spend $20 or more and get 25% off your entire order. 10% of all sales go to Trans Lifeline, and 5% goes to local food banks.
Shop: Cosmic Whale Cafe
#ShopUpdate #bsnm #artshop #fanmerch
Shop: Cosmic Whale Cafe
#ShopUpdate #bsnm #artshop #fanmerch
November 3, 2025 at 4:49 AM
Was working a bunch on getting these properly photographed and listed up this weekend. Spend $20 or more and get 25% off your entire order. 10% of all sales go to Trans Lifeline, and 5% goes to local food banks.
Shop: Cosmic Whale Cafe
#ShopUpdate #bsnm #artshop #fanmerch
Shop: Cosmic Whale Cafe
#ShopUpdate #bsnm #artshop #fanmerch
you probs see my posts and think, "ah. amirah's probs drunk and an emotional drunk at that." nah. i'm drunk in that halal way aka severe brain chemical imbalance. woooooooo
November 15, 2025 at 9:30 AM
you probs see my posts and think, "ah. amirah's probs drunk and an emotional drunk at that." nah. i'm drunk in that halal way aka severe brain chemical imbalance. woooooooo
why is it whenever i talk in a discord server-- or just anywhere, i keep thinking someone is going to throw plates at me??? it feels so specific.
November 15, 2025 at 7:10 AM
why is it whenever i talk in a discord server-- or just anywhere, i keep thinking someone is going to throw plates at me??? it feels so specific.
Moonlight 끝이 없는 midnight
Sunshine 반복되는 highlight
Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo ...
Way for love, way for your love.
Way for love, way for your love!
거짓말이라도 믿을게
영화 같은 스토리의 끝에
youtu.be/FxB6_qaqHlY?...
#musiclog
Sunshine 반복되는 highlight
Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo ...
Way for love, way for your love.
Way for love, way for your love!
거짓말이라도 믿을게
영화 같은 스토리의 끝에
youtu.be/FxB6_qaqHlY?...
#musiclog
PLAVE(플레이브) 'WAY 4 LUV' M/V
YouTube video by PLAVE 플레이브
youtu.be
November 15, 2025 at 6:59 AM
Moonlight 끝이 없는 midnight
Sunshine 반복되는 highlight
Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo ...
Way for love, way for your love.
Way for love, way for your love!
거짓말이라도 믿을게
영화 같은 스토리의 끝에
youtu.be/FxB6_qaqHlY?...
#musiclog
Sunshine 반복되는 highlight
Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo ...
Way for love, way for your love.
Way for love, way for your love!
거짓말이라도 믿을게
영화 같은 스토리의 끝에
youtu.be/FxB6_qaqHlY?...
#musiclog
tearing up a bit.
i think the reason why i adore my partner is because.. not only is he great--
-- i never met someone that treated me so kindly before. he doesn't scream at me, or go passive aggressive. he doesn't make me cry and then comfort me, making me confused.
he just likes being with me.
i think the reason why i adore my partner is because.. not only is he great--
-- i never met someone that treated me so kindly before. he doesn't scream at me, or go passive aggressive. he doesn't make me cry and then comfort me, making me confused.
he just likes being with me.
November 14, 2025 at 9:42 PM
tearing up a bit.
i think the reason why i adore my partner is because.. not only is he great--
-- i never met someone that treated me so kindly before. he doesn't scream at me, or go passive aggressive. he doesn't make me cry and then comfort me, making me confused.
he just likes being with me.
i think the reason why i adore my partner is because.. not only is he great--
-- i never met someone that treated me so kindly before. he doesn't scream at me, or go passive aggressive. he doesn't make me cry and then comfort me, making me confused.
he just likes being with me.
Reposted by amirah.
Aseel has lost her account her but she wanted to share this picture of her with her cat a Lisa few weeks ago and this week. She is just looking to have enough money to be able to eat. Her family has a PayPal which is quicker ( tiny.cc/hbcuzz ) and a GoFundMe (gofund.me/54db81e4 )
July 30, 2025 at 12:11 PM
Aseel has lost her account her but she wanted to share this picture of her with her cat a Lisa few weeks ago and this week. She is just looking to have enough money to be able to eat. Her family has a PayPal which is quicker ( tiny.cc/hbcuzz ) and a GoFundMe (gofund.me/54db81e4 )
My Operator 🏳️⚧️ and all her dear friends, featuring my partner's Operator! 💕
I think I got everyone, right? Anyway, excited for 'The Old Peace' chapter.
[ #tennocreate, #warframe, #artlog. ]
I think I got everyone, right? Anyway, excited for 'The Old Peace' chapter.
[ #tennocreate, #warframe, #artlog. ]
November 14, 2025 at 4:39 PM
My Operator 🏳️⚧️ and all her dear friends, featuring my partner's Operator! 💕
I think I got everyone, right? Anyway, excited for 'The Old Peace' chapter.
[ #tennocreate, #warframe, #artlog. ]
I think I got everyone, right? Anyway, excited for 'The Old Peace' chapter.
[ #tennocreate, #warframe, #artlog. ]
"... And your mother even agrees that emotional lottery is all you'll ever get with me.
So, don't worry.
I'll make you worry, like no other girl can.
Damn sure I'll never let you know where you stand.
So, don't worry.
I'll leave you feeling like a shell of a man."
youtu.be/soKG9DDv3_A?...
#musiclog
So, don't worry.
I'll make you worry, like no other girl can.
Damn sure I'll never let you know where you stand.
So, don't worry.
I'll leave you feeling like a shell of a man."
youtu.be/soKG9DDv3_A?...
#musiclog
Sabrina Carpenter - Don't Worry I'll Make You Worry (Official Lyric Video)
YouTube video by SabrinaCarpenterVEVO
youtu.be
November 14, 2025 at 4:29 PM
"... And your mother even agrees that emotional lottery is all you'll ever get with me.
So, don't worry.
I'll make you worry, like no other girl can.
Damn sure I'll never let you know where you stand.
So, don't worry.
I'll leave you feeling like a shell of a man."
youtu.be/soKG9DDv3_A?...
#musiclog
So, don't worry.
I'll make you worry, like no other girl can.
Damn sure I'll never let you know where you stand.
So, don't worry.
I'll leave you feeling like a shell of a man."
youtu.be/soKG9DDv3_A?...
#musiclog
i wish i could fall deep in love with gacha life-sim games again but ever since i lost A3! and AFTERL!FE, i find it very very difficult to put so much of my love into it. it was devastating when those games shut down.
November 14, 2025 at 2:28 PM
i wish i could fall deep in love with gacha life-sim games again but ever since i lost A3! and AFTERL!FE, i find it very very difficult to put so much of my love into it. it was devastating when those games shut down.
November 14, 2025 at 1:59 PM
seeing my old posts makes me sentimental and embarrassed. haha, it's cute. it's cute to see how i handled things. proud too.
November 14, 2025 at 1:03 PM
seeing my old posts makes me sentimental and embarrassed. haha, it's cute. it's cute to see how i handled things. proud too.
"You only see me when the tears roll down your face.
You only show up when the clouds won't go away.
You always said we'd be together, forever, whatever the weather.
It's me and my umbrella now."
youtu.be/WHskTpyR1XY?...
#musiclog
You only show up when the clouds won't go away.
You always said we'd be together, forever, whatever the weather.
It's me and my umbrella now."
youtu.be/WHskTpyR1XY?...
#musiclog
JUNHEE 'Umbrella (10:00)' MV
YouTube video by Official JUNHEE
youtu.be
November 14, 2025 at 12:21 PM
"You only see me when the tears roll down your face.
You only show up when the clouds won't go away.
You always said we'd be together, forever, whatever the weather.
It's me and my umbrella now."
youtu.be/WHskTpyR1XY?...
#musiclog
You only show up when the clouds won't go away.
You always said we'd be together, forever, whatever the weather.
It's me and my umbrella now."
youtu.be/WHskTpyR1XY?...
#musiclog
deleted all my art becaaaaause i'm a neat freak. and i looove arranging thiiiings, i hate my love for arranging my stuffff
November 14, 2025 at 11:34 AM
deleted all my art becaaaaause i'm a neat freak. and i looove arranging thiiiings, i hate my love for arranging my stuffff
"oh no, youre in [insert game]?? nooo their fandom is bad!!!"
how dare you call my discord group with 4 of my closest friends bad?? apologize to the entire fandom right now.
how dare you call my discord group with 4 of my closest friends bad?? apologize to the entire fandom right now.
November 14, 2025 at 11:31 AM
"oh no, youre in [insert game]?? nooo their fandom is bad!!!"
how dare you call my discord group with 4 of my closest friends bad?? apologize to the entire fandom right now.
how dare you call my discord group with 4 of my closest friends bad?? apologize to the entire fandom right now.
idk, anaxa reeks of chappell roan's the subway and i refuse to explain further. it's just His song.
November 14, 2025 at 10:21 AM
idk, anaxa reeks of chappell roan's the subway and i refuse to explain further. it's just His song.
way 4 luv, way 4 your luv.... 🎵
November 14, 2025 at 8:56 AM
way 4 luv, way 4 your luv.... 🎵
Reposted by amirah.
Honkai Star Rail likers. Who else thinks Anaxa and Dr. Ratio should kiss
April 26, 2025 at 6:06 PM
Honkai Star Rail likers. Who else thinks Anaxa and Dr. Ratio should kiss
me back then when i went to therapy for the first time: IM SO BROKEN. SCARED.... I CANT HANDLE THIS.
me now after getting too used to the hospital smell: ...... meh, on the bright side, it means i was never alone afterall. *shakes my head around, thinking it'll shake the guys in there. it doesn't.*
me now after getting too used to the hospital smell: ...... meh, on the bright side, it means i was never alone afterall. *shakes my head around, thinking it'll shake the guys in there. it doesn't.*
November 13, 2025 at 7:03 AM
me back then when i went to therapy for the first time: IM SO BROKEN. SCARED.... I CANT HANDLE THIS.
me now after getting too used to the hospital smell: ...... meh, on the bright side, it means i was never alone afterall. *shakes my head around, thinking it'll shake the guys in there. it doesn't.*
me now after getting too used to the hospital smell: ...... meh, on the bright side, it means i was never alone afterall. *shakes my head around, thinking it'll shake the guys in there. it doesn't.*